Dreaming Of You // If I'm Still Dreaming - Comments, page 12

@Boltofbleu
Preach sista :)

Agh. Ur killing me!!!!
But i love it lol. ♡♡♡

Love the story!

Love love love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

"How do you protect someone from yourself" !!!!!!
I started crying when Harry told her she was there for everyone when they needed her except him. Oh poor Harry!! This is the first chapter where I've really felt connected to Jeanne. (Not bc she isn't well written--quite the opposite. I think until now I've only been seeing her the way Harry does). So as if it wasn't enough to finally hear Harry tell her how much she hurt him, to see her reaction as she holds his head, tell passed out Harry how overwhelming he is to her, just took me over the edge. In real life I think I admire Harry most for how effortlessly he appears to handle success. It's mind boggling to me to consider how a 16 year old kid managed not just to survive the madness of a phenomenon like 1D but thrive and continue to find more success. Like how is he sane?? Bc I think I was a fairly mature and stable teenager with loving supportive parents, and if I'd been an overnight pop star, I'd have been a disaster. So, fictionally, I am fascinated by thinking about his internal, behind the scenes struggle/effort to remain sane and authentic and happy despite the madness. And tho I'd never wish it on real Harry, I love your idea that Jeanne was his anchor and his torment simultaneously. Like loving her and not having her maybe put his unreal professional success in perspective.
Thank you as always for what you write!! It's such a joy to get lost in your world on a weekend morning.

Ah a nice surprise! I wasn't expecting this update today and I for sure wasn't emotionally ready to read it! How you manage to capture real emotions and convey them in a way anyone can relate to it is absolutely amazing. Beyond what any words can compliment. Fantastic update my friend!! And thanks for the shoutout, I need to get back into writing quickly!! :)

Happy Saturday! I am so glad that this chapter came today! But as per usual, your wonderful writing has messed with my emotions. Today's chapter made me cry. About half way through I had to stop and wait for a moment! It was that touching! Gosh I'm still such a hormonal mess! I'm happy that this talk finally happened though. I do hope that Harry remembers this when he wakes up. If he doesn't remember anything I'm going to cry again! Now on the what I really want to talk about! Jeanne's POV was wonderful. We learned SO much in this chapter, and I can't help it that I want to thank you! I mean we learned things from Harry, but Jeanne's thoughts about him just make me so excited. Sure, I understand why she left him in the first place, but at the same time, this chapter showed Jeanne in a new light for me. Beforehand, I was kinda angry at her for leaving Harry. I just wanted her to realize what she was giving up. But now that these two have cleared (most of) the air between them, I can see how much she was affected. When Jeanne cried along with me, I realize that she thought of things in a totally different way! I didn't really see things from her POV before this chapter. I still thought that she was amazing, with all her various characteristics, but I didn't really look beyond that. Maybe because I am older now, I can actually see things from her position. Thank you for giving me that opportunity in this chapter! I agreed with so many things that she said in this chapter, it was kinda shocking! I just love Harry so much, I never really saw him as the bad guy before. But now that I think about it, we are all human and it is completely okay that Harry can think these things!!! Well thank you for everything lovely. I am nearly done the school year, and with my lovely grades, and attendance record I am exempt from my finals! Which is totally great! My boyfriend and I plan to have some fun the days we have off! Of course my little sister still has to take her finals (poor Freshmen can't be exempt), but I think that we will definitely still have fun! Maybe I'll treat her to lunch on one of our 1/2 days! Thanks again lovely, this was a great chapter! I can't wait for more! XOXO
P.S. I fangirled so hard when you used "dreaming of you"!!!

I cried! I was chuckling at a situation with Abigail, but what came next... My eyes were completely wet. Poor Harry. He has spilt everything out, now it's Jeanne's turn. She messed up big, so she must fix it. As much as she can, if it's not too late. But she is simultaneously the only person who can, and I believe she will. Harry showed how much he really loved her and still does with the fact he is suffering because she has a daughter with some other guy, who didn't support her in a situation she needed the most. It's tearing him apart.
Two broken hearts that must be ment. There's only one way, and I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
Love the end of this chapter! So much said with her 3 little words, if a reader interprets them to himself, and it's not that hard, because you've described the circuimstances and her gestures perfectly. (plus, here's her 'going to bed early' :P Not a chance for a sleep after this.)
So touching update! Sending love on a beautiful (summer) day from here to you! Love <3

@lovetodance95
My lovely friend! You have such a patience with me. And you are right, we can't really blame Jeanne for what she did, even though if her methods were pretty radicals. But things are as they are, and she'll have to deal with the consequences. It's part of life, isn't it? As for my actor!harry headcanons, you know how it goes. I'm pretty excited about this new stage of his life, and I'm very glad it fits my expectations of him. He has such a talent. The future is bright! Thank you for being such a love, Maja. You and your support mean a lot to me <3 xx

@Boltofbleu
HEY YOU! So great to have you here, my friend! I know exactly what you are saying, because somehow it's what happened to me. When things went dark in this fandom, I thought "man, there's so much more in life that a boybander that got a chick pregnant. Next." Like "let the guy live" and I moved on. I kept posting chapters now and then because I had some pre written, but I didn't manage to write a single word for months. We can't lose touch with reality because as you say, shit like Trump happens, tinhatters happen, and that's not good! But well, here we are after all! And what do you say about my headcanons coming true?! Actor!harry is a fact! I'm bursting with pride because I've always known he has TONS of potential. Isn't my story about that? :D I'm so happy to have such great readers! And well, you read this story so well. You got the circles things! This story does go in circles. Every new thing is related to a past episode, and each time we get closer to the end. But the structure is the same. What changes is the situation, and the challenge. Back at the first bookshop the challenge was very different, like, gather information about each other to see if there was something there. This time things are a bit more complicated :P What's coming is what I consider the natural progression of their stances in this. Solving this mess between them was never meant to be an easy ride! Hope your are great, and it's always lovely to hear from you! <3 xx

@tany
Hahahaha I love your comments! It shows how engrossed you are in the story, and that's amazing for a writer. Well, yeah, Harry and Jeanne stand in very different places. And he is absolutely clueless when it comes to Jeanne, so he tends to sabotage himself every time. And Jeanne, well, she still thinks she's done the right thing giving him his freedom, even if it was in a not-so-great way. I love to write Harry the way I do because every time I feel people that idolise him tend to see him as some sort of machine that can only do good or evil. I like shades. People aren't black or white. People make mistake. We sometimes hurt the people we care about the most. The challenge is to transform all those things into something positive in the end. And grow, and learn. Maybe not only Harry is learning on this story. Maybe Jeanne, always so sure of herself, will have a share of learning :) I hope I don't bore you to death in the process! Sending love to you, my dear! Thank you for reading and for being such a great friend <3 xx

@CastawayCalum
Thank you! I'm glad you enjoy it. I know how different it is. That's why I will always find odd how well it has worked on this site. I won't drop. I'll finish it, even if it takes some time. I had a bit of a writer's block, and now reality is sort of spoiling my actor!harry's headcanons, but all is well :) I still prefer reality than fiction, and having Harry being in a movie is wonderful. Take care and I hope to see you around sometime! <3

@KAOT
Jeanne is a mess xD But messy is OK, isn't it? I mean, how do you get out of a situation like this when you have such a character, but at the same time you feel like shite? ;) Because she screwed it, but she still thinks she did the right thing... Oh well, you know how it plays out, so having you thrilled about it is great. We are going to have that Nerica wedding! Brainstorming with you is one of the best things of writing this story, for sure! Can't wait to have them in London messing things even more, if that's even possible!!! <3 <3 <3

@not_any_maryjane
Thanks for clearing that up. But it's not like I hate this fanfic. I actually enjoy it! The plot is written very well and it is unique :) all I'm saying is that I love it! Don't worry, if you eventually drop this, I won't be mad. And if the people here were true fans of your writing, they wouldn't get mad at you either. So, to wrap this up, I hope you have a wonderful day and take care! ;)

@Alice Wonder
Hello, my friend. Thanks for those lovely words. It's not easy to write from Jeanne's perspective, so I'm glad you enjoy these chapters. There are many feelings and things bottled inside those two. Things will coming out because I feel it's like a natural process between people with unresolved issues. But Harry and Jeanne are in very different places, so it's not quite the same for each of them. Let's see how it plays out! I hope you enjoy what I'm about to post. Sending you love. Loving to see you around <3 xx

@CastawayCalum
Hi there! Oh, don't worry. It's OK to ask. I write this story on Harry's site, but it shows in all the site's partners because of something on the settings I don't want to change. I've known from people losing their stories because they tried to change the settings. This site is not very great for writers. I don't even know how I'm still up there. I wish I weren't because it puts a lot of pressure over me I don't really need :) You don't have to even read it! Just ignore it. At some point it will drop. Hope you are having a good time around these sites. Take care!

@Morgan__Who
Dear friend! I hope everything went well! Your future looks bright, dear. I know these are stressful times, believe me, I've been there, but the moment you get to college it will change your life, and that's an amazing thing! Not many things have the potential of changing our lives so much. So seize the opportunity! As for the story, I'm trying to write more often and somehow it's working, but that doesn't mean I'll rush things, because I've been taking my time to write a coherent story, so I won't ruin it now! ;) Thank you for sticking up with me. It's always so good to have you here with me, my messy Harry and Jeanne. Lots of love to you, darling, and good vibes for your projects!! <3 xx

I instantly felt like finally leaving a comment when we got a peek of our future soldier's? haircut xD My numbness was gone, mostly thanks to you. My friend, I always tell you how good this is, and how I admire you. And I'm repeating this again. Such a wonderful gift you have, I appreciate you sharing it with us. This chapter was all, fun, mystery, drama... Harry and Jeanne have been represented somehow differently. I always love reading their conversation, so I'm looking forward to the next chapter. We've read juggling of Jeanne's mind now, we're mostly in Harry's, and it was precious. What has been unsaid and the lie is tearing up Jeanne inside, too. Gotta love her. I can't blame her for what she did. She felt like she needed to let him go at that moment. Not being aware she would hurt him so much. Maybe she was smarter and knew at that time, they just would not work out.
Btw, thanks for giving us (scientists) literature lessons. ;)
Thank you, thank you, thank you. For being such a good friend, writer and person. Love you! xoxo
P.S. I think we have a date on Saturday!? ;) Here's the first semi-final night of Eurovision. Year has come round so fast!

Hi! I'm new to this story and apparently, I need to catch up! But I HAVE to ask you something. Why are you writing a one direction fan fiction on a 5 second of summer website. Not trying to be rude or anything. Just a major question I ask often. And since you have a very popular story, I decided to ask you. So, plz answer this, thanks, and I hope you don't find this offensive. All the best! :)

woohoo! You're back! And Jeanne and Harry are en FUEGO!!! I know you have needed some time to feel inspired to write. Reading this chapter it sure feels like you found it. I took a step away a few months ago too, was beginning to worry that I only wanted to read fanfic and wasnt even keeping up with the news. (No disrespect to fan fic! When people stop reading legitimate news, you end up with Donald Trump as a presidential nominee. Ugh, enough of that)
anyway, god, I LOVE as the tension is reaching crescendo that we're back in a book store!! Have they come full circle? Harry once again catching Jeanne completely off guard, stoking her anger. The last time this happened they both were surprised where it led. Harry was quite confident in the bookstore in Paris, but after a matter of hours with Jeanne he was doubting his cool. Now he's relying on liquid courage, and that will wear off too. I know Jeanne's too smart to try to reason with a drunk bloke, though. I hope your inspiration continues bc I feel like even when you push your characters this close to the ledge, we are still a long way from resolution for these two beautiful lovesick fools!! Oh, I love them. Thank you as always for sharing them!