After watching a couple of other movies everyone except for me, Andrea, Monique, and Ashleigh got ready to go to the club. I wonder what everyone said to each other when I was in the living room by myself. No one talked to me since after Nathan left and it was the worst thing. Nothing is worse than silence. I decided I should change into some pj's, I walked over to the closet and grabbed my clothes and went to the bathroom and changed. I stood into front of the mirror, I straightened my Hogwarts hoodie and put some light brown slippers on. I also had on turquoise sweats that bunched at the ankles. I walked out to see Niall waiting outside the door.
"nice hoodie." he said giving me a smile. I nodded my head and walked back towards the living room. Everyone was there and when I walked in it turned dead quiet. Well that's not obvious you were talking about me. I stomped out of the living room and walked over to the balcony that showed the city. I sat down in one of the chairs and brought my knees up to my chest and laid my head on them. Why is everyone now all the sudden judging me. I thought they were my friends. I know it must be a shock to learn your friend cut themselves but still you could talk to them to make them feel not so alone. I heard the door open and someone sat next to me. I just looked up at the stars.
"beautiful night huh?" hear the person say, I think it was Liam. I just nodded my head.
"I know you probably wonder why no one talked to you huh?" he said, once again I just nodded.
"well we didn't want to push you to talk so we thought it was best to just leave you alone." he answered.
"I know that's what you guys thought was best but that just made me feel worse about myself." I replied with my voice cracking a bit.
"I'm sorry, we thought it was best." he said wrapping his arms around me he kissed my forehead. "I think we are about to leave, you coming." he asked as he got up. I shook my head
"nahh. I'll see you guys later. I think I just want to be alone right now." I heard him close the door behind him. I sighed and looked up at the night sky, it was lit up by thousands of star.
"is there anyone that can save me?" I mumbled. I hear the door once open again. The three girls sat next to me.
"Breanne?" I hear Andrea say
"yes" I answered.
"what's on you mind?" she asked scooting closer to me.
"things." I answered quickly.
"like??" Monique said.
"I have a problem, a big one." I said I looked over at the girl all of their eyes are on me.
"and whats the problem?" Ashleigh asked.
"I don't know who to choose." I said quietly.
"what do you mean you don't know who to choose?" Monique asked
"well when the boys came back from there first big tour me and Louis, kind of dated." I said looking away from them avoiding eye contact.
"holy shit!" Andrea yelled.
"I know! What should I do?!" I whinnied.