Hold On
Chapter 18
Chapter 18
“I’m sorry,” those words shattered my whole world. I felt my knees shake again as he continued, “I’m afraid Ms. Collins has passed on.”
My knees collapsed as I feel to the floor. A few of the guys fell after me, trying to catch me but no one could. I just looked at my hands as they trembled along with the rest of me.
“Can we see her?” I heard Liam ask.
“For a few moments, yes.” The doctor said before I watched his shoes disappear from view. I felt hands grab each of my arms, forcing me to my feet.
“We need to say goodbye, Harry,” I heard Louis whisper to me. I could hear that he was trying to sound strong, but there were tears in his voice. I nodded my head a little as he and someone else helped me into the room. Liam was standing at the end of the bed, looking up at her. He was just standing there straight as could be as he let the tears roll down his face.
I didn’t want to follow his gaze. I didn’t want to see my Sarah lying in the small bed. I didn’t want to see her dead. Dead. The thought brought more tears to my eyes.
‘You need to tell her goodbye.’ I told myself.
I forced my neck to turn, making my eyes land on her. Her brown hair was spread out around her face as her beautiful brown eyes were shut. The way they would now be forever. I would never be able to look into those brown orbs ever again. I would never be able to see how they would light up when she would smile or when I would tell her that I loved her.
“No…” I muttered as I shook my head. It wasn’t true, none of this was real.
“NO!” I screamed as fell to the floor beside Sarah’s bed. I balled the sheets up in my fists as I continued to scream. I could hear the others trying to calm me, but it wouldn’t help. Sarah was gone and nothing that they said would ever change that.
“It isn’t fair!” I cried, “Why Sarah?! Why?!”
I continued to sob as I yelled. I felt a hand rest on mine. My mind imagined that it was Sarah’s. That she was wake and holding my hand. That I would look up into her smiling face and she would tell me that everything was going to be alright. But I knew that was just my imagination, that wasn’t going to happen. Sarah was dead. She was gone. And I would never see her again.
“I’m sorry,” those words shattered my whole world. I felt my knees shake again as he continued, “I’m afraid Ms. Collins has passed on.”
My knees collapsed as I feel to the floor. A few of the guys fell after me, trying to catch me but no one could. I just looked at my hands as they trembled along with the rest of me.
“Can we see her?” I heard Liam ask.
“For a few moments, yes.” The doctor said before I watched his shoes disappear from view. I felt hands grab each of my arms, forcing me to my feet.
“We need to say goodbye, Harry,” I heard Louis whisper to me. I could hear that he was trying to sound strong, but there were tears in his voice. I nodded my head a little as he and someone else helped me into the room. Liam was standing at the end of the bed, looking up at her. He was just standing there straight as could be as he let the tears roll down his face.
I didn’t want to follow his gaze. I didn’t want to see my Sarah lying in the small bed. I didn’t want to see her dead. Dead. The thought brought more tears to my eyes.
‘You need to tell her goodbye.’ I told myself.
I forced my neck to turn, making my eyes land on her. Her brown hair was spread out around her face as her beautiful brown eyes were shut. The way they would now be forever. I would never be able to look into those brown orbs ever again. I would never be able to see how they would light up when she would smile or when I would tell her that I loved her.
“No…” I muttered as I shook my head. It wasn’t true, none of this was real.
“NO!” I screamed as fell to the floor beside Sarah’s bed. I balled the sheets up in my fists as I continued to scream. I could hear the others trying to calm me, but it wouldn’t help. Sarah was gone and nothing that they said would ever change that.
“It isn’t fair!” I cried, “Why Sarah?! Why?!”
I continued to sob as I yelled. I felt a hand rest on mine. My mind imagined that it was Sarah’s. That she was wake and holding my hand. That I would look up into her smiling face and she would tell me that everything was going to be alright. But I knew that was just my imagination, that wasn’t going to happen. Sarah was dead. She was gone. And I would never see her again.
Notes
I know I am horrible, but please stick around for the ending.Alsonoticed that there are two Chapter 16s on here still. I'm sorry about that but I can't get either of them to delete. Sorry. Anyway, love you guys and hope that you all enjoyed this. Later, Kiki
7/23/13