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Loving Is Not Easy

Blast to the past

Harry's POV

i walked to school heading into the gates and walked down the back walk way to avoid most of the students, the back walk way was mostly used for handicapped students who couldn't use stairs in the walk way and it had the teachers car park on the left side on the walkway.

i walked past one of the school nurses and she was juggling some equipment 'for medical reasons' and it looked like she was having trouble handling everything in her arms, so being the caring boy I am I went to go help her.

"hey ms. Do you need any help carrying that?" I asked and she jumped startled with my sudden appearance behind her.

"u-um thank you" she smiled "that would help me out a lot" .

i took some of the boxes from her arms and started walking to the nursery, I walked through a pass way into the main walkway to head up to the nursery, I walked pass a lot of girl groups and couldn't help but smile hearing what they were trying to whisper secretly about me

"he's so hot and nice"

"how could Veronica end up with her, she's so lucky"

"dam that fine ass"

"look at his lovely curly hair"

i walked to the popular group with the supplies still in my arms and saw Veronica sitting on the table with her friends scattered all around her listening to her plans for her birthday party coming up.

"hey" I said walking through to her
"hey googley bear" she said with a baby voice
i cringed at the nickname that she gave to me, I was really never one for the cutie nicknames, babe and baby or sweetie I'm fine with not googley bear.

"what're you carrying" she asked looking at what was in my arms
"supplies for the nursery"
"be careful, I saw Luka and her crazy friend walk in there" she said the name Luka as if it were poison just so say it.

"ok cool" I smiled, I liked Luka she was different than any other girl I have met before.

i said goodbye to Veronica and went to go leave, but she grabbed my shoulder and spun me around smashing her lips on mine to show that I was hers and to every other girl I was off limits.

she broke away licked her lips and smirked while walking away swaying her hips

i smirked and started walking up the stairs to the nursery.

I walked in and heard one small voice trying to tell her friend something, I knew it was wrong but I listened in with the supplies in my arms.

"and i said goodbye to you"
'pause'
"then I walked home, and jack was in the kitchen"
i knew the voice it was Luka, she sounded sad
"I waited at the table, and he brought the food over, I could tell he had been drinking because I could smell the alcohol wafting from him"
'pause'
"i finished my dinner and walked into the kitchen and put my dishes in the sink, and when I turned around and he was behind me"
'pause'
"h-he gripped my wrist and told me I was a beautiful girl, I tried to push past him but, he held onto me tighter and told me he didn't want me to go, and he pushed me to the floor"

"a-nd he" she tried to speak but her voice cracked with emotion, I could tell she had started to cry but I didn't reveal my self just yet.

but those three words she spoke next were like three daggers stabbing into me

"he raped me"
she let out a sob and her friend did to
"he said f I told anyone he would kill me and make it look like an accident, I had bruises all over my body when he hit me to hold me down"
"and I lost my virginity to a man I hated"

I stood there paralyzed with that information but she took another quick breath and started to continue again

" a-a week l-later I threw up in the toilet and mum came around and said if I feel sick she would take me to the doctors"
'pause'
"we were there and we got called into the room, mum told the doctor that I had been feeling sick and she told my mum to wait outside and some tests were done on me"
she paused for a long time her breath was shaky
"and she told me I was pregnet"
she let out a sob after that and her friend did to, but she continued

"mum thanked the doctor and walked out very quietly, but when we walked to the car, s-she slapped me
and yelled at me who the father was"
"I remembered the time in the kitchen when she looked so happy in jacks arms, but I said jack was the 'father' "

"s-she slapped me again and - and "
she cried a little bit more and I heard her continue
"she said, "how far do you think you can go with your lies luka" "
"my own mother didn't believe me" she said that with pain in her voice

"she organized me to get an abortion at the hospital" and I remembered seeing her in the waiting room looking so nervous seeing me and wanting to get out of our convosation, that's when she was getting the a abortion

"it -it was horrible Lucy , I saw the baby on the screen but all I could think that it was a pest , but I saw It on the screen and no matter how small it was I knew it was in pain" she started to hyperventilate

i could tell by the movements that her friend hugged her an she was crying as well saying "I will never let that bastard touch you again I will kick his ass"

the door opened and I saw Veronica on the other side she looked shocked like me but that soon turned into a smirk but the door also made me lose my balance and I tripped aver something on the floor.

both Lucy and Luka saw me and lookd shocked and angered because they knew I had evesdropped on them. I looked back up and saw that Veronica was walking away quite quickly.

And I looked back over to luka her expression changed from shock to scared and she started running

Notes

Okay next chapter sorry I took so long to. Update but hope you like it

Comments

@perks-of-being-a-goldfish

im sorry it took me onths but if you're still interested in reading the new chapters up

@zaynisthebestest

thankyou for reading please continue :3

please update this!

Can't wait for more :)
zaynisthebestest zaynisthebestest
11/26/13
Harry Harry Harry. You should have tried harder to warn her.


i <3 this so much ❤