Our Dance.

It’s been three weeks since I told Niall I was pregnant. I am now six weeks pregnant and am feeling the signs. I have been vomiting every morning and it’s just what it sounds like… awful.
Although it helps having Niall there to hold my hair back and help me to lay back down for a little bit after it’s done. We have decided to wait until I’m 13 weeks to tell everyone.
My parents and his parents along with his brother, sister-in-law, and nephew are coming to town in roughly a month and a half. My parents and his parents both needed to request off for it and we had to make it where it didn’t sound like we had news.
We looked on the internet to see what other couples did, talked about it, and decided that we were going to tell Wesley after we told our parents. We would have to tell Rachel before, obviously, but that she would watch Wesley for that night and then after they knew, then we would tell him since Wesley couldn’t keep a secret to save his life.
“Babe, I think we should go Irish,” I said as Niall was brushing his teeth.
“Really? Why is that?” he asked, winking at me.
“I don’t know. I just was looking at Irish names and I really like it.”
“You know that you are six weeks pregnant, right? We don’t even know the sex yet.”
“We are not waiting until I am halfway through it to talk about baby names! If we do, we will never decide,” I said sassily.
He smiled and sat down.
“Okay, well then yes, I would love for the name to be Irish,” he said, making me smile.
He kissed me and then went off to the studio. I was off for a few weeks as the tour was over and I didn’t dance this season. We told the producer that I was pregnant and he said that he just wanted me to take it easy, so I would dance a few weeks a season.
I laid around and smiled when Wesley came running up to me and I immediately knew what was happening. He was about to jump on my belly.
“Don’t you jump on Momma’s belly,” I said sternly and very quickly.
He stopped quick in his footsteps and looked at me with confusion, when I quickly explained that I wasn’t feeling well. He then cuddled up to me and I smiled.
He fell asleep shortly after lunch and I sat up, going onto my guilty pleasure that Niall has no clue about- reading Niall fanfiction. Nobody knows that it’s me though.
Sometimes, if they are rated G- so very rarely- I read them to Wesley, but I have honestly gotten behind on all of them. My favorites aren’t the punk ones, but rather the ones that start out with Niall being himself.
“Honey, I’m home!” he yelled and my eyes widened when I realized that Wesley and I had been reading for seven hours!
We both looked at each other with wide eyes, because Wesley knew this was our little secret.
“Go distract him,” I whispered, making him jump out of bed and run out the room downstairs.
I quickly exited out of it and erased it from my history and shutting my laptop down, feeling relieved when I saw the screen go black.
I closed it and put it in a drawer in my bedside.
“Hey, love, what did you and Wes do today?” he asked, making me smile.
“Oh, you know, just laying around. I read to him some, he took a nap for a little bit. Lazy day kind of stuff,” I said, making him smile.
“Well, how about we continue this lazy day by me changing into my pajamas and ordering pizza for dinner?”
My mouth watered at the sound of pizza.
“Pizza! Oh my gosh! Yes!” I said.
We then ordered the pizza with me having to order a separate one since I was craving some weird things.
Following supper, Niall and I put Wesley to bed. As soon as he did that, we sat on the couch.
“How in the world are we going to tell everybody?” I asked, looking at him.
“I have an idea. We could give Wes to his grandmother- your ex’s mom- and then throw a party, but just the people we care about.”
“Just a small little get together?”
“Just the guys, their girlfriends, and Rachel,” he said.
I smiled and nodded.
“Rachel is gonna figure it out fairly quickly when I don’t drink,” I said, making him laugh.
“We will just have to tell them shortly after they all get here,” he said, making me smile.
“So, we can get little cards, put them in a box, wrap the box, and give it to them?”
“Okay. What’s it for?”
“We don’t tell them. If they ask, we just tell them to open it.”
He smiled.
“Roses are red. Valentines aren’t sweet, but our family is growing by one heart, and two little feet. Baby Horan coming November of 2017,” I said, making him laugh.
“That sounds perfect.”
I then grabbed my laptop and started designing the cards, knowing that they will need to be here as soon as possible.
I made them dark grey with the lettering to be red and white. Niall approved of them, and then we ordered them, expecting them in about 3 days.
“Alright, Mumma, time for you to get in the bed. You start back to work tomorrow and I have to take Wes to Rachel’s on my way to the studio,” he said.
“You know that I would, but she said that she needs me super early in the morning,” I said, making him smile.
“Princess, don’t worry about me. You just take care of yourself and that little bundle of joy that is coming,” he said, placing his hands on my belly.
“You are going to be an amazing father,” I said.
“Ya really think so? I haven’t really gotten the experience that you have. I mean, yes, there is Wesley, but I came around when Wesley was four.”
“I know you are going to be the best father that you can be,” I said, making him smile a little bit before it faltered.
“What if the best I can be isn’t good enough?” he asked.
“You know that I asked myself that same question when I had Wesley, especially after his father died. In my years, I’ve realized that honestly, there is no answer to that. You are still scared, but if you try your best, you are going to make mistakes, but it will all be okay in the end,” I said.
After that discussion, we went upstairs to go to sleep.
“I love you, Eveli, and I love you, baby,” he said, kissing my stomach before kissing my lips.
That night I fell asleep with a huge smile on my face, and peaceful about everything.

Notes

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