Changing My Life

Amy's POV
As I was at the pier looking at Liam unloading the luggage on a boat I was wondering where we were going. He wouldn't tell me. As he finished he offered me a hand and I stepped on the boat.
"You don't have to be scared okay ? I got you" He said obviously noticing my fear of drowning.
I nodded and took a seat next to Liam while he drove the boat to an unknown location. When I calmed down I admired the scenery, the sea was lovely and the weather was nice for 3 in the morning. I was surprisingly not tired and was enjoying the fresh air. I suddenly got paranoid remembering that this is the night of my wedding. Meaning tonight, Liam and I will be showing our love for one another in a different way than we used to throughout these last three years. I got insecure in seconds, what if he doesn't like my body or that I won't be any good in bed ? My mind was drifting to too many unanswered questions until my thoughts where interrupted by Liam.
"You okay love ?" I nodded and bit my lip, something I did when I was nervous. Obviously Liam being a person who reads me like a book, noticed.
"Come here, what's up ?" He stopped the boat in the middle of no-where and patted his lap. I sat on his lap and looked down embarrassed of my thoughts. He rubbed my back and put a piece of hear behind my ear.
" I-I'm scared" I stuttered. "It's stupid never mind" I said standing up. He looked at me with worried eyes and stood up and embraced me in a hug.
"I know what this is about, you are beautiful and I love you."
"But what if-"
"I know you're nervous, I promise I won't hurt you. We don't have to do it if you don't want to."
"No, I want to and you were nice enough to wait so long-"
"And I will wait longer if I have to."
"No I want to I really do, I'm just scared."
"I will guide you through it and I will stop if you want me to." I nodded and kissed him.
"Thank you Liam, I love you. I promise I won't ruin this."
"You won't because it's with you, I love you too." We kissed again and he started driving again. After a couple minutes we made it to a private island with a huge beach house. I stood there in awe as we tied the boat to the pier and walked there. Before my feet hit the sand Liam told me to stay put. He got back to the boat and put the luggage inside. He took a few minutes I'm guessing he took then to the bedroom. When he came back I looked at him confused. He suddenly picked me up bridal style causing a small shriek and a giggle to escape my lips as he carried me inside.
"Wow" I said in astonishment. It was beautiful.
"You like it?" I nodded while smiling widely. "Simon got us this as our wedding present."
"Wait as in for the week stay or-" He cut me off.
"Nope the whole thing." My jaw dropped and Liam chuckled.
"We should thank him, big" He chuckled and nodded.
He took me around the house and it was beautiful. The walls were glass so you could see through outside. He took me upstairs to our bedroom and dropped me on the bed. We started making out and before I knew it we were asleep in each other's arms naked.
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In the morning, I woke up on Liam's bare chest. Our naked bodies were entwined, I looked at Liam who was sleeping as memories from last night flooded through my brain. Liam kept his promise and didn't hurt me, after a few minutes of pain it soon turned to pleasure and before I knew it, it felt amazing. I do feel a little soar but Liam warned me about that. He kept telling me I was beautiful so as to feel comfortable throughout the whole thing. We didn't use protection because we kinda want another kid but we aren't trying. It's just if it happens it happens.
Liam started stirring in his sleep and a smile appeared on his face and then he opened his eyes.
"Good morning Mrs Payne." God I can never get used to his sexy morning voice.
"Good morning Mr Payne." I said giggling. I love being called that.
"How are you ?"
"I'm good, just a little soar." He smiled.
"I will take care of you don't worry. Breakfast in bed for my lovely wife." He said but before he could get up I pulled him back in.
"Not now, first shower." He looked at me with wide eyes and a smirk.
"You mean together ?"
"Sure why not." He seemed surprised by my sudden confidence and picked me up bridal style while walking to the bathroom.
After the shower we got dressed and he made breakfast while I watched from the island on a stool.
He gave me my eggs and bacon with toast and we ate together.
"That was lovely, thanks Li" I said kissing his cheek.
"You're welcome babe." I stood up and cleaned the dishes. Then turned to Liam who was on his phone but soon put it down giving me his full attention.
"So, what are we going to do today husband ?" I asked sitting on his lap as he put his arms around me.
"Well, wife. Anything you want really. I don't mind as long as I'm with you." We kissed.
"Well, how about a picnic on the beach and then a hike ?" He smirked and nodded.
"Let's go get ready then" He picked me up bridal style and walked to our room.
"Will you ever let me walk ?" I said laughing.
"No, you are my bride therefore you deserve to be picked up bridal style." He said smirking.
"Okay then, I'm not complaining." He chuckled and set me down. I walked to my suitcase and got out Liam's favorite pink polka dot bikini. I put it on and some shorts and a shirt with sandals. I put my hair in a messy bun while Liam stood there in only his trunks. I smirked and checked him out.
"Like what you see ?" he asked and I blushed.
"Very" He kissed me then we went downstairs. We packed a picnic and went to the beach outside. We set a blanket and the basket on the floor before stripping out of my clothes and sandals. Liam picked me up again and I put my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. He made a run for the water and I laughed and lightly shrieked as the cold water hit my skin. I held on to Liam for dear life. He chuckled. He knew I wouldn't let go since I couldn't swim. We ended up making out in the water and Liam swimming around best he could with me hanging on to him.
After a while in the water we got hungry and made our way back to shore. We dried ourselves with our towels and settled on the blanket eating some sandwiches while talking about memories from the wedding. Our favorite moment and the most nervous one. After we were done I put on my shorts and we walked around exploring the island with our hands entwined. We ended up at a water fall. It was beautiful. We walked around for a bit and then went back to the house. It was 4pm so we decided to watch some movies on his laptop and then we agreed that I would make homemade pizza.
We watched the 'Titanic' and I ended up crying. It's such a horrible story and then she ended up taking his surname and dropping the necklace in the water. Anyways, after the ending I stood up and made my way to the kitchen. It was now time for Liam to watch me cook. I made the pizza and then chatted with Liam until it was done. We ate and then went back to the beach. It was lovely at night. We laid on the sand together looking at the stars. It was a magical night. We ended up making love on the sand and sleeping there afterwards.
Throughout the whole honeymoon we went shopping and bought everyone a little something. Wrote a billion thank you notes for our presents and had 'fun'. Sadly the week ended sooner than expected. I just can't wait to see Emily's reaction to what I bought her. I managed to get her name embroidered in a neclace and then a locket with and E and inside I put a picture of me and Liam and one with us and her in it. She has a crazy infatuation with necklaces lately so she will love them for sure.
Liam put the last suitcase in the boat and then helped me inside. We enjoyed the ride back in silence. We got off and got in our car. We made our way back home and when we entered the mansion we were startled when we heard 'Welcome back'. Emily engulfed us in a hug and squeezed us to death. I missed her so much.Everyone was there. We talked about our time there with everyone and after awhile everyone but the boys left. I put Emily to bed and I assume Freddie was napping as well. We plopped on the sofa and relaxed after Louis spoke up.
"So Amy, how was Liam ?"
"Um, why don't you ask him yourself ?"
"That's not what I meant." I blushed and hid in Liam's chest as it was vibrating from him laughing.
"Oh come on, you're my best friend you can talk to me about anything." I smirked.
"Okay Louis, It was amazing and he has a huge-" I was cut off.
"Okay not that detail." He said covering his ears. I laughed as he got disgusted at me fan-girling.
Everyone was laughing including Louis.
"Where's my baby ?" I said in a baby voice.
"Taking a nap." I pouted, I wanted to cuddle with Freddie. He's such a cute 3 year old.
"No I not" He said jumping on my lap.
"Yay, come here." I cuddled him and he smiled.
"I miss you aunty." Awe
"I missed you too buddy, was daddy good ?" I smirked looking at Louis.
"Nuh uh. He didn't take me fow ice-cweam."
"Shame on you Louis, I will take you for ice-cream. Let's go get ready" I said in a fake gasp voice.
"Yay, Aunty the best. Uncle Li come with us, Emily too." Liam nodded and I took off with Freddie upstairs and changed him then we woke up Emily and got her ready too then went downstairs.
"I swear Amy, you're steeling my son." He said chuckling.
"Indeed I am, because no sweet child in this world should be neglected from ice-cream." I said. We laughed and went to the ice-cream shop down the street.
"I want chocolate pweese, Aunty" I nodded and ordered for me, Freddie, Emily and Liam. When we got our ice-creams we went to the park and sat on a bench enjoying our ice-creams.
When the kids finished their ice-cream they went off to the swing sets whilst me and Liam watched them from a bench near by.
"Amy ?" He asked bringing me out of my daze. I hummed in response and he continued. " Do you think we can maybe start thinking of expanding our family ?" I smiled at his question and sat up straight.
"Of course Li, who knows maybe I already am and we don't even know." He chuckled and nodded in agreement.
"Yeah, maybe. But we should still continue trying you know ?" I nodded in agreement when Freeddie and Emily cam up to us.
"You done playing ?" Liam asked and they both nodded out of breath from running after each other.
"Can you cook today aunty, betause your food is the best." Freddie asked and I chuckled and picked him up walking home whilst Liam had Emily.
"Of course what should I cook ?" He made a cute thinking face and me and Liam chuckled at how cute he is.
"PASTA" He screamed. "YEAH" Screamed Emily.
"Pasta it is then." We went back to the house and he went to play with Emily while Liam hung out with the boys and I made dinner.
I hummed along to some song while I served the food on plates. Harry helped me take them to the dining room. I put Freddie on my lap and fed him whilst the other sat round digging in.
"I wuv your food aunty, It the best." He said with his mouth full.
"True that." Niall said and everyone agreed. I blushed at the comment and continued to eat and feed Freddie.
"I'm gonna go play in my room." Emily announced as she finished and I nodded in acknowledgement.
"Okay Freddie-o wanna watch a movie now ?" I asked as I finished cleaning the dishes and sat next to him on the sofa.
"Yes, Finiding Dowy pweeese." I nodded and started the movie. Memories appeared in my mind as I watched the movie remembering Emily's reaction when I took her to the watch the movie. I continued to watch the movie and remembering Emily's face to certain scenes throughout the movie. Liam approached me and switched off the movie because it ended. I carried Freddie to his room and kissed him good night. I left his room closing the door behind me as I went to Emily's room and found her sound asleep with her stuffed animals. I fixed her duvet and kissed her forehead then went to mine and Liam's room.
I got ready for bed and got under the covers, Liam joined me soon after and I cuddled in his embrace.
"I love you Am" I smiled and said "I love you too Li."
-1 month later-
I jolted awake and made my way to the bathroom and let everything out until I felt empty. It was 6am and Liam was asleep. I cleaned myself up and walked out of the bathroom. Liam looked surprisingly awake.
"Hey, why are you up at 6am ?" He asked in a sleepy voice.
"I got sick so I sprinted to the loo." I said and he looked at me with worried eyes.
"Are you okay ?" I nodded and made my way out of the room.
"Where are you going ?"
"I'm going to the couch so I won't get you sick."
"Honey, I appreciate the thought but in sickness and in health remember ?" He said patting on the bed. I smiled appreciating him doing this. I sighed and cuddled up to him.
He rubbed soothing circles on my stomach while our legs where entwined and my head was on his bare chest while his head was on top of mine. He sang 'More than this' and kept kissing my forehead as I slowly calmed down and drifted off to sleep. I admit this is better then alone on the couch.
I woke up and it was 10am my eyes widened in shock as I realized I was late for work. I jolted up but a hand pushed me gently back to bed.
"Liam, I don't have time for this. I'm already late."
"Nonsense, I called Alex and told him you're sick. We're going to the doctors today."
"I feel fine, it was just the food I ate I guess." He shook his head and pushed me back to bed. I knew I had no chance of winning this so I obeyed.
"I'm not staying in bed all day I feel completely fine, see." I said jumping out of bed but felt dizzy at my sudden movement.
I held on to Liam for support but my vision got blurry and I blacked out.
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I woke up to a strange surrounding. Then it hit me I was in the hospital. Liam gets so worried over little things. Hehe.
I saw him sitting on a chair beside me along with the boys Emily and Freddie.
"Aunty" He said jumping on the bed hugging me. "Mommy" and soon I was engulfed by 2 small bodies.
"Hey buddy." I hugged him and he cuddled into me. "Hey princess" I hugged her too.
"What happened ?" I asked to no one in particular.
"I'll go fetch a doctor and we'll go find something for you to eat." Louis said. Everyone got up, Liam kissed me and I was left alone. I wonder what happened, last thing I remember is jumping off the bed.
"Well" a doctor that I didn't notice spoke up "Mrs.Payne, we did some tests to see as to what cause your nausea and fainting and concluded to one thing." I looked at him with curious eyes as he paused. "Congratulations, you're pregnant." My jaw dropped.
"H-how ? Are you sure. I mean I knew it could happen but I had my first period at 19 years of age I though it could be a problem." I said happy but confused.
"Well, that could cause problems in your pregnancy but we'll keep a good eye on you and you should be fine. I advice you to no lifting and a week bed rest so as to start off on a good first trimester. You are 1 month along. You can leave when you want."
"Thank you, um could you not tell anyone so that I could surprise them later." I said smiling widely. He nodded and congratulated me once again and left.
I smiled to myself and let out an exited squeal. I'm gonna be a mother again. Liam's gonna freak. Wow.
"Hey babe, did the doctor come ?" Liam asked entering the room with the lads and the kids.
"Uh, yea he said it's a virus and to have a week bed rest. It's not contagious at all." I said frowning. It wasn't a complete lie.
"When can you weave aunty ?" Freddie asked climbing on my bed again.
"Whenever I want, so let's go." I said standing up.
"Uh Uh Uh, you are not walking. The doctor said bed rest." I chuckled as Liam picked me up bridal style.
"Yeah aunty, we look after you." He said We all laughed, I sighed and we signed out and left.
I laid on the couch with Freddie and Emily as the boys were at the studio.
"Can you guys keep a secret ?" I told them as we sat criss-cross apple-sauce on the couch facing each other.
"Yes" They said in unision.
"I'm not sick." Emily laughed and shook her head at me whilst Freddie gave me a stern frown.
"Aunty, that bad to lie." I laughed along with Emily at his adorableness which only confused him.
"Well I was sick but do you want to know why ?" They both nodded eagerly but Freddie took a guess.
"Betasue you have viwus" He said sorta asking.
"No, it's because I have a baby in my belly." I said lifting up my shirt. Emily squealed really loud that Freddie and I had to shield our ears.
"I'm guessing someone's happy to be a big sister." I said giggling as she joined me and nodded her head eagerly. Freddie looked totally confused. "You're going to be a big cousin Freddie-o"
"Cool, but do you wuv it ?"
"Of course."
"Then why did you eat it ?" I chuckled.
"I didn't eat it sweetie a baby is always in their mummy's tummy before they are born. Even you were in mummy's tummy." I said tickling him. S
Suddenly I heard sobbing and I turned to Emily.
"Honey, what's wrong?" I was getting really worried now.
"I-i was-n't i-in your tummy. D-does t-that m-mean you're n-not m-my m-mommy?" My heart broke at hearing her say that. Of course I knew someday this would happen.
"Honey, you know that you were at the orphanage before you came here. Right?" And she nodded.
"Aren't you glad me and Liam are your Mommy and Daddy?" She nodded.
"Yeah, but who are my real mummy and daddy and why did they put me there?" She asked through her tears. I sighed and decided to tell her the truth.
"Well, I don't know who they are baby. All I know is that they where really mean to you like the people at the orphanage. I know it hurts baby but don't you love us?" She nodded and hugged me.
"Yes, Thank you for saving me. I love you even though I wasn't in your tummy. You're the best mummy ever." Tears fell down my cheek at those words. I can only imagine how sad and confused she must be but I'm glad she's happy with us.
"I love you too babe, both of you." I said bugging them both.
Freddie put his ear to my belly.
"I can't hear it." He said and I chuckled.
"You can't hear it silly but soon you will feel it kicking." He nodded excitedly.
"Now you can't tell anyone not even daddy or mummy because I want to surprise them okay, you can help me surprise them." He nodded excitedly. "Even you Em, hold your excitement for a little longer so that we surprise everyone, okay" and she nodded excitedly fawning over my belly.
"I pwomise."
"Thanks little man, I have an idea on how to surprise them. We can talk like babies and watch baby movies and then I will buy some baby stuff and put it in mine and uncle Liam's room." He nodded excitedly and we went to go buy baby stuff. I bought a bib and a pacifier and put it on Liam's side of the bed. When he got home I hugged him and Freddie started fake crying like a baby. It was so obvious. Emily started cooing him saying "shhh baby it's okay."
"Aw my baby." I picked him up and he sucked his thumb and I cradled him like a new born. Everyone looked confused.
We watched baby movies and everyone looked at me weirdly at the idea but shrugged. It was time to see Liam's reaction.
"Baby, can you get me my phone from upstairs please ?" I said in an innocent voice emphasizing the word 'baby'. My phone was in my pocket, he nodded and went upstairs.
I laughed and hi-fived Freddie and Emily whilst I pulled out my phone.
"Why did you send Liam to get your phone if it's right here ?" Harry asked.
"You'll see." I laughed along with Emily and Freddie as Liam came downstairs, "I couldn't find your phone babe but what are these ?" He asked raising the bib and pacifier.
"What do you mean what are they, a bib and a pacifier duh" I said holding back a laugh and trying to look serious. All the boys caught up I think.
"Yeah I know, I mean why were they on my side of the bed ?"
"I dunno Liam, do you have a baby ?"
"No"
"Are you sure because I'm pretty sure the doctor told me I'm pregnant." I said and his face was priceless. He smiled widely and hugged me. Everyone cheered.
"I'm gonna be a dad again ?" I nodded and we kissed.
"I helped Aunty keep it a suwpwise." Freddie said and we chuckled.
"You didn't tell me" Louis said dramatically and fake sobbing on Harry's shoulder.
"I sowwy daddy but I pwomised aunty." Freddie said hugging him
"I'm kidding bud." he started tickling him. Liam rubbed my stomach. "I can't wait". He said and we kissed. "You're gonna be a big sister Em" Liam said hugging her. "Yeah, I'm so excited."

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