It Hurts
Disappointment
Natalie P.O.V.
I was worried about my younger sister. At the moment, I haven't had the best life. Mom and dad dying was what really shook me. Right now, I was sitting in Alexis' hospital room. We were taking turns watching her. Right now, it was my shift. She was still asleep. Louis refused to tell us what happened in between them. I have a feeling those two are going to be the best of friends. Alexis was twitching. She started opening her eyes. I patiently waited for her to get focused.
"Natalie, where are the others?" Alexis asked.
"They're at home. We're taking shifts watching you." I replied.
Alexis just rested her head back on the pillow. She looked deep in thought. I pulled out and texted the others through my phone.
To Sarah: Al's awake. Think she wants you.
To Harry, Niall, Liam, Louis, and Zayn: She's awake.
From Sarah: I'll be there soon. The boys have been staying at an hotel. Their manager gave them two weeks off.
To Sarah: M'kay thx for the info.
From Harry: Seriously?!?! She's awake?! The lads and I'll be there soon.
To Harry: Yes she's awake.
I sat there patiently for Sarah and the boys to come through the door. Sarah was the first one to walk through. She immediately sat down next to Alexis. Alexis grabbed Sarah's hand and ran her thumb over it. Sarah started crying.
Sarah P.O.V.
I was crying. Alexis was rubbing the back of my hand. She was whispering to me.
"Everything will be alright. I'm here. I won't leave you." she soothed.
I nodded. She still looked real weak though. She was my older tomboy sister. Never once in my life was my sister weaker than me. Natalie is just really fragile. I never really looked up to her in the way I did to Alexis. If Alexis wasn't here, I don't know what I'd do. She's supported me through so much. The boys all burst in at that moment. Alexis smiled at them. The doctor walked in after the boys.
"Well Alexis. You show no signs of Amnesia but you still have an concussion. You'll be released from the hospital tomorrow. Your belongings are in the closet. For the next week, you'll need to be very careful considering you'll have a headache. We'll give you a dose of medication before you leave. And some pills to take for the pain. Other than that, your perfectly fine." the doctor informed.
Alexis P.O.V.
After the doctor left, I grinned.
"YES! Finally!" I sat up and raised my hands in victory. Only to be greeted with a feeling like someone had hit me in the head with a brick.
The others were smirking at me as I tenderly felt where Trevor had hit me.
"Come on Alexis, you've been in here a week and three days. A week in which you were asleep!" Natalie teased.
I was shocked Natalie was the one who spoke up. But instantly I smiled.
"Whatever! I still hate hospitals. And wipe those smirks off your faces!" I groaned.
They laughed and I pouted at them.
"I'm hungry!" Niall whined.
"Me too!" I agreed.
"Well hospital food sucks so who's coming with me to get some Subway?" Sarah announced.
"ME!" Niall yelled.
Harry, Natalie, Liam, and Zayn also agreed.
"It's my turn to sit with her anyway." Louis shrugged.
The boys and my sisters went out to get the food.
"Louis, can you hand me my laptop?" I asked.
"Sure. Here." he replied while handing it to me.
I logged onto my Tumblr, Facebook, and Twitter. There wasn't much going on. I closed the lid on my laptop.
"Hey what's your name for Tumblr, Facebook, and Twitter?" Louis asked.
"Um my Twitter is @AlexisM.Andersen. Tumblr and Facebook are the same." I replied.
Louis nodded. He pulled out his iPhone. I guessed he was following me. He laughed. I gave him a quizzical look.
"What?" I asked.
He turned his phone towards me and on it was a picture of Sarah, Natalie, and I goofing off. I rolled my eyes. I took that picture the day before my parents died. We were in my room. Natalie and Sarah had come jumping in. I had pulled my camera out and we'd squished together. Taking a selfie, I almost immediately posted it after.
"Meh. Happier days." I shrugged.
Louis nodded. I yawned. He raised his eyebrows and smirked.
"You've been asleep for a week and your still tired?" he grinned.
"What! It's not everyday you pass out due to the fact your sister's ex knocked you out!" I pouted.
He laughed again. The door opened and Harry, Liam, Niall, Zayn, Sarah, and Natalie walked in. Niall had about five full bags while the others had only one.
"Seriously Niall! How much food can you eat?" I asked.
The boys looked at me shocked.
"Don't ever ask that again!" Liam pleaded.
"Yes Daddy Direction." I teased.
The boys, minus Liam, laughed. Liam rolled his eyes. Sarah handed me a sandwich.
"Aw! You remembered!"
"You only have meatballs on Italian. How could I forget?" Sarah questioned.
I ignored her. Nibbling on the end of my sandwich, I watched the boys and my sisters talk. It soon got late.
"Who's night is it?" Sarah asked.
"Louis'." Harry replied.
"I don't need to be watched every minute!" I protested.
"Well too bad. Cause we ain't leaving you alone!" Zayn grinned.
I glared at all of them.
"Night BooBear!" Harry grinned.
The other boys said night. My sisters gave me a hug. Louis settled himself on the couch in the corner of the room.
"You know you boys don't have to stay with us." I proclaimed to Louis shortly after everyone had left.
"Yeah but we want to." Louis replied.
I smiled.
"Just one question though, do you like carrots?" I questioned.
Louis looked shocked. I smirked. I've watched the video diaries millions of times.
"HOW CAN YOU EVEN ASK THAT!" Louis whined.
"Just to get back at you for multiple numbers of times you annoyed me constantly." I replied.
"If you really want to get me back, your pranking skills need to be much better love."
Rolling my eyes, I yawned. Soon, blackness was all I saw.
Louis P.O.V.
I grinned when I looked over and saw her fast asleep on the bed. Quite tired myself, I rolled over and let sleep overcome me.
The next day, I woke up quite early. Yawning, I grinned when I saw Alexis still asleep. Looking at the time, I shrugged when I saw it was ten am. Texting the boys, I asked if one of them could bring me a change of clothes. Harry was the first to reply.
From Harry: Sure Lou. We'll be there as soon as we can wake Zayn up. :)
To Harry: Thx Hazza.
From Harry: ;)
I rolled my eyes. Harry sure knew how to make a scene. Alexis yawned.
"What times checkout cause I'm dying to get out of here!" she mumbled.
I laughed.
"As soon as the doctor releases you." I replied.
Alexis pouted.
"But I no likey hospitals!" she whined.
"You know, once you loosen up, your actually quite funny." I teased.
She stuck her tongue out at me. I just rolled my eyes. The doctor walked in.
Alexis P.O.V.
"Your free to go. Let me remove these, and you can be on your way." he smiled.
"YAY! Louis out. Thank you so much!" I gasped.
Louis rolled his eyes and walked out of the room. The doctor took the tubes out of my arms. I changed into my jeans, my orange shirt, a beanie, TOMS, and my butterfly necklace. Walking out of the room, I noticed the rest of the guys had come. As well as Sarah and Natalie. Once Sarah saw me, she practically tackled me to the ground.
"Sarah!" I yelped.
My head basically exploded from me falling to the floor.
"Ow." I groaned.
"Oops sorry. It's just I was scared. And you weren't awake for a long time and I didn't have anyone to talk to." Sarah rambled.
"Sarah, I've been out almost two weeks. I'm fine. Other than the fact I'm gunna be working all the time to pay the hospital bill, we should be fine."
The boys looked at each other. Liam stepped foreword.
"We'll pay for your bills." Liam announced.
"You don't need to." I protested.
"But we want to." Louis pressed.
"Ok fine! But this is a one time thing!"
The boys cheered. I rolled my eyes. We piled into one of the boys' cars. I think it was Louis. Eventually, the old house came into view. I sighed. Going in, I made my way immediately into Natalie's room.
"What are you doing?" Niall asked.
Natalie and Sarah didn't say anything. I looked around Natalie's room. Searching through drawers and her closet. In all, I found three more pieces of glass. Going back down the stairs, I showed the pieces to Natalie and shook my head. Sarah just about cried while Natalie wasn't showing an emotion. The boys just looked confused. I went to the front door and threw them as far as possible.
"Natalie come here." I hoarsely commanded.
Even though my head hurt like hell, I still stood and waited for Natalie to come foreword. She stepped towards me. I grabbed her left arm and pulled up her jacket sleeve. Crisscross cuts stood out. Some looked recently fresh. Sighing, I went to her right arm. More cuts. Some more fresh ones. The boys looked shocked. Rolling down her sleeves, I looked at her.
"You need to stop." is all I said before taking off out the door. I stood pacing. This was getting worse. If Nat didn't stop soon, she'd kill herself.
I was worried about my younger sister. At the moment, I haven't had the best life. Mom and dad dying was what really shook me. Right now, I was sitting in Alexis' hospital room. We were taking turns watching her. Right now, it was my shift. She was still asleep. Louis refused to tell us what happened in between them. I have a feeling those two are going to be the best of friends. Alexis was twitching. She started opening her eyes. I patiently waited for her to get focused.
"Natalie, where are the others?" Alexis asked.
"They're at home. We're taking shifts watching you." I replied.
Alexis just rested her head back on the pillow. She looked deep in thought. I pulled out and texted the others through my phone.
To Sarah: Al's awake. Think she wants you.
To Harry, Niall, Liam, Louis, and Zayn: She's awake.
From Sarah: I'll be there soon. The boys have been staying at an hotel. Their manager gave them two weeks off.
To Sarah: M'kay thx for the info.
From Harry: Seriously?!?! She's awake?! The lads and I'll be there soon.
To Harry: Yes she's awake.
I sat there patiently for Sarah and the boys to come through the door. Sarah was the first one to walk through. She immediately sat down next to Alexis. Alexis grabbed Sarah's hand and ran her thumb over it. Sarah started crying.
Sarah P.O.V.
I was crying. Alexis was rubbing the back of my hand. She was whispering to me.
"Everything will be alright. I'm here. I won't leave you." she soothed.
I nodded. She still looked real weak though. She was my older tomboy sister. Never once in my life was my sister weaker than me. Natalie is just really fragile. I never really looked up to her in the way I did to Alexis. If Alexis wasn't here, I don't know what I'd do. She's supported me through so much. The boys all burst in at that moment. Alexis smiled at them. The doctor walked in after the boys.
"Well Alexis. You show no signs of Amnesia but you still have an concussion. You'll be released from the hospital tomorrow. Your belongings are in the closet. For the next week, you'll need to be very careful considering you'll have a headache. We'll give you a dose of medication before you leave. And some pills to take for the pain. Other than that, your perfectly fine." the doctor informed.
Alexis P.O.V.
After the doctor left, I grinned.
"YES! Finally!" I sat up and raised my hands in victory. Only to be greeted with a feeling like someone had hit me in the head with a brick.
The others were smirking at me as I tenderly felt where Trevor had hit me.
"Come on Alexis, you've been in here a week and three days. A week in which you were asleep!" Natalie teased.
I was shocked Natalie was the one who spoke up. But instantly I smiled.
"Whatever! I still hate hospitals. And wipe those smirks off your faces!" I groaned.
They laughed and I pouted at them.
"I'm hungry!" Niall whined.
"Me too!" I agreed.
"Well hospital food sucks so who's coming with me to get some Subway?" Sarah announced.
"ME!" Niall yelled.
Harry, Natalie, Liam, and Zayn also agreed.
"It's my turn to sit with her anyway." Louis shrugged.
The boys and my sisters went out to get the food.
"Louis, can you hand me my laptop?" I asked.
"Sure. Here." he replied while handing it to me.
I logged onto my Tumblr, Facebook, and Twitter. There wasn't much going on. I closed the lid on my laptop.
"Hey what's your name for Tumblr, Facebook, and Twitter?" Louis asked.
"Um my Twitter is @AlexisM.Andersen. Tumblr and Facebook are the same." I replied.
Louis nodded. He pulled out his iPhone. I guessed he was following me. He laughed. I gave him a quizzical look.
"What?" I asked.
He turned his phone towards me and on it was a picture of Sarah, Natalie, and I goofing off. I rolled my eyes. I took that picture the day before my parents died. We were in my room. Natalie and Sarah had come jumping in. I had pulled my camera out and we'd squished together. Taking a selfie, I almost immediately posted it after.
"Meh. Happier days." I shrugged.
Louis nodded. I yawned. He raised his eyebrows and smirked.
"You've been asleep for a week and your still tired?" he grinned.
"What! It's not everyday you pass out due to the fact your sister's ex knocked you out!" I pouted.
He laughed again. The door opened and Harry, Liam, Niall, Zayn, Sarah, and Natalie walked in. Niall had about five full bags while the others had only one.
"Seriously Niall! How much food can you eat?" I asked.
The boys looked at me shocked.
"Don't ever ask that again!" Liam pleaded.
"Yes Daddy Direction." I teased.
The boys, minus Liam, laughed. Liam rolled his eyes. Sarah handed me a sandwich.
"Aw! You remembered!"
"You only have meatballs on Italian. How could I forget?" Sarah questioned.
I ignored her. Nibbling on the end of my sandwich, I watched the boys and my sisters talk. It soon got late.
"Who's night is it?" Sarah asked.
"Louis'." Harry replied.
"I don't need to be watched every minute!" I protested.
"Well too bad. Cause we ain't leaving you alone!" Zayn grinned.
I glared at all of them.
"Night BooBear!" Harry grinned.
The other boys said night. My sisters gave me a hug. Louis settled himself on the couch in the corner of the room.
"You know you boys don't have to stay with us." I proclaimed to Louis shortly after everyone had left.
"Yeah but we want to." Louis replied.
I smiled.
"Just one question though, do you like carrots?" I questioned.
Louis looked shocked. I smirked. I've watched the video diaries millions of times.
"HOW CAN YOU EVEN ASK THAT!" Louis whined.
"Just to get back at you for multiple numbers of times you annoyed me constantly." I replied.
"If you really want to get me back, your pranking skills need to be much better love."
Rolling my eyes, I yawned. Soon, blackness was all I saw.
Louis P.O.V.
I grinned when I looked over and saw her fast asleep on the bed. Quite tired myself, I rolled over and let sleep overcome me.
The next day, I woke up quite early. Yawning, I grinned when I saw Alexis still asleep. Looking at the time, I shrugged when I saw it was ten am. Texting the boys, I asked if one of them could bring me a change of clothes. Harry was the first to reply.
From Harry: Sure Lou. We'll be there as soon as we can wake Zayn up. :)
To Harry: Thx Hazza.
From Harry: ;)
I rolled my eyes. Harry sure knew how to make a scene. Alexis yawned.
"What times checkout cause I'm dying to get out of here!" she mumbled.
I laughed.
"As soon as the doctor releases you." I replied.
Alexis pouted.
"But I no likey hospitals!" she whined.
"You know, once you loosen up, your actually quite funny." I teased.
She stuck her tongue out at me. I just rolled my eyes. The doctor walked in.
Alexis P.O.V.
"Your free to go. Let me remove these, and you can be on your way." he smiled.
"YAY! Louis out. Thank you so much!" I gasped.
Louis rolled his eyes and walked out of the room. The doctor took the tubes out of my arms. I changed into my jeans, my orange shirt, a beanie, TOMS, and my butterfly necklace. Walking out of the room, I noticed the rest of the guys had come. As well as Sarah and Natalie. Once Sarah saw me, she practically tackled me to the ground.
"Sarah!" I yelped.
My head basically exploded from me falling to the floor.
"Ow." I groaned.
"Oops sorry. It's just I was scared. And you weren't awake for a long time and I didn't have anyone to talk to." Sarah rambled.
"Sarah, I've been out almost two weeks. I'm fine. Other than the fact I'm gunna be working all the time to pay the hospital bill, we should be fine."
The boys looked at each other. Liam stepped foreword.
"We'll pay for your bills." Liam announced.
"You don't need to." I protested.
"But we want to." Louis pressed.
"Ok fine! But this is a one time thing!"
The boys cheered. I rolled my eyes. We piled into one of the boys' cars. I think it was Louis. Eventually, the old house came into view. I sighed. Going in, I made my way immediately into Natalie's room.
"What are you doing?" Niall asked.
Natalie and Sarah didn't say anything. I looked around Natalie's room. Searching through drawers and her closet. In all, I found three more pieces of glass. Going back down the stairs, I showed the pieces to Natalie and shook my head. Sarah just about cried while Natalie wasn't showing an emotion. The boys just looked confused. I went to the front door and threw them as far as possible.
"Natalie come here." I hoarsely commanded.
Even though my head hurt like hell, I still stood and waited for Natalie to come foreword. She stepped towards me. I grabbed her left arm and pulled up her jacket sleeve. Crisscross cuts stood out. Some looked recently fresh. Sighing, I went to her right arm. More cuts. Some more fresh ones. The boys looked shocked. Rolling down her sleeves, I looked at her.
"You need to stop." is all I said before taking off out the door. I stood pacing. This was getting worse. If Nat didn't stop soon, she'd kill herself.
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