Dreaming Of You // If I'm Still Dreaming - Comments, page 39

Lord, this is the best fanfic ever! I can watch it in my mind, and I love Harry p.o.v. You are so original! Please, just keep it up and never stop! I love everything!

Finally :D
You know I don't have much to say about the chapter. I just had a thought while reading it.
Harry is obsessed with Jeanne, he thinks he loves her and wants to be around her, to control her, almost own her. No, not almost, he DEFINITELY wants to own her.
Jeanne on the other hand doesn't seem as flustered by Harry. Sure, he's a cool guy because his life isn't ordinary so he brings things with him that are quite exciting but Jeanne isn't crazy about him. If she is she's doing a great job at hiding it.
So I was wondering whether there might be a person who makes Jeanne feel the way that Harry feels about her. And I think this person exists for everyone. We just have to keep searching. This would mean that Harry and Jeanne are meant to break up. If there even is something break up. Jeanne's mum is right. But maybe she's just jealous. She has always been third-wheeling and now she is again. Harry got to spend the summer with Jeanne and Anne didn't see a glimpse of her.
My thoughts are going nowhere, it's your story that needs to answer these questions and maybe I need a tiny bit of sleep :D
I'm freaking excited how this will end. But you know that.
You're clever, a good friend and one of the nicest persons I know. Keep up your work and don't lose your hope - you're almost there!
Good night, love you lots <3

Did what you said and saw an update but still no notification from the site. I felt nostalgic about this chapter because it sort of returned us to the roots of the story. It made me remember those first few chapters where Harry muses about Jeanne and it was Louis who has all the answers. I also loved that the thing between Louis and Jeanne was acknowledged and not just brushed aside. I loved how you incorporated Louis' slight (?) attraction to Jeanne.
Can't wait to see what youu had planned for Niall's and Jeanne's interaction. I'm shipping them so hard right now that I wouldn't even mind if they took a tumble in the sheets in reality instead of in her fic. I sort of feel bad for Harry though if that occurs but my scheming heart just wants to fulfill my JeAll desires. Harry can just watch or join them if he wants to though, and all of these are already in my head-canon.
Everything is alright in the relationship front and I'm sort of scared because everything is going too well. I know that somewhere down the road we will have an argument and I'm afraid that I might handle it the wrong way.
I wish I had Jeanne's sexual confidence and that sheer strength that she just exudes. I'm no longer a teen-ager and I haven't let go of my virginity out of choice and fear. Fear that I might not be able to satisfy my partner and choice because I want it to be something special and not just some game. I admire how Jeanne knows what she wants and always has a clear thought out idea on how to attack things. I mean she's got Harry running in circles and if it weren't for the people around him then Harry would be plain insane by now.
In terms of recent events, I just met my boyfriend's 6 year old nephew and one of the first things he told me was that he liked me because I'm not phony. I sort of squealed and started calling him my little Holden (from Holden Caulfield of Catcher In The Rye)a nd began to spoil the cute tyke. In the end I got myself a 6 year old admirer and a babysitting duty every week. My boyfriend is not sure whether he will be amused or annoyed that Tyler (his nephew) is glaring at him whenever we are together.
Hope to hear from you soon and have you any books you could recommend to read? I'm in the mood for some and I have already exhausted my collection.
Can't wait for your next update.

So much suspense! And Louis comes back in to save the day!

Aha! Louis agrees with me! I knew it was fate! :) Anyway... Lovely chapter as always! This story just keeps getting better and better! I love when you have Louis in chapters, he makes things exciting!! As always I'm excited for more!! Thanls for being so fantastic! Until next chapter! Xoxo

I can't wait for Harry to see Jeanne!! This chapter was sooo good!! I loved their conversation, I pictured it all as it was just written perfectly.
So much is going round in my head as I try to figure out how Harry will come out of this. I love chemistry and passion he shares with Jeanne, but I'm not sure if it's going to be enough. I spend ages thinking into Jeanne. I love how you've made her linger in my head as she is so difficult to work out, but everything Louis says works amazingly well. Great chapter my friend, you've done it again!! ;) xx

Ahh! "She's inscrutable." Love it! They have no idea about her. I can't wait until Harry goes to see her, I'm sure she'll have a few things to say, or perhaps not. :) I love the Louis and Harry interaction, and the teasing.

Beautiful chapter as as always friend!! Xo

Oh my .... I'm almost distressed where this might be headed.

Yes, she is :)
I guess you can't deny your nationality (she told me about that also) and it is quite obvious on your tumblr :) i've also heard from many that people in your country are very open :)
so same thanks to you, for that kind words!
wish i had known about your story earlier... Examination term is starting, though. I will read it as much as possible ;)

@lovetodance95
Chapter 7! I get blue thinking about those glorious times! Those were the days! Things have come a long way since then. I hope you catch up soon because it'll mean you liked what you read :)

Softballchick is an amazing, talented lady, and a friend of hers is a friend of mine :) Thank you for being so open and friendly! Let me know what you think whenever you feel like it! xx

@giannarodd
Oh, dear, thank you for those lovely words! I know it's an unconventional and risky idea, so I'm very glad when people are able to appreciate it. And isn't it magic? You have the same name than Jeanne but in Italian :) We are quite near the end and things are getting even more intense. I really hope you like what's coming. Please, let me hear your thoughts! I love each one of your voices on this story. It helps me so much! Thank you for being so lovely and kind xx

@TheTroubledNeophyte
This site is a complete mess, dear. I never get alerts on my mail, and not even here, so I religiously check my subscriptions at least once a week to be sure I'm not missing much. Do you read the book club chapter? 'Things are not so easy'? It's the previous one of Harry realising his art consultant and Jeanne are mother and daughter. I hope the issue didn't mess with your reading too much!

I couldn't say it better. Even if she has sort of being a third wheel Anne knows Jeanne to the very core––lovely words, dear. You caught that Jeanne is mature, and this, my friend, is a lot of the deal with her. She sees life in a way Harry is incapable of, mainly because his perception is a bit distorted by the lifestyle he's into. And yes, his unrealised obsession with Jeanne is meant to be disturbing, because it deeply influence the story and the outcome. But as you say, I think it's pretty exciting ;) At this point I have to keep the story focused on building the end, but we'll have a bit of Harry worrying about Jeanne and Niall, so you'll have a spoonful of your guilty pleasure ;) Anything for you, dear!

And about your boyfriend, the only thing that matters, really :) You are lucky, baby, to have feelings for someone, so hold on to that. Things sound amazing so you must be happy and thrilled. Oh, my, nothing is better than reciprocated fondness. You are a very lucky girl, dear! I feel extremely happy for you. But do things for you. Your happiness is what makes him loves you. You are such a sweet, clever girl, dear. You can have a dreamy guy like this one. You deserve it. Be sure of that. I'll take your suggestion and find a moment to read Gone Girl. People have told me before, so I'll give it a try.

The end is near but not quite there yet. Some few twists along the way might be expected, because things in this story are not as simple as they might seem. But that's what we are up to so :) Sending lots of love, baby. Thank you for amazing comments and for caring so much <3 xx

@Love_Life
Oh, yeah. Things are getting heavy ;) Here comes a bit of a light chapter to mess even more with Harry's ideas though. Hope you enjoy it, babe. Love you, dear :) <3 xx

@EleanorRigby
Hehehe, I'm glad I didn't ruin her mystery to me. Jeanne is in fact very reserved, mainly because she's a researcher and a psychologist. In both disciplines you need to keep yourself away because you are not meant to show in your work. The total opposite to Harry's work, but because he's so self-involved he thinks everybody has to be like him. You know me, I didn't choose that background for nothing! Maybe she would have opened if he were different, but not necessarily... I leave it to you ;)

Personally I think Anne is right about a lot of things, mainly about the bond Jeanne had with her father, because she has been the third wheel all her life. And yes, Harry has so much learning to do about Jeanne but mainly about himself in order to because the man he's supposed to become, but that's not a friendly thought when you are twenty and think you already know it all, especially in his case, exposed to a life that blinds you and makes you believe you are something you are not...

Thank you for being so supporting and caring with this story and with me. I owe you so much, baby. You know, there are some times when I want to send it all to hell, but I owe you this story, dear. We'll come to the end together ;) Love you, babe <3 xx

@xRockMex
Well, a lot is going to happen when they get to see each other again––mean, quite soon, and you'll have a better perspective on that, maybe. Harry's vision towards Jeanne has always been a bit blurry because of his strong, mad feelings for her, that's all I can say about it ;) Read beyond his sight and maybe you'll get a few clues.

Jeanne is a complex person as we all are. I really wanted to portray this because you know it sorta lacks in this type of writing. Harry is quite complex too, although very simple because he's straightforward towards his feeling. She's not. Is she protecting herself? Is she protecting him, as KAOT suggested? Is she protecting somebody else, maybe? The clues to answer the ultimate mystery are all over the place, but the last word will arrive at the last chapter :) I hope it works. I've broken my ass to write this xD Oh, I'm a fool! Thank you for being so caring and supportive, my dear. You know how I feel about you. Thank you for everything :) xx

@softballchick79
Yeah, what is about to come is quite stormy. But we like that, don't we? ;) A bit of drama, a bit of madness <3 xx

@Morgan_Who
My lovely! I don't want you to lose your nerves, but this story isn't quite over yet! We have a few twist ahead, and I don't want you to feel frustrated! I couldn't bare to lose you :( In order to get the girl Harry needs to solve Jeanne's mystery, and he's not quite near yet! Maybe with this new chapter he'll get a bit closer, but this story won't be over until the very first sentence. Remember, this is a mystery story. We are here for the chase ;)

Oh, baby! Don't get mad at me! You mean so much to me... You are our most loyal reader <3 xx

@KAOT
I tried to say just enough to set a whole new dimension of question about Jeanne, because these aren't answers, as you well noticed. People are never that simple. Maybe because he's simple Harry thinks he gets her point now, but he's as wrong as he always is concerning to Jeanne. EleanorRigby is bad with Harry and thinks because he doesn't get her he can't really lover her... I think that depends a lot of the readers' perspective on love and bond. I'm just playing with everything ;)

I'm glad you still like it after all this time. This story has been through a lot. The end is near but we aren't there just yet. Surely you help me a lot to keep this working going on, so I truly can't thank you enough. Your friendship and support really means a lot. Can't wait on your update! xx

Softballchick told me to read this story, since i don't find much time for investigating up here because of uni :(
And oh, my... I've read first 7 chapters today and i am impressed! It is so unique, i am enjoying so much while reading. So far 7th chapter is my favourite, i can imagine them all gathered together, pranking each other (and helping harry ;P )
hope i will catch up with the rest soon.
keep up the good work :)

@giannarodd
LOL