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Lavender & Roses

XX

"Hey, DeeDee. Dee. DeeDee!" Niall shouted the punched me in the arm. I quickly snapped my head around to him. "Where is yer head? You've been in your own world for, like, a week now. Since Harry left." We were on our way to the airport. It was finally time for us to return to London.
I rubbed my forehead, trying to ease the tension I felt, "I know. I know. I'm sorry. I just don't feel well. I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize, Dee. Just tell me what's going on." Niall took my hand gently, stroking my knuckles slowly. The gesture reminded me of Harry. I frowned and gazed out the window. It'd only been a week and I missed him more than I should've. My mind drifted back to Harry and I walking around the town. He held my hand, caressing my skin the way Niall was. I thought of the way he whispered sweet things in my ear as we sat on the floor of the tiny bookshop, hiding from my family. "DeeDee, can you please tell me what's going on?"
I shook my head, "I don't know." Niall looked annoyed. I sighed heavily, "Impending doom. The knots in my stomach and heart that come with impending doom." I answered specifically.
"DeeDee, sunshine, nothing's going to happen. I'm driving the speed limit. You've flown a thousand times. We're not surrounded by family anymore. Everything will be alright." Niall assured me.
"But there's this...bottomless pit in my stomach." I told him, tears in my eyes.
"Sadie Lynn, everything will be alright. I promise you. Nothing is going to happen to anyone. We are going to go home and pass out in your flat. Just relax." Niall pleaded, seeing the genuine distraught in my eyes. I nodded and tried to hold back the emotions that were surging. Niall held my hand tighter as he merged onto the road leading to the airport. I rested my head on the window and gazed over the landscapes.


I felt sunlight on my face and could smell something so sweet. It took me a minute to place it but as I did I smiled. Harry. His cologne was taking over the natural smell of my room. I turned over in the bed to see him smiling back at me. He didn't say a word. He just looked at me with the same loving eyes that he always did. His fingers slowly drifted up and down my arm. The feel of his skin and the smell of him was relaxing me more and more. I snuggled closer to the man that I wanted so badly to connect with. This man that was making me feel safe but anxious at the same time. His dark curls fell around his face in the most beautiful of way as he leaned over me with a tender smile. Slowly, he lowered his lips to mine. A moment that I'd been craving since the last time I'd seen him. His soft, pink lips touching mine made my heart race and the rest of my body soften. I moaned quietly as his hand glided up my thigh toward the lace of my panties.

I was jolted awake with a hand on my shoulder. I looked up with startled eyes. Niall smiled at me, shaking his head.
"C'mon, sleepy head. We just landed." He chuckled. "Let's get home." I nodded and stood. Niall already had my carry on bag in his hand and his backpack slung over his shoulder. Niall took my hand in his and led me off the plane. I gripped his hand a bit tighter than I normally would. The people funneling to get off the plan was making me anxious. I wanted to get out of the massive crowd of people as soon as I could. Niall knew I hated flying because of the crowds but there was no other way to get back and forth as quickly. "Are you feelin' alright, DeeDee?" Niall asked as we made our way out of the gate and into the baggage claim.
I nodded, "Yeah. I just wanna eat and sleep, Ni. Eat and sleep." Niall laughed and nodded. "How long until we get home?" I asked, leaning into him as we walked. I was too exhausted to care what people were thinking of Niall and I.
"About an hour back to your flat. Just sleep in the car too." Niall murmured, rubbing my arm to comfort me. I nodded against his shoulder and tried to keep pace with him.


Niall and I collapsed onto my sofa. We left our bags at the door to my flat. I wanted nothing to do with unpacking. I just wanted to laze about. Sleep until I couldn't sleep any longer. I knew that Niall wanted the same as well. I laid down, my head on the arm rest and my feet in Niall's lap. I couldn't help but let a smile grace my lips as Niall covered me up with my huge throw. I curled up, holding the blanket around me tightly. Within moments the television was on. By the way that Niall was flipping through the channels, I could tell he was on a mission to find some kind of sport to watch.
"HEY STOP!" I shouted when I saw just a glimpse of Harry's face. Niall stopped pressing the button on the remote and looked at me with a lifted brow. "Go back one." I motioned to the tv. Niall did as asked. It was the channel that I wanted. "One more Ni. I pleaded calmly. Once more, he did as asked. My eyes locked on the television when I saw Harry's perfect self on my television screen. I smiled seeing his smile, his happy eyes. I missed him so much. I pulled my phone from my pocket, getting ready to text him about how much I missed him.
Then the words that ruined my day flew out of the TV personalities mouth, "Harry Styles has been seen getting quite cozy with supermodel and former flame, Kendall Jenner." My heart sank and a nauseous feeling crept up in my stomach as they showed the pictures. Harry was smiling at her, being playful and literally snuggling with her for everyone to see. I looked down at the text I was prepared to send: I miss your cuddles and kisses. I frowned and deleted the text.
I slid my phone back into my pocket and looked at Niall, "You can change it. I thought it was going to be something about you boys being nominated." Niall nodded and started flipping trough the channels to find his golf or football. I sighed and pulled the blanket over my mouth and nose. I was trying to play off my heartbreak as being cold and tired. I quickly wiped my face when I felt tears start to fall. I sat up then punched Niall in the chest, "I'm fucking freezing. I'm taking a shower."
Niall laughed, "Okay, Dee. Save hot water for me. I want one too. I feel gross."
"You are gross." I teased with my best attempt at a lighthearted smile. Niall kissed my temple then let me scurry off to the bathroom.

Once I was safe behind a locked door, tears started to cascade down my face. How could I have been so stupid? Why did I think that half way falling for best friend's band mate was a good idea? My heart kept tearing into little pieces as I thought of all of the things I shared with him. The things I couldn't even bring myself to tell Niall. I wiped my face of tears so I could see to start my shower. I guess that I couldn't blame him either, for wanting to be with someone else. We'd been snuggly and kissy for a few weeks and never gotten past cuddles and kisses. He needed a person that could fulfill all of his needs. Not just some of them. I shook Harry from my mind as I started to undress. I couldn't let him ruin all the progress that I'd made in my life...but he was my progress.

Notes

I'm sorry it's not as long as it usually is. Another transition chapter. Don't worry the next one will be so much better (in my opinion).

Also tonight at 630pm, voting for the Official Fan Fiction Awards '17 starts. Almost all of my stories are nominated for things so if you'd really like to (this is my version of begging lol) please vote for them. I know that you guys are all for In Too Deep and the Fool's Gold/ALWAYS universes. So if you could do that ::mwah:: I love you.

I love you guys and I'll try to have another update for you guys as soon as I can.

Any suggestions on what to work on next?

Peace&Love

Comments

@Styles girl 4eva
❤️

morrison_hotel morrison_hotel
9/24/18

Ahhhh I’m so happy !!! I can’t wait for more updates xo I’m so glad you’re back!

@JasperRenee
Yay! It makes me happy to know that you still like these stories and actually care. ❤️

morrison_hotel morrison_hotel
9/22/18

@morrison_hotel
I always do!

JasperRenee JasperRenee
9/22/18

@JasperRenee
Thanks lovely girl. ❤️ I hope you liked it

morrison_hotel morrison_hotel
9/22/18