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I heard the door open and quickly finished my make up. Two strong arms wrapped behind me after a few seconds and i chuckled, putting my mascara back on the counter and turning around before to wrap my arms around my boyfriend's neck.

"Hey baby, how much did you miss me?" he said in a low tone, a smirk gracing his lips. "A lot I bet."

I rolled my eyes with a smile, feeling his hands fondling down my back but finally closed them to enjoy the moment. The problem when I did that, it was that half the time, I ended up imagining someone else.

I opened my eyes again and he smiled more, but this time, his eyes were soft as he stared at me. That was one of the many reasons why I fell in love with Harry at first. We were young and a bit crazy and we got overwhelmed by what we were feeling for each other. I was intense, and he was totally unpredictable. That's a quality I used to enjoy but sometimes now, it stressed me. But back then, when he randomly proposed to me, I said yes because there was nothing I wanted more than to start a family with him and spend my life in his arms. Now, 10 years later, I needed more than I bargained for, as cruel as it sounded. Something was missing.

"Is Maggie at your mom's?" he finally asked, taking me out of my daydream.

I quickly looked away and nodded, taking my earrings and putting them on quickly.

"Yea, for the whole weekend."

Harry moved behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist, making me shiver. His lips reached my neck as he slowly brushed them on my skin. I enjoyed it, but I was not sure I actually wanted it. Not tonight.

"Babe, i'm late." I just said, feeling my heartbeats accelerate quickly.

"You spend the evening with your best friends every saturday, Liv." he argued with a groan, holding me tighter. "Can't you spend an hour with me?"

He sounded like a kid begging to see his christmas gifts and it made the left corner of my lips move up. I turned around in his arms again and his lips reached for mine before I could say anything. I closed my eyes again and tried not to let my mind wander around. Harry's lips were heart-shaped and full. The way he kissed me was impatient, slightly rough and hard. It felt so weird sometimes i could feel my heart stop in my chest.

I let my finger slip in his hair.. curly, long and silky, an other thing that didn't seem to feel right anymore. But when my eyes opened, i stared at him and smiled, because i remembered everything we went through, everything we survived. And that was real love, right?

"I can't" I whispered, raising my nose up. "They're probably already there, waiting for me."

It was the perfect excuse, I was always late anyway, and it was one of my worst flaws. He groaned and made this bothered expression that turned me into a mix of annoyed and upset.

"Look, we can have a lazy sunday morning together in bed, would that make you happy?"

He turned around and i heard him sigh, annoying me even more. I wasn't upset anymore.

"Look, Harry, you don't change your plans for me, I don't know why i'd have to change mine for you." I simply pointed out, grabbing my purse and walking up to him. "I'll be back before you know it."

I quickly kissed his cheek and walked out of the room, running down the stairs and putting my favorite pair on converse on. As I opened the front door, i heard him from upstairs but i didn't have the guts to look up.

"If you drink too much, take a cab okay?" I nodded, pretending to search something on my purse. "I love you."

I held my breath and closed my eyes for a few seconds before to open them again and clear my throat.

"Me too."

Without an other word, I walked out of my home to sit in my car. It was raining but the weather was still comfortable. I asked my car to compose a certain number and when it stopped ringing, i licked my lips.

"Sorry I'm late, i'll be there in 10." I quickly let out. "I miss you."

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I parked as far as i could from the entrance. I didn't know why I always did that, like it would stop anyone from having any suspicious thought about what exactly I was doing here, but in the end, it was just my fear that made me take these useless precautions.

I ran to the front door, putting my hoodie over my head to keep my hair in the best state i could. I ignored the girl at the front desk and rushed to the elevator, taking a look at my phone. "Room 437". Good, the fourth floor was a nice one and I enjoyed the staff. The ride there seemed to last way too long though and when I finally knocked at the door, I was a bit too impatient. It swung open and my heart skipped a beat at the sight in front of me. I tilted my head as his lips curled before he chuckled lightly.

"Got caught by the rain?"

"No shit, Sherlock." I simply replied with a laugh.

He moved away and let me in before to put the "do not disturb" sign and lock the door. I turned around again to face him and he took a step closer. His hand reach my cheek and i felt his warm fingers on my skin.

"Hey beautiful." he breathed against my mouth. "I missed you too."

My heart skipped a beat before to jump up my throat as butterflies erupted in my stomach. Or was that love, maybe? His lips pressed on mine and every single time, i realized how his kisses were different. They were passionate, slow and deep, as if he wanted to fully taste me and keep the sweetness on his tongue for days.

He helped me take my drenched hoodie off and let it fall on the carper before to do the same with my shirt, leaving me in my bra.

"Why do you wear those?" He asked in a low tone. "You know how much I love it when you don't wear them."

I laughed against his lips and licked them.

"Nee, i don't think my boyfriend would appreciate me going out without underwear."

I heard him groan as he slipped his free arm around my waist, bringing me closer and pulling my body flush against his.

"You know the rules." he pointed out. "You can't talk about him here. It's forbidden."

What was really forbidden was what we were doing, what we had been doing for months, years even. It was wrong, it was forbidden, and nothing had ever felt so good.

"Kiss me again." I whimpered low, making a smirk reach his lips.

He did as i asked and something seemed to come alive inside me. His hands moved to my shoulders and he pushed the straps of my bra down, making me smile against his lips.

"Someone's impatient." I joked, moving away slightly before to unclasp my bra and throw it on top of my hoodie.

"I haven't seen you in 3 days, petal." he simply explained. "Yes i'm impatient and yes I missed you. And this."

He took a step closer but I stopped him, pressing my hand on his chest. I could feel the beating of his heart and it made mine do the same
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"Wait. Just stay there and don't move."

I watched him as i unzipped my pants and took them off, doing the same with my panties. He stared at me and I enjoyed it. It felt too good to have someone look at me like that, especially him. I walked back to the bed and lied down on it, my back some pillows on the wall. He took a few steps closer, his eyes never leaving me, and it made me smirk.

"Come on pet, do it." he ordered in a whisper.

I licked my lips and slowly parted my knees. There were not reason to rush it and i loved teasing him. His eyes moved to my inner thighs but i put my hand between my legs and i saw his mouth twist as a groan left his lips.

"Something wrong?" I asked innocently, raising my eyebrows.

His eyes never left my hand as he breathed in and sighed without answering. I made me smile again and i bite my bottom lip.

"Do you wanna see?"

He groaned again and made an effort to look up in my eyes.

"You know the answer, baby, don't make me say it."

When I met Niall, I immediately thought he was handsome. He was polite, funny, and he attracted people like a magnet. Harry did that too, but in a different way. Niall was everyone's friends, and it was easy to connect with him. I wanted to think I was special but the thing is, Niall is just friendly with everyone. The fact that he worked with my boyfriend was not important, at least I didn't think so. I was sure I'd never see him again and he'd just become a random thought i'd use during my lonely nights. That is, until we literally bumped into each other at the grocery store. He invited me for a coffee and we ended in the back of his car, him on top of me. I remembered everything from that evening. The way his back muscles felt under my fingers and how his lips search avidly for mine as he was easing himself inside me. I couldn't pretend I didn't regret it after, but it didn't stop me from doing it again. After a while, Niall admitted to me he had a new girlfriend and that we had to stop. It broke my heart and it was hard to hide my sadness from Harry but a week later, Niall came back to me. We both were cheaters, and we both had feelings for each other. I couldn't live without him and i liked to believe he felt the same.

I moved my hand away and spread my legs more before to slip a finger on my slit, holding my breath as his eyes quickly fell on my pussy.

"I can't get enough of you petal, you know that right?"

I never had the guts to use the three words with Niall and neither did he, but it was more than just a sex story, we both knew it, we just didn't want to admit it.

"Don't you dare getting closer." I threatened him. "Just look."

I slipped a finger inside of me and closed my eyes, breathing harder. Just thinking he was looking at me turned me on more than I would admit. My heartbeats were faster when he was near, everything inside me came to life when he touched me. Niall did something to me that no one else could do, not even Harry.

I let the fingertips of my free hand brush against my breasts and he groaned again, but this time it was of pleasure. I opened my eyes at the sound and my inner thighs started to throb at the sight in front of me. He had unzipped his pants and was slowly stroking his cock while looking at me.

"Don't stop baby girl." he breathed. "You're gonna make me cum."

I smirked and motioned for him to get closer. He did as i asked and i lied down completely on the bed, my hair spread around my head as i kept touching me.

"Oh fuck, Niall." I moaned, my eyes fluttering as i rubbed my clit quicker, my other hand grabbing my breasts hard.

I started panting and looked up in his eyes, seeing his hard cock close to me. I saw a drop of precum leaking and moved up on my elbows quickly to wrap my lips around his tip. He cursed low and his dick twitched in my mouth. I ran my tongue slightly on it before to lay back down and send him a mischievous smile.

"You're a devil." he just said, shaking his head a bit. "Fuck."

His head fell back as my hand slipped again between my legs and when i felt his cum fall on my stomach, i started shaking as an orgasm crossed my whole body. I dipped my fingers in his cum and spread it up until my breasts as i kept quivering. When we both got down from our highs, Niall lied down beside me, still panting.

"You drive me insane." he finally said, making me chuckle.

I turned on my side to cuddle him and he bent down to press his lips against mine. When we were laying together like that, it felt like time had stopped and i even allowed myself to imagine we could stay like this forever. I leaned my head on his chest and started tapping my fingers on his tummy in rhythm with the beat of his heart.

"You ready for round two?" I proposed after a few minutes of silence.

He didn't answer and it made me frown. Normally, Niall never has enough but when i looked up, he seemed concerned and pensive. I frowned and licked my lips, holding myself on my elbows to see his eyes better.

"Is something wrong, Nee?"

He sighed and wouldn't even meet my eyes. I reached for his cheek and turned his face gently but my heart twisted in my chest when our gazes met.

"You worry me."

He turned my way, slowly, leaning his head on his hand, staring at me and sighing again. I placed myself exactly like him and reached for his free hand with mine.

"Please, forgive me for breaking a rule, but I really need to tell you something."

I swallowed, trying to find the truth in his eyes but the only thought in my head was that he was going to leave me for good. I felt nauseous but swallowed again.

"Niall, don't make me wait, tell me now."

"You remember... Nat? My girlfriend?"

My heart jumped in my chest and for some reason, it hurt. Most of the time, I tried to forget that Niall was taken, too. I liked to believe he was only mine and that he only cared about me. Deep down, I knew it was a lie, but i liked that lie... I cherish that lie. I barely nodded and I was not sure he actually noticed until he pressed his lips together and sighed again.

"Yesterday, she told me she was pregnant."

I remained motionless, my eyes wide open. All I could hear was the beating of my heart against my rib cage, threatening to pop out. I stared at him and although I tried to stop myself from crying, I felt my eyes water.

"P-pregnant?" I whispered before he nodded. "Are you going to break up with me, Niall?"

It took me everything to ask him because I was scared. Scared of the answer, scared of being without him, scared of losing what I had, what I knew I needed.

"Liv, I tried to leave you before and it didn't do me any good." he explained, his hand reaching my cheek. "No, I'm not leaving. But I thought I had to tell you."

I sniffed as he wiped a tear that fell down my cheek with his thumb. We didn't talk, we stayed silent again, and I desperately wanted to tell him what I felt for him but once again, i kept it inside. Niall moved closer and kissed me, still cupping my face, and i closed my eyes, answering his kiss.

It didn't matter, right? It wouldn't change anything between us. We would still keep doing something wrong, one of the best things that ever happened in my life. It was meant to be.

Notes

if you give this story a chance, i love you times a million! :)