Lavender & Roses

I walked into Sadie's apartment sadly. She hadn't been answering her phone at all. I had tried calling, texting, even blowing up her messages on her twitter and instagram. No answer at all. I wasn't worried about her safety. Niall said he'd been speaking to her for most of the day. I shut the door quietly, not wanting to scare her.
"Sadie?" I called out softly. "Hey Sade." I spoke a little louder.
"What?" She asked coming from the hall leading to her bedroom. He hair was soaked and her face lacking make-up and slightly red. She wore her yoga shorts and a button down shirt I had left behind. I smiled at her, loving the sight of her in my shirt.
"I've been trying to get a hold of you, baby." I stated gently.
"I was taking a shower." She replied, brushing past me coldly. She headed into the kitchen leaving me standing in the hall. I quickly turned and followed after her.
"You were taking a shower for three days?" I asked with an attitude. I knew there was something bothering her. I knew that getting an attitude wouldn't make it any better but I was thinking it would've been better if she just blew up at me.
"Harry." Sadie sighed heavily. "I don't feel well. I'm sorry." She stated, playing up the sadness in her voice.
"Don't play that bullshit with me. I know you're lying. If you didn't feel well, you wouldn't be texting Niall back." I snapped at her. She didn't say anything to me. Sadie walked around the kitchen cleaning up a mess that wasn't even there. "Sadie, stop cleaning and tell me what I did wrong."
"Nothing, Harry." She grumbled.
"I must've done something if you're ignoring me." I grunted at her.
"You didn't do anything, Harry. I just want to be alone. Okay?" She nearly shouted at me.
"Sadie, I'm not leaving until you give me an honest answer." I grunted at her. Her head dropped as she placed her hands flat on the counter top. It was like she was bracing herself. "Sade, just tell me." I begged.
"You went on vacation..." Sadie began. I waited for her to say something else, to look at me. "You went on vacation with another girl." I could hear the sadness in her voice. I frowned deeply and reached out to touch her arm, to explain things. "Harry, I...I really care about you but I can't..." I could hear that she was starting to cry.
"Sadie, it's not like that. She's my friend, that's all." I stated when she shyed away from my touch.
"Like I'm just your friend?" Sadie asked finally turning to me. There were a few tears on her cheeks.
"No. Not like you." I defended myself. Sadie nodded as more tears fell down her face. "Sadie, why are you so upset, baby?" I asked calmly. I didn't understand why she was crying or how she knew so much about my vacation.
"Harry, can you please just leave?" Sadie asked, wrapping her arms around herself. I stared at her with shock. "It'll just be easier for me and for Niall if I don't see you for a bit. While I try to put the pieces of my heart back together, okay? I can be your friend still, but I just need some time." She fought back a sob.
"No." I grunted at her.
"Harry, I can't be the girl that you come to when you and your girlfriend..." She began. I cut her off by quickly picking her up and setting her on the counter top. I wrapped my arms around her waist and forced her legs around my hips.
"YOU are my girlfriend." I spoke with seething anger.
She stared at me with shock, "I am?"
"I thought that's what we were. I mean, the way we've been talking. The things you let me do that you won't let anyone else do. You tell me that you want to be with me and that you trust me. And even though it bothers you, I want to take care of you. I love being around you. I love cuddling you and sleeping next to you. My vacation was too long because I wasn't spending my nights wrapped up in your arms. If that doesn't say girlfriend I don't know what would. I don't call you baby for no reason."
"She's beautiful though." Sadie whimpered.
"Yes." I replied. Sadie's eyes saddened. "But you're gorgeous, stunning, radiant. You are amazing, inside and out."
"Did you have sex with her?" Sadie asked softly, her cheeks turning pink. I looked at her dumbfounded. "I saw the pictures, Harry. I...I understand if you did. I mean, I'm not..."
"Don't you dare, Sadie. You are the girl I'm with. You are the one I want. I didn't have sex with her. I kissed her cheek. I hugged her. But the only person I am going to get in bed with is you." I growled at her. Sadie placed her hands on my shoulders and rested her forehead against mine, closing her eyes. "Sadie, I would never do that to you. All of the time we've been spending together and the things I've said, I've meant all of it." I stroked her warm arms soothingly with my thumbs.
Sadie let more tears fall from her eyes, "I'm sorry, Harry."
"Don't be sorry, baby. Just be honest with me next time." I murmured, kissing her nose gently.
"I'm no good at relationships. I told you that." She whimpered.
"I think we're doing just fine." I smiled at her. Sadie shook her head as she sat up straight. I gently wiped the tears from her face with my palms. "Can I have a kiss now?" I asked with a bit of a smirk. Sadie blushed and nodded. She placed her lips on mine lightly. I deepened the kiss a bit, letting my tongue caress hers lightly. Sadie sighed and melted against me. She tightened her legs around my waist and pulled me closer. "I missed you." I whispered, placing short sweet kisses on her already swollen, tender lips.
"I missed you a lot." She replied shyly. I leaned in and captured her lips between mine again. Sadie moaned softly and relaxed into me even more. I tried to contain a smile when I felt her hands on my sides, bringing my hips closer to hers.
"Sadie." I panted backing out of the kiss. She hummed, wiping her bottom lip. "Come lie down with me. I think I need a good cuddle." I beamed at her. Sadie nodded quickly. I wound my arms around her tighter and lifted her off the counter. She giggled loudly as I carried her to her bedroom.


Sadie and I laid tangled up in her bed. Our mouths locked in a passionate kiss. Her hands were buried in my hair and her leg was over my hip. I felt like neither of us should've been dressed but that was moving to fast for Sadie. I need to wait for her to want me. I gently slid my hand over her expose abdomen, just wanting to feel her soft, warm skin. I was rattled when she moaned my name. She backed out of the kiss shyly and grabbed my wrist.
"We should take a nap." Sadie announced.
I lifted my eyebrow, "Why is that?"
"Because..." She blushed a bright red. "I'm...we should take a nap." I let my fingers dance over her thigh. "Harry." She giggled, wiggling in my arms.
"What is going on with you, Sadie? You love when we're kissing." I smiled, hoping I would get a real answer from her. Sadie blushed and bit her lip as she played with the collar of my shirt. "You like it a little TOO much, baby?" I smirked a bit. Sadie nodded shyly. I kissed her cheeks gently then her lips. As I kissed her softer and slower, I had an idea. I backed out of the kiss with another smile, "What if I have an idea?" Sadie lifted her eyebrow at me. "Remember when we were in Niall's old room on Christmas day and I was kissing you?" I asked gently. Sadie gave a single nod. "I said I would love every inch of you with my lips?" I reminded her. Sadie's cheeks turned bright red once again. I quickly flipped us so she was lying underneath me.
"Harry." She murmured. I hummed like she always did to me. She began to chew on her bottom lip.
"Tell me no, Sade. Tell me you don't want it." I stated. I knew that she did but I wanted her to tell me that she did. Sadie captured my lips with hers quickly. I smiled and placed myself between her legs. As I kissed her I slowly started to unbutton her shirt. I could feel her breathing picking up. I smiled and removed my lips from hers. I traced down her neck with sweet kisses. Sadie whimpered a bit at the feeling. I chuckled against her skin. As my lips came closer to her breasts, her breathing became rapid again. I smoothed my hands over her torso carefully. She ran her hands through my hair slowly. I smiled and placed soft, short kisses on her stomach. Once I got to the waist of her yoga shorts, I looked up at her. She was flushed and I could see the excitement in her eyes. I nipped at her skin just a bit, making her whimper. I hooked my fingers into the waist of her yoga shorts. I was overcome with the need to test the idea a bit more first. I worked my lips downward, kissing her through the fabric of her shorts. I glanced up at her, just to gauge her reaction. She was still chewing on her lip and watching me closely. She seemed relaxed and anxious, but the good kind of anxious. I began to pull her yoga shorts toward me. Sadie's legs began to give away how she was feeling. She was nervous now. I sat up and carefully removed her yoga shorts. I smiled when I saw that she wasn't wearing anything underneath them.
I leaned over Sadie with a smile and kissed her lovingly. She smiled into the kiss. I walked my fingers from one hip bone to the other, making her squirm. She breathed my name with a pleading tone. Slowly, I moved my hand between her legs. I smiled into her lips again as she blushed when my hand reached her soft, wet flesh. I began to caress her softly. I wanted to be gentle and slow with her. I knew she hated being touched and I knew if I moved too fast, I could make her freak out. Sadie's breathing grew erratic and she grabbed my wrist. I quickly took my hand away, not knowing what the problem was. Sadie took my face in her hands and kissed me passionately.
"Please don't stop." She moaned. I happily slipped my hand between her legs again and played with her delicate folds. I then began to sweep my lips down her neck to her chest. Sadie's chest heaved as my lips reached her hips. I kissed the bones lightly before traveling even lower. Sadie gasped and her hips lifted off the bed. I fought the urge to push her back into the bed. I placed my hands on her bum to keep her elevated. Slowly, she settled her hips back onto the bed. My hands still cradling her rear. I dragged my tongue up her wet slit and then blew on her, making her shiver and giggle. I smiled and went for it. I locked my mouth over her clit and began to tease it with my tongue as gently as I could. Sadie embedded her hands in my curls as her body relaxed into the bed. I wanted to cheer because she was allowing me to be so intimate with her. I swirled my tongue around her clit slowly, taking my time to feel every texture around it. Sadie moaned my name quietly. I felt a deep sense of satisfaction from it. I picked up the speed of my tongue. Sadie tightened her grip on my hair and her hips lifted up off the bed again. I moaned when she tugged my hair a bit. I laid my hand on Sadie's stomach gently. I couldn't help but smile into her flesh when she grabbed my hand. She laced our fingers and squeezed.
I held in a chuckle when her legs went over my shoulders. Something that I had kept thinking of. Her legs were starting to tremble as I licked her center harder and faster. I could feel it in every part of her body that she was going to go over the edge. I decided to start sucking. Sadie gasped and started speaking Gaelic. I fought the urge to start laughing.
"Harry." Sadie moaned loudly as her legs clamped around my head and her bum lifted up yet again. I kept swirling and sucking around her clit. Giving her every ounce of pleasure she deserved. As her body settled back on the bed, I removed my mouth from her flesh. Slowly, her trembling legs fell from my shoulders. I kissed her soft, fleshy, warm thighs sweetly, attempting to soothe her. I kissed my way back up her body with wet, light, loving kisses. Once I reached her face, I just smiled at her. "You're not going to kiss me?" She asked weakly, her voice even a little shaky.
"Do you want me to?" I inquired. She thought for a moment, then it dawned on her why I was reluctant to. Sadie then nodded shyly. I happily meshed my mouth to hers. Her hands flew into my hair again as the kiss deepened. I pulled her against me and laid down so we were both on our sides, facing each other. "Do you feel better?" I asked her just above a whisper. She looked confused. "About me, about us, about the feelings you get when you're feeling...out of the norm." I clarified. She blushed and nodded. "Good. Because you are all that I think about."
"Um, but Harry..." She began. I looked at her with curious eyes. What could she possibly say? "Don't you want something?" She inquired nervously.
I shook my head, seeing the fear in her blue eyes, "Nope. I'm good." Sadie lifted her eyebrow and I smiled brightly. "I just got to do something that I've been thinking about since we met. I think I just want to bask in my glory." I spoke with pride and arrogance. Sadie punched me gently then curled into me. "You're not ready for that anyway. I can wait." I murmured after kissing her hair.

Notes

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