No Regrets?
5.
Harry's pov:
I cry into my best friends shoulder. "Come on mate, lets get you settled." Louis ushers me in his home. I have been awful to him and the rest of the lads. He carries my bag into the guest room
"If you wanna talk." He turns to leave "I fucked everything up." I sigh deeply.
"H, come on, this is only temporary." He offers little encouragement. "What am I supposed to do?"
"You get your shit together, and fix it. It can be fixed." I simply nod my head. He is right, you can stay here as long as you like." I can't help but hug him tightly. "I'm going to be better, a better husband, dad and friend." He nods, "Oh hey harry." El comes, baby monitor in her hand.
Gosh I miss my baby girl.
After some time staring at the ceiling, crying in this lonely bed. We both agreed this would be for the best so why am I in tears?
I remember everything about us so vividly. The first time I met her, in that warehouse Will attempted to serenade an apology instead she let him go and I found her. The tour, our first time in the club and then may other times like in that dingy motel. Finding out she was pregnant sticking by her, then the possibility I could of lost her. Ally being born that wonderful joyous experience. Our wedding and many other times.
"Get some sleep honey. " Mum says through FaceTime. "Thanks mum." I smile best I can. "Goodnight princess. I love you." I blow a kiss to Ally causing her to giggle.
The screen goes black coinciding with my heart.
Bella's pov:
It has been a week in this big empty house. Ally senses my stress, she knows her daddy isnt here, all this takes a toll on her too, that is the last thing we need. Lucky for today she will be seeing daddy.
I'm not going to be like most women and let their kids see their fathers on weekends only. I get out of bed, leaving her to sleep a bit more. I strip down the baggy Rolling Stones t-shirt of Harry's I wear every night and hop into the shower.
Right now this is all so hard, I though time apart would do but I miss him more.
I quickly change and wake Ally up. "Come on honey were going to see daddy."
Her identical to harry's eyes beam, "Daddyyyy." She grins. I pack some of his stuff like he asked me to nicely, I lift up that white t-shirt. Hoisting it up to my nose his cologne lingers.
"I want you always and forever. It won't be easy but it will be worth it."
Nostalgic tears spill.
"Mumma, sad?" Ally looks up from the bed. "I'm ok princess." I force a smile.
"Why you so excited for Ally?" She has been clapping her hands the whole car ride. She jumps up and down from her locked seat. "Daddaaa." She grins, I pull up in Louis driveway where he waits on the front porch, rubbing his bare arms.
I bend down to Ally's height. "Who's that?" I point. "Daddddyyyy." She swiftly runs as does Harry. Picking her up swinging her in the air. I get the bags out of the car.
"It's ok, I can help." He offers, "it's ok I've got them, take her in."
Even to this day he will always have that flawless gentleman quality will always flourish.
"Where is everyone?" I ask Harry stepping into Lou and El's house. He put's Ally in a playpen. "There gone for the week, up to Manchester."
Oh El did mention that, she is still my best friend.
"Well I better go." I zip my jacket up. "Bells, wait maybe we can have a family day?" He suggests, is her nervous?
"I was going to take Ally to the zoo." I contemplate, then look to my daughter.
"Yea ok." I nod happily.
I cry into my best friends shoulder. "Come on mate, lets get you settled." Louis ushers me in his home. I have been awful to him and the rest of the lads. He carries my bag into the guest room
"If you wanna talk." He turns to leave "I fucked everything up." I sigh deeply.
"H, come on, this is only temporary." He offers little encouragement. "What am I supposed to do?"
"You get your shit together, and fix it. It can be fixed." I simply nod my head. He is right, you can stay here as long as you like." I can't help but hug him tightly. "I'm going to be better, a better husband, dad and friend." He nods, "Oh hey harry." El comes, baby monitor in her hand.
Gosh I miss my baby girl.
After some time staring at the ceiling, crying in this lonely bed. We both agreed this would be for the best so why am I in tears?
I remember everything about us so vividly. The first time I met her, in that warehouse Will attempted to serenade an apology instead she let him go and I found her. The tour, our first time in the club and then may other times like in that dingy motel. Finding out she was pregnant sticking by her, then the possibility I could of lost her. Ally being born that wonderful joyous experience. Our wedding and many other times.
"Get some sleep honey. " Mum says through FaceTime. "Thanks mum." I smile best I can. "Goodnight princess. I love you." I blow a kiss to Ally causing her to giggle.
The screen goes black coinciding with my heart.
Bella's pov:
It has been a week in this big empty house. Ally senses my stress, she knows her daddy isnt here, all this takes a toll on her too, that is the last thing we need. Lucky for today she will be seeing daddy.
I'm not going to be like most women and let their kids see their fathers on weekends only. I get out of bed, leaving her to sleep a bit more. I strip down the baggy Rolling Stones t-shirt of Harry's I wear every night and hop into the shower.
Right now this is all so hard, I though time apart would do but I miss him more.
I quickly change and wake Ally up. "Come on honey were going to see daddy."
Her identical to harry's eyes beam, "Daddyyyy." She grins. I pack some of his stuff like he asked me to nicely, I lift up that white t-shirt. Hoisting it up to my nose his cologne lingers.
"I want you always and forever. It won't be easy but it will be worth it."
Nostalgic tears spill.
"Mumma, sad?" Ally looks up from the bed. "I'm ok princess." I force a smile.
"Why you so excited for Ally?" She has been clapping her hands the whole car ride. She jumps up and down from her locked seat. "Daddaaa." She grins, I pull up in Louis driveway where he waits on the front porch, rubbing his bare arms.
I bend down to Ally's height. "Who's that?" I point. "Daddddyyyy." She swiftly runs as does Harry. Picking her up swinging her in the air. I get the bags out of the car.
"It's ok, I can help." He offers, "it's ok I've got them, take her in."
Even to this day he will always have that flawless gentleman quality will always flourish.
"Where is everyone?" I ask Harry stepping into Lou and El's house. He put's Ally in a playpen. "There gone for the week, up to Manchester."
Oh El did mention that, she is still my best friend.
"Well I better go." I zip my jacket up. "Bells, wait maybe we can have a family day?" He suggests, is her nervous?
"I was going to take Ally to the zoo." I contemplate, then look to my daughter.
"Yea ok." I nod happily.
They are reconnecting. That's good.
8/18/17