One direction dirty imagines
I'M NOT GOING ANTWHERE
You finished off brushing my teeth and doing my nightly things before bed as I heard something from the bedroom next to me.
“This was a perfect night, thank you” Niall said as I shut the light from my bathroom and walked into my bedroom.
I was in my cute pyjama top and panties, while he was only in his white boxers waiting for me under the covers. He was watching some old football game that came as a rerun.
This wasn’t the first time he was going to stay the night at my place. He had been here a few times before and I had been at his place.
We had been together for little over two months now, but still hadn’t had sex. We, well especially me, wanted to take things slow.
One of the reasons why, was because I had only had sex once before and the memories from that weren’t that pleasent. My first time was really awkward and when I got dumped pretty quick after, so it only made me feel ten times worse.
I know with Niall it’s going to be completely different, but I’m still really nervous. I know he wants to do it, but he wants to give me all the time I need. Right now I feel like I’ve thought this through and I was ready.
I walked over to my side of the bed and climbed next to him. He kept the cover open for me and welcomed me in. He switched the tv off as I cuddled his side.
Now the only dim light in the room coming from the lamp I had on my bedside table. I laid my head on his shoulder and threw one hand over his waist.
He reached down and placed his hand on my back, stroking gently up and down my spine. Our legs played with each other as his warmed my colder ones.
“You’re welcome babe” I smiled as I turned my head a little to see that beautiful face of his.
He reached down to place a gentle peck on my lips and continued “really, the food was amazing, the movie and you of course.”
He made me smile, giving me confidence for what might soon happen. “I enjoyed our evening too. A lot to be honest” I said as I played with his chest hair a little.
Dating Niall wasn’t always easy. With him being away so much and being really busy a lot of the time, we hadn’t had the time to see each other as often as we would have wanted to.
That was one of the reasons I was hesitant to let him in in the first place. That and the fans, the spotlight and all the overwhelming aspects of him being famous. But I’m really glad I did, he has already proven that many times. Tonight being an excellent example, him being the gentleman he is all night.
So, even though our relationship is still pretty new, having not made it even public yet because we decided it was the best for our relationship, and we are figuring things out, it feels right. And that’s how I know I’m ready.
“I guess it’s time for sleep, huh?” he said after a few minutes had passed in a soothing silence. I was just so relaxed in his arms.
I didn’t reply to him. I just lifted my gaze to his eyes and stared at them for a bit. I lifted my hand to his cheek and leaned in and kissed his lips. He was only going for a peck but soon realised that I wanted more. He gladly opened his mouth to me and I slipped my tongue in after a few kisses. He was definitely surprised, but I didn’t see him wanting me to stop either.
After awhile things were getting heated. My one hand was in his blond hair as his were on my waist. I started to feel him getting slightly hard against my thigh and that was when he pulled away.
“What’s all this for-“
I cut him off by saying “what if I’m not tired yet?”
“What do you mean?” He had a confused expression on his face.
“I might wanna do somethin’ else than sleep” I said quirking an eyebrow at him.
“I have a feeling that I know what you mean, but are you sure?” He asked with an unsure tone.
“You don’t want to?” I said taken aback by his words.
“Hey, hey didn’t mean it like that. ‘course I wanna, ’s just I wanna make sure that you really do too. That you’re not rushin’ into this because of me. I can totally wait” he explained.
“Oh” he scared me there for a second. “Well I really do want to. Been thinkin’ about it for awhile now. I know I’m safe with you, although I’m really nervous. A good nervous, tho. And I have done it once before, even though that was more than a year ago. And I feel like I’m ready and -”
My rambling was cut short by his lips on mine again. The best way to shut me up, apparently. His kisses were now much slower, full of passion and emotion. That was all the confirmation I needed.
I moved my left leg over his waist so I was straddling him, our lips never parting. I placed both of my hands in his hair as his grabbed my bum. I felt him growing beneath me, making me wet.
I pulled back for a second, totally out of breath. This was really happening. He brought his hands to my waist as he looked at me with those gorgeous blue eyes.
My heart was beating really fast and all I could do was smile. He returned it, taking away the slight hint of worry away from his eyes, that my sudden pulling away had caused.
“You are so beautiful, you know that?” He said also out of breath.
I smiled even wider at his words. The way he looked at me took a little of my nervousness away and I leaned down close to him again. He attached his lips to my jaw, making his way down to my neck.
I played with his locks as his fingers reached to the hem of my top. He started to yank it off as his lips left my skin for a second. He searched my eyes for permission, I nodded. I lifted my arms over my head and he pulled the soft material off, throwing it to the floor.
I sat up as he took a moment to appreciate the view of my breasts. His hands slowly tracing my body and cupping them in both of his hands. His actions made me shy even though he had seen them before. But this time it was diferent. I mean we have done stuff together before, but haven’t gone past him fingering me.
He saw my nervousness and also sat up. Our bare chests now flush against each other as he concentrated his eyes on mine again.
I connected my arms around his shoulders and relaxed a bit. He moved his all over my chest, fingertips slightly sweaty.
He then lowered his mouth on my left nipple, taking it in. He sucked on it a bit, making it hard. A soft moan broke my lips as my hands got lost in his hair. He kissed his way across the valley of my breasts and did the same to my right nipple.
With open mouth kisses his lips made their way to my neck. Licking the soft spot under my ear and then continuing to my jaw, my nose and finally my lips. Kisses so delicate, slow and sweet that I felt my core heating more and more by the second.
Niall took matters into his own hands and slowly rolled us over, so I was laying on my back in the soft matress. My head plopped on the pillows as he reached over and placed the duvet lightly on top of us.
I bent my knees as he settled himself between my legs, his hands on either side of me, holding his weight. I connected my hands behind his neck, only to pull him close again.
He lowered himself on his elbows, our fronts flushed together. His left hand now gently caressing my cheek, thumb sweeping along my bottom lip. He looked me in the eyes and at that moment it was like the world stopped turning. There was nothing else in this world that mattered more than me and him. That freaked me out a bit.
My breath unsteady, heart almost beating through my chest and hands a bit shaky. He noticed all of it and worry started to fill his eyes. “You okay there?” He said with the softest voice possible.
“Yeah” I smiled, although for some reason I was almost shaking. I wanted this so much, but at the same time my insecurities were weighing me down.
Niall’s face told me he didn’t believe me. “(Y/N) seriously, what’s wrong?”
“’M fine, really, it’s just, I’m sorta excited and terrified of this at the same time” I explained.
“Why are ya terrified of this?”
“‘Cuz, I just…I feel…like..well I fear you leaving me like you know who did. And this is like a really big deal for me and you know” I rambled.
“I don’t to be honest” he laughed. Then his face turned serious. “Hear me out okay, I am not goin’ anywhere. I would be out of my mind if I would. We’ve talked about this. Ya hav’ta start believing me soon. Ya’re the first person to have made me feel this way in a really long time.
You promise? That you won’t leave” I whispered.
“I promise. For god’s sakes..I.I.love ya so why would I leave?” His face froze as he realised what he had just said.
“You do?” I said in disbelief with a quite whisper.
“Yes” taking a long breath before continuing “I love you, okay, and I would never ever ever do anything to hurt ya, you understand me?”
Silence filled the room. I couldn’t believe my ears. He had just given me that last bit of reassurance I needed for this. Those three words I have wanted to hear. He was really in this for real. That made me so happy since I definitely was. His face was emotionless, waiting for my reaction, when I realised I had been quiet for awhile.
All I could do was smile. The widest smile I had ever smiled, as a single tear rolled down my cheek. “I love you too.”
That’s when a huge smile plastered on his face as well. “You do?”
“Yes I do.” I smiled.
“Ya know, we still don’t have to do this. Not if you aren’t ready yet.” He said while gently running his hand in my hair.
”Oh shut up already” I giggled. “You hear me out now, I wanna do this now. I’m ready. It’s perfect.”
“You are perfect” he said as he laid a small kiss on the tip of my nose and I let out a small giggle.
With those words I pushed his lips on mine. They molded into one another as a silent moan escaped my lips.
My fingertips touching every part of him possible, while our tongues tasted each other. His right hand started to run down my side, goosebumps erupting along its way.
His fingers reached my bum, giving it a slight squeeze. Then they found their way to my stomach. His fingers were about to enter my panties as he broke our kiss.
“Can I?” He asked.
I only nodded shyly and bucked my hips against his hand when a moan left my lips. He slowly entered his fingers into my panties his eyes still glued to me. He gently stroke his fingers along my slit, eyes widening as he felt how wet I was.
A smug smirk came on his face as he said “ya weren’t lying ‘bout wantin’ it.”
“Well your fault” I blushed and hid my face in my hands.
“Well I’m glad to take the burden” he chuckled.
His thumb started to press circles to my clit, sending waves of pleasure all over my body.
He attached his lips on mine again as I locked my hands behind his neck.
Those guitar player’s fingers made me whimper. He pulled his mouth away to look at me while I was a mess of pleasure.Then his lips started to make their way to my neck, my breasts and then my stomach.
He took his hand from my knickers, placing both of them to my waist. He gave my belly button a small lick, which made me giggle again.
He continued his journey down, shuffling himself further to the end of the bed, so his face aligned with my center. I could only see his face from under the cover and he was the cutest thing I had ever seen.
His index fingers hooked inside the waistline of my panties, when he raised his gaze to me. “I still can?” He asked with a smirk appearing on the corner of his mouth.
A moan escaped my lips as I pushed my hips towards him. “Fuck you Ni, I think you know.”
He laughed a victorious laugh as his eyes dropped to my center. He placed a little kiss to the tiny silky white bow on my panties. I lifted myself a little so he could pull them off of me.
Now I was completely naked before him. Nerves started to kick in again and a million thoughts ran through my mind. He took my hands in his intertwining all our fingers together. He gave them a firm squeeze letting me know, there was absolutely nothing to worry about.
I shuffled a bit on the bed to make me my position more comfortable. “Relax, babe” He calmed me again with his words and actions and my center was now soaking for his attention.
He fogused his eyes between my legs and started to leave tiny kisses on the insides of my thighs, gently. Taking his time, going slow. Getting closer to where I wanted his lips to be.
My silent whines and his heavy breathing the only audible sounds in the room. Finally his lips reached my pubic bone. He licked a long lick all the way across my slit. A moan abrupted my lips as I squeezed his hands in mine tighter.
He brought his mouth to my clit, taking it gently in his mouth. The feeling of his mouth on me so pleasurable that I didn’t know what to do. He gently sucked my clit as I loosened my hands from his as they automatically found their way into his hair.
Now that his hands were free, his right one grapped my thigh to keep me in place. Then he parted his mouth from my skin, only to wet two of his fingers.
Then his swollen pink lips found my also swollen clitoris again. I grapped at his hair letting him know how good it felt. He increased the pleasure by entering one of his fingers slowly inside me. That was when a whining moan left my lips. His mouth working, licking and sucking all over and his finger pumping in and out of me, slowly, sending shivers through my body.
“Oh my god… feels so good” I whispered.
That gave him the knowledge of not hurting me and he curved his finger inside me as he groaned, concentrated to get me off.
My hands gripping the sheets as I felt another finger push itself inside.
“Don’t.. stop”
The satisfaction so intense, I started to feel my stomach glench and my orgasm building.“Ni…I.I..I think..’m gonna…”
Was all I could get out between breathes.That only made him work harder and harder. His tongue doing miracles as his fingers hit that special spot of mine. Few more strikes of his tongue and thrusts of his fingers as the feeling overpowered me.
My legs trembling, I shut my eyes as tight as I could, the orgasm flooding through me “Oh my god, Niall!” I whined.
His fingers pulled out, only to let his mouth cleaning up my juices. “You’re so wet babe. And ya taste so good.”
I kept quiet, because the orgasm ripped so intensely through my body that for a few seconds I couldn’t do anything.
When I came down from the high I felt a couple more soft kisses being placed on my sensitive spot. My breathing still heavy, I panted as he climbed between my legs again, replacing the duvet better. Hovering over me, there was a stupid smirk on his face that told me how proud he was of himself. Proud of the reaction he got out of me. That prick.
I blushed and turned my face away from him, when he looked at me in the eyes. I moved my legs so they were on top of the back of his thighs.
He pressed his front on mine and I felt his hardness through his boxers, telling me how bad he wanted this. It was agonizingly close to my center and all I wanted now was to make him feel just as good as he made me.
I was still a little flustered, breathing heavy. When I turned my face to his again after awhile, he was already staring at me. His expression soft, while he placed a peck to my nose. Something Niall knew I loved and he loved doing. He said I was adorable when I scrunched my face a bit when he did so.
When he lifted his head he spoke “did ya just cum babe?” Still a bit of a smirk showing.
“You just have to do that, don’t you” I said as I slapped his shoulder a little. “Always teasin’ me”
He just smiled, he knew I actually liked it. “Well did ya? Did I make ya cum?”
“Yeah you did okay, happy now” I admitted.
“I’m really happy, especially if you are and-”
I cut him off “I am, and you don’t even have to ask. Yes Ni, I am still sure about this.”
With those words I brought my hands to either sides of his face, he looked at me and nodded “good.”
Then I pulled him down and kissed him. Once again our lips together, tasting each other. His right hand went along my side and came up in breasts. Gently caressing them in his palm, our breathes getting heavy again.
I started to slide my hands down his chest, towards his boxers. I hooked my thumbs in, pulled them down a little and then let go. The waistband bouncing back to his skin.
I traced the outline of him with my fingers when his groan broke our kiss. I put my other hand in his briefs now and took his length in my hand. I started to slowly pump up and down, my eyes locked to his. He close the gap between us with his lips, resting on his elbows. I started to pump a bit faster, spreading the precum all over.
“Jesus christ (Y/N)” he whined as he got away from my grip.
I giggled in confusion but he gave me an explanation when I saw him take his boxers off. After he threw them to the floor somewhere, he slid himself between my legs again.
I helped him pull the duvet back over his back. He rested above me, his hard shaft teasing my entrance.
He lowered himself to his elbows again, our fronts combined. He aligned himself ready as I wrapped my legs around his torso and locked my ankles.
“Say if I’m hurtin’ ya, okay” he spoke.
“Mmhm” I mumbled, not able to wait much longer.
He gave my lips a smooch and then started to slowly thrust himself to my entrance. I grapped his biceps as the tip started to push itself in. A long moan leaving my lips at his movement.When he was fully in he came to a stop. He gave me time to adjust to this new feeling.
My thoughts all concentrated in the way he was streching me. The pleasure he was giving me was unreal.
“Babe” I said to get him lock eyes with me. “You can move now, it’s all good.”
He didn’t answer. He just connected our lips once and I felt him thrusting slowly and gently in and out of me.
“Oh my god” I breathed.
“I know, ya’re so tight” he groaned “feels amazin’.”
I wrapped my legs tighter around him as the pleasure increased. He attached his lips to my neck, leaving kisses, licks and red marks on his way. As his cock hit my g-spot a loud whimper came out my mouth. That made him quicken his pace.
“Right there….please Ni…..I’m so close” I whispered in between his thrusts.
He placed his thumb on my clit to maximize the satisfaction. Drawing figure-eights there, I was so close to orgasm again.
“C’mon” he encouraged me.
I felt my center pulsing, legs trembling and with one last thrust he pushed me over the edge. I shut my eyes and pulled at the sheets.I tried to catch my breath as a scream left my lips. My entire body shaking from he orgasm, that just ran through body
He didn’t stop his movements, just kept going, but with a really slow pace. I opened my eyes when I felt two swollen lips on mine. His tongue tasting mine as I still was coming down from my high.
I broke the kiss and whined a simple ‘more’ to him. He gladly picked up the pace a little, now also searching for his own release.
He rested his forehead on mine as sweat ran down his face. His length filling me up perfectly. Thrusting in and out. Again and again.
It didn’t take long before the now familiar knot in my stomach started to form, for the third time tonight.
“Feels so good” I whimpered.
“So fuckin’ good” he blurted. “I’m really close” he continued, picking up his pace.
Now going so deep that it wouldn’t take long for me either. His cock hit my special spot again and made me moan.
“Don’t stop… Right there.”
Our lips joined again, my fingers in his messy hair. I started to leave open mouth kisses to his jaw and under his ear. That made him groan in pure pleasure and I had the feeling he was close. That was good news since I was too.
My legs began to tremble as the knot became too overpowering and the orgasm flushed through me once again accompanied with a loud scream.
When I was coming down from my high I realised his warm fluid had filled me entirely. His groan got buried by my moans as we both panted for breath.
He laid his forehead on mine again and looked straight into my eyes. I kept my legs around him forcing him to stay inside me all the while he grew soft.
It took us both a minute to fully calm down and steady our breaths. We both had these idiotically wide smiles as we looked at each other.
“I” he started and placed a kiss to my forehead “love” now a kiss to my nose “you” and finally a kiss to my lips.
He honestly made me so happy. He was worth all the paparazzi and the waiting while he was gone.
“God it feels so good to say that” he admitted.
I smiled “well I love you too mister.”
“Actually even better to hear ya say it” he corrected.
After a few minutes and a few more kisses I let him pull out of me and roll next to me. I turned myself to him and he grapped me by my waist.
We laid there for a while when I sat up and I had a plan of taking a shower. As I started to climb out of bed I felt two strong hands pull me back. My back against his chest, arms tightly around my waist, not letting go.
“Where ya think ya’re goin’, huh?” He whispered into my ear.
“Shower, I feel all sweaty and gross” I sighed.
“No way” he said “I won’t let ya” attacking my neck with kisses and tickling me by the waist.
“Stooop” I whined and laughed. I tried to jiggle out of his grip, but he was too strong. He stopped but didn’t let go.
It felt so comfortable, so natural. I turned my head over my shoulder so I could see him. “Fine, you win” I smiled and kissed the corner of his mouth.
“But I’m goin’ to do that first thing in the mornin’.”
“Good” he smirked “then I can join ya.”
I turned to face him his hands behind my back. “Is that so?” I asked with a questioning look “and what if I won’t let ya” I said and poked his nose with mine.
He looked at me all serious “then I’m gonna giggle ya until ya do” failing to keep a straight face he smiled.
“Oh yeah? Be my guest” I challenged.
Before I even could even properly finish his fingers dug into my skin and loud screams and laughs came from my lips. I tried to escape and swifted on my back, but he came on top of me and continued.
“Okay okay, you..win…I..can’t…breathe” I said in between laughs and heavy breathing.
Then he stopped and pinned my hands to my sides so I couldn’t move.
”That’s what I thought” he chuckled and lowered himself to kiss my lips.
Then he rolled next to me and I laid my head on his shoulder. “I wasn’t kiddin’ ‘bout that shower tho” he said and looked at me waiting for an permission.
”Hmm, I think I gotta give this some thinkin’” I said playfully, putting a thoughtful expression on my face “I guess it depends on how you behave ‘til then” I said.
”Oh” he said and put his hands around my waist again. “Well” he started and kissed my jaw “I think” continuing his way to my neck “that I could” sucking on the skin below my ear “persuade you” he whispered.
I giggled when he blew air in to my ear. “Yeah I think so too, you can be quite persuasive” I admitted and kissed his lips when he lifted his head.
”So can you babe, considerin’ what we did tonight” he smirked. “Which was incredible by the way” he continued smiling, but then he froze “How ‘bout you? I didn’t hurt you or anythin’?”
“I think my orgasms give you the answer” I laughed ” and no you did not hurt me. Niall you really think I wouldn’t have told you if did?” I asked.
”Just makin’ sure everything is perfect with my princess” he smiled proudly.
“Well everything is perfect, Ni” I said and pressed a quick kiss to his lips “but I’m exhausted so good night, babe” I continued and already switched off the light and started to turn around so we could spoon when his hands turned me back again.
“Wha-”
I was cut off by his lips. He gave me a long wet, passioned kiss and when I pulled away he bit my bottom lip a bit before letting go of it.
His kiss was full of passion, full of love. Just the way I liked them.
”What was that f-“
“That was a good night’s kiss” he groaned “unlike the one you gave” he continued.
“Mm it was a good one” i mumbled. Then i turned in his grip and became the little spoon. He tucked us a little better under the cover and brought his right hand over my waist, to my stomach, protecting me.
He was the perfect big spoon. Our legs played with each other a little and his fingers grazing my skin.
His heavy breathing on my neck when he spoke “good night (y/n) ” and kissed my neck. “And thank you once more for an absolutely perfect night, in every single way.”
I blushed like crazy at his words, good thing he couldn’t see me. “You are so welcommed. Good night, Ni.”Then I closed my eyes.
“I love you” was the last thing I heard him mumbling to my ear.
He shufled a bit to get a better position and then his breathing started to drift me to sleep.
“I love you too” I whispered.
I don’ even know if he was still awake or not, but I didn’t care. I was going to tell him again in the morning.
I did feel as if he smiled against my skin, though.
His hand pulled me a bit closer to him as his grip on me thightened. It was making sure I didn’t go anywhere, although it didn’t have to. I wasn’t going amywhere.
“This was a perfect night, thank you” Niall said as I shut the light from my bathroom and walked into my bedroom.
I was in my cute pyjama top and panties, while he was only in his white boxers waiting for me under the covers. He was watching some old football game that came as a rerun.
This wasn’t the first time he was going to stay the night at my place. He had been here a few times before and I had been at his place.
We had been together for little over two months now, but still hadn’t had sex. We, well especially me, wanted to take things slow.
One of the reasons why, was because I had only had sex once before and the memories from that weren’t that pleasent. My first time was really awkward and when I got dumped pretty quick after, so it only made me feel ten times worse.
I know with Niall it’s going to be completely different, but I’m still really nervous. I know he wants to do it, but he wants to give me all the time I need. Right now I feel like I’ve thought this through and I was ready.
I walked over to my side of the bed and climbed next to him. He kept the cover open for me and welcomed me in. He switched the tv off as I cuddled his side.
Now the only dim light in the room coming from the lamp I had on my bedside table. I laid my head on his shoulder and threw one hand over his waist.
He reached down and placed his hand on my back, stroking gently up and down my spine. Our legs played with each other as his warmed my colder ones.
“You’re welcome babe” I smiled as I turned my head a little to see that beautiful face of his.
He reached down to place a gentle peck on my lips and continued “really, the food was amazing, the movie and you of course.”
He made me smile, giving me confidence for what might soon happen. “I enjoyed our evening too. A lot to be honest” I said as I played with his chest hair a little.
Dating Niall wasn’t always easy. With him being away so much and being really busy a lot of the time, we hadn’t had the time to see each other as often as we would have wanted to.
That was one of the reasons I was hesitant to let him in in the first place. That and the fans, the spotlight and all the overwhelming aspects of him being famous. But I’m really glad I did, he has already proven that many times. Tonight being an excellent example, him being the gentleman he is all night.
So, even though our relationship is still pretty new, having not made it even public yet because we decided it was the best for our relationship, and we are figuring things out, it feels right. And that’s how I know I’m ready.
“I guess it’s time for sleep, huh?” he said after a few minutes had passed in a soothing silence. I was just so relaxed in his arms.
I didn’t reply to him. I just lifted my gaze to his eyes and stared at them for a bit. I lifted my hand to his cheek and leaned in and kissed his lips. He was only going for a peck but soon realised that I wanted more. He gladly opened his mouth to me and I slipped my tongue in after a few kisses. He was definitely surprised, but I didn’t see him wanting me to stop either.
After awhile things were getting heated. My one hand was in his blond hair as his were on my waist. I started to feel him getting slightly hard against my thigh and that was when he pulled away.
“What’s all this for-“
I cut him off by saying “what if I’m not tired yet?”
“What do you mean?” He had a confused expression on his face.
“I might wanna do somethin’ else than sleep” I said quirking an eyebrow at him.
“I have a feeling that I know what you mean, but are you sure?” He asked with an unsure tone.
“You don’t want to?” I said taken aback by his words.
“Hey, hey didn’t mean it like that. ‘course I wanna, ’s just I wanna make sure that you really do too. That you’re not rushin’ into this because of me. I can totally wait” he explained.
“Oh” he scared me there for a second. “Well I really do want to. Been thinkin’ about it for awhile now. I know I’m safe with you, although I’m really nervous. A good nervous, tho. And I have done it once before, even though that was more than a year ago. And I feel like I’m ready and -”
My rambling was cut short by his lips on mine again. The best way to shut me up, apparently. His kisses were now much slower, full of passion and emotion. That was all the confirmation I needed.
I moved my left leg over his waist so I was straddling him, our lips never parting. I placed both of my hands in his hair as his grabbed my bum. I felt him growing beneath me, making me wet.
I pulled back for a second, totally out of breath. This was really happening. He brought his hands to my waist as he looked at me with those gorgeous blue eyes.
My heart was beating really fast and all I could do was smile. He returned it, taking away the slight hint of worry away from his eyes, that my sudden pulling away had caused.
“You are so beautiful, you know that?” He said also out of breath.
I smiled even wider at his words. The way he looked at me took a little of my nervousness away and I leaned down close to him again. He attached his lips to my jaw, making his way down to my neck.
I played with his locks as his fingers reached to the hem of my top. He started to yank it off as his lips left my skin for a second. He searched my eyes for permission, I nodded. I lifted my arms over my head and he pulled the soft material off, throwing it to the floor.
I sat up as he took a moment to appreciate the view of my breasts. His hands slowly tracing my body and cupping them in both of his hands. His actions made me shy even though he had seen them before. But this time it was diferent. I mean we have done stuff together before, but haven’t gone past him fingering me.
He saw my nervousness and also sat up. Our bare chests now flush against each other as he concentrated his eyes on mine again.
I connected my arms around his shoulders and relaxed a bit. He moved his all over my chest, fingertips slightly sweaty.
He then lowered his mouth on my left nipple, taking it in. He sucked on it a bit, making it hard. A soft moan broke my lips as my hands got lost in his hair. He kissed his way across the valley of my breasts and did the same to my right nipple.
With open mouth kisses his lips made their way to my neck. Licking the soft spot under my ear and then continuing to my jaw, my nose and finally my lips. Kisses so delicate, slow and sweet that I felt my core heating more and more by the second.
Niall took matters into his own hands and slowly rolled us over, so I was laying on my back in the soft matress. My head plopped on the pillows as he reached over and placed the duvet lightly on top of us.
I bent my knees as he settled himself between my legs, his hands on either side of me, holding his weight. I connected my hands behind his neck, only to pull him close again.
He lowered himself on his elbows, our fronts flushed together. His left hand now gently caressing my cheek, thumb sweeping along my bottom lip. He looked me in the eyes and at that moment it was like the world stopped turning. There was nothing else in this world that mattered more than me and him. That freaked me out a bit.
My breath unsteady, heart almost beating through my chest and hands a bit shaky. He noticed all of it and worry started to fill his eyes. “You okay there?” He said with the softest voice possible.
“Yeah” I smiled, although for some reason I was almost shaking. I wanted this so much, but at the same time my insecurities were weighing me down.
Niall’s face told me he didn’t believe me. “(Y/N) seriously, what’s wrong?”
“’M fine, really, it’s just, I’m sorta excited and terrified of this at the same time” I explained.
“Why are ya terrified of this?”
“‘Cuz, I just…I feel…like..well I fear you leaving me like you know who did. And this is like a really big deal for me and you know” I rambled.
“I don’t to be honest” he laughed. Then his face turned serious. “Hear me out okay, I am not goin’ anywhere. I would be out of my mind if I would. We’ve talked about this. Ya hav’ta start believing me soon. Ya’re the first person to have made me feel this way in a really long time.
You promise? That you won’t leave” I whispered.
“I promise. For god’s sakes..I.I.love ya so why would I leave?” His face froze as he realised what he had just said.
“You do?” I said in disbelief with a quite whisper.
“Yes” taking a long breath before continuing “I love you, okay, and I would never ever ever do anything to hurt ya, you understand me?”
Silence filled the room. I couldn’t believe my ears. He had just given me that last bit of reassurance I needed for this. Those three words I have wanted to hear. He was really in this for real. That made me so happy since I definitely was. His face was emotionless, waiting for my reaction, when I realised I had been quiet for awhile.
All I could do was smile. The widest smile I had ever smiled, as a single tear rolled down my cheek. “I love you too.”
That’s when a huge smile plastered on his face as well. “You do?”
“Yes I do.” I smiled.
“Ya know, we still don’t have to do this. Not if you aren’t ready yet.” He said while gently running his hand in my hair.
”Oh shut up already” I giggled. “You hear me out now, I wanna do this now. I’m ready. It’s perfect.”
“You are perfect” he said as he laid a small kiss on the tip of my nose and I let out a small giggle.
With those words I pushed his lips on mine. They molded into one another as a silent moan escaped my lips.
My fingertips touching every part of him possible, while our tongues tasted each other. His right hand started to run down my side, goosebumps erupting along its way.
His fingers reached my bum, giving it a slight squeeze. Then they found their way to my stomach. His fingers were about to enter my panties as he broke our kiss.
“Can I?” He asked.
I only nodded shyly and bucked my hips against his hand when a moan left my lips. He slowly entered his fingers into my panties his eyes still glued to me. He gently stroke his fingers along my slit, eyes widening as he felt how wet I was.
A smug smirk came on his face as he said “ya weren’t lying ‘bout wantin’ it.”
“Well your fault” I blushed and hid my face in my hands.
“Well I’m glad to take the burden” he chuckled.
His thumb started to press circles to my clit, sending waves of pleasure all over my body.
He attached his lips on mine again as I locked my hands behind his neck.
Those guitar player’s fingers made me whimper. He pulled his mouth away to look at me while I was a mess of pleasure.Then his lips started to make their way to my neck, my breasts and then my stomach.
He took his hand from my knickers, placing both of them to my waist. He gave my belly button a small lick, which made me giggle again.
He continued his journey down, shuffling himself further to the end of the bed, so his face aligned with my center. I could only see his face from under the cover and he was the cutest thing I had ever seen.
His index fingers hooked inside the waistline of my panties, when he raised his gaze to me. “I still can?” He asked with a smirk appearing on the corner of his mouth.
A moan escaped my lips as I pushed my hips towards him. “Fuck you Ni, I think you know.”
He laughed a victorious laugh as his eyes dropped to my center. He placed a little kiss to the tiny silky white bow on my panties. I lifted myself a little so he could pull them off of me.
Now I was completely naked before him. Nerves started to kick in again and a million thoughts ran through my mind. He took my hands in his intertwining all our fingers together. He gave them a firm squeeze letting me know, there was absolutely nothing to worry about.
I shuffled a bit on the bed to make me my position more comfortable. “Relax, babe” He calmed me again with his words and actions and my center was now soaking for his attention.
He fogused his eyes between my legs and started to leave tiny kisses on the insides of my thighs, gently. Taking his time, going slow. Getting closer to where I wanted his lips to be.
My silent whines and his heavy breathing the only audible sounds in the room. Finally his lips reached my pubic bone. He licked a long lick all the way across my slit. A moan abrupted my lips as I squeezed his hands in mine tighter.
He brought his mouth to my clit, taking it gently in his mouth. The feeling of his mouth on me so pleasurable that I didn’t know what to do. He gently sucked my clit as I loosened my hands from his as they automatically found their way into his hair.
Now that his hands were free, his right one grapped my thigh to keep me in place. Then he parted his mouth from my skin, only to wet two of his fingers.
Then his swollen pink lips found my also swollen clitoris again. I grapped at his hair letting him know how good it felt. He increased the pleasure by entering one of his fingers slowly inside me. That was when a whining moan left my lips. His mouth working, licking and sucking all over and his finger pumping in and out of me, slowly, sending shivers through my body.
“Oh my god… feels so good” I whispered.
That gave him the knowledge of not hurting me and he curved his finger inside me as he groaned, concentrated to get me off.
My hands gripping the sheets as I felt another finger push itself inside.
“Don’t.. stop”
The satisfaction so intense, I started to feel my stomach glench and my orgasm building.“Ni…I.I..I think..’m gonna…”
Was all I could get out between breathes.That only made him work harder and harder. His tongue doing miracles as his fingers hit that special spot of mine. Few more strikes of his tongue and thrusts of his fingers as the feeling overpowered me.
My legs trembling, I shut my eyes as tight as I could, the orgasm flooding through me “Oh my god, Niall!” I whined.
His fingers pulled out, only to let his mouth cleaning up my juices. “You’re so wet babe. And ya taste so good.”
I kept quiet, because the orgasm ripped so intensely through my body that for a few seconds I couldn’t do anything.
When I came down from the high I felt a couple more soft kisses being placed on my sensitive spot. My breathing still heavy, I panted as he climbed between my legs again, replacing the duvet better. Hovering over me, there was a stupid smirk on his face that told me how proud he was of himself. Proud of the reaction he got out of me. That prick.
I blushed and turned my face away from him, when he looked at me in the eyes. I moved my legs so they were on top of the back of his thighs.
He pressed his front on mine and I felt his hardness through his boxers, telling me how bad he wanted this. It was agonizingly close to my center and all I wanted now was to make him feel just as good as he made me.
I was still a little flustered, breathing heavy. When I turned my face to his again after awhile, he was already staring at me. His expression soft, while he placed a peck to my nose. Something Niall knew I loved and he loved doing. He said I was adorable when I scrunched my face a bit when he did so.
When he lifted his head he spoke “did ya just cum babe?” Still a bit of a smirk showing.
“You just have to do that, don’t you” I said as I slapped his shoulder a little. “Always teasin’ me”
He just smiled, he knew I actually liked it. “Well did ya? Did I make ya cum?”
“Yeah you did okay, happy now” I admitted.
“I’m really happy, especially if you are and-”
I cut him off “I am, and you don’t even have to ask. Yes Ni, I am still sure about this.”
With those words I brought my hands to either sides of his face, he looked at me and nodded “good.”
Then I pulled him down and kissed him. Once again our lips together, tasting each other. His right hand went along my side and came up in breasts. Gently caressing them in his palm, our breathes getting heavy again.
I started to slide my hands down his chest, towards his boxers. I hooked my thumbs in, pulled them down a little and then let go. The waistband bouncing back to his skin.
I traced the outline of him with my fingers when his groan broke our kiss. I put my other hand in his briefs now and took his length in my hand. I started to slowly pump up and down, my eyes locked to his. He close the gap between us with his lips, resting on his elbows. I started to pump a bit faster, spreading the precum all over.
“Jesus christ (Y/N)” he whined as he got away from my grip.
I giggled in confusion but he gave me an explanation when I saw him take his boxers off. After he threw them to the floor somewhere, he slid himself between my legs again.
I helped him pull the duvet back over his back. He rested above me, his hard shaft teasing my entrance.
He lowered himself to his elbows again, our fronts combined. He aligned himself ready as I wrapped my legs around his torso and locked my ankles.
“Say if I’m hurtin’ ya, okay” he spoke.
“Mmhm” I mumbled, not able to wait much longer.
He gave my lips a smooch and then started to slowly thrust himself to my entrance. I grapped his biceps as the tip started to push itself in. A long moan leaving my lips at his movement.When he was fully in he came to a stop. He gave me time to adjust to this new feeling.
My thoughts all concentrated in the way he was streching me. The pleasure he was giving me was unreal.
“Babe” I said to get him lock eyes with me. “You can move now, it’s all good.”
He didn’t answer. He just connected our lips once and I felt him thrusting slowly and gently in and out of me.
“Oh my god” I breathed.
“I know, ya’re so tight” he groaned “feels amazin’.”
I wrapped my legs tighter around him as the pleasure increased. He attached his lips to my neck, leaving kisses, licks and red marks on his way. As his cock hit my g-spot a loud whimper came out my mouth. That made him quicken his pace.
“Right there….please Ni…..I’m so close” I whispered in between his thrusts.
He placed his thumb on my clit to maximize the satisfaction. Drawing figure-eights there, I was so close to orgasm again.
“C’mon” he encouraged me.
I felt my center pulsing, legs trembling and with one last thrust he pushed me over the edge. I shut my eyes and pulled at the sheets.I tried to catch my breath as a scream left my lips. My entire body shaking from he orgasm, that just ran through body
He didn’t stop his movements, just kept going, but with a really slow pace. I opened my eyes when I felt two swollen lips on mine. His tongue tasting mine as I still was coming down from my high.
I broke the kiss and whined a simple ‘more’ to him. He gladly picked up the pace a little, now also searching for his own release.
He rested his forehead on mine as sweat ran down his face. His length filling me up perfectly. Thrusting in and out. Again and again.
It didn’t take long before the now familiar knot in my stomach started to form, for the third time tonight.
“Feels so good” I whimpered.
“So fuckin’ good” he blurted. “I’m really close” he continued, picking up his pace.
Now going so deep that it wouldn’t take long for me either. His cock hit my special spot again and made me moan.
“Don’t stop… Right there.”
Our lips joined again, my fingers in his messy hair. I started to leave open mouth kisses to his jaw and under his ear. That made him groan in pure pleasure and I had the feeling he was close. That was good news since I was too.
My legs began to tremble as the knot became too overpowering and the orgasm flushed through me once again accompanied with a loud scream.
When I was coming down from my high I realised his warm fluid had filled me entirely. His groan got buried by my moans as we both panted for breath.
He laid his forehead on mine again and looked straight into my eyes. I kept my legs around him forcing him to stay inside me all the while he grew soft.
It took us both a minute to fully calm down and steady our breaths. We both had these idiotically wide smiles as we looked at each other.
“I” he started and placed a kiss to my forehead “love” now a kiss to my nose “you” and finally a kiss to my lips.
He honestly made me so happy. He was worth all the paparazzi and the waiting while he was gone.
“God it feels so good to say that” he admitted.
I smiled “well I love you too mister.”
“Actually even better to hear ya say it” he corrected.
After a few minutes and a few more kisses I let him pull out of me and roll next to me. I turned myself to him and he grapped me by my waist.
We laid there for a while when I sat up and I had a plan of taking a shower. As I started to climb out of bed I felt two strong hands pull me back. My back against his chest, arms tightly around my waist, not letting go.
“Where ya think ya’re goin’, huh?” He whispered into my ear.
“Shower, I feel all sweaty and gross” I sighed.
“No way” he said “I won’t let ya” attacking my neck with kisses and tickling me by the waist.
“Stooop” I whined and laughed. I tried to jiggle out of his grip, but he was too strong. He stopped but didn’t let go.
It felt so comfortable, so natural. I turned my head over my shoulder so I could see him. “Fine, you win” I smiled and kissed the corner of his mouth.
“But I’m goin’ to do that first thing in the mornin’.”
“Good” he smirked “then I can join ya.”
I turned to face him his hands behind my back. “Is that so?” I asked with a questioning look “and what if I won’t let ya” I said and poked his nose with mine.
He looked at me all serious “then I’m gonna giggle ya until ya do” failing to keep a straight face he smiled.
“Oh yeah? Be my guest” I challenged.
Before I even could even properly finish his fingers dug into my skin and loud screams and laughs came from my lips. I tried to escape and swifted on my back, but he came on top of me and continued.
“Okay okay, you..win…I..can’t…breathe” I said in between laughs and heavy breathing.
Then he stopped and pinned my hands to my sides so I couldn’t move.
”That’s what I thought” he chuckled and lowered himself to kiss my lips.
Then he rolled next to me and I laid my head on his shoulder. “I wasn’t kiddin’ ‘bout that shower tho” he said and looked at me waiting for an permission.
”Hmm, I think I gotta give this some thinkin’” I said playfully, putting a thoughtful expression on my face “I guess it depends on how you behave ‘til then” I said.
”Oh” he said and put his hands around my waist again. “Well” he started and kissed my jaw “I think” continuing his way to my neck “that I could” sucking on the skin below my ear “persuade you” he whispered.
I giggled when he blew air in to my ear. “Yeah I think so too, you can be quite persuasive” I admitted and kissed his lips when he lifted his head.
”So can you babe, considerin’ what we did tonight” he smirked. “Which was incredible by the way” he continued smiling, but then he froze “How ‘bout you? I didn’t hurt you or anythin’?”
“I think my orgasms give you the answer” I laughed ” and no you did not hurt me. Niall you really think I wouldn’t have told you if did?” I asked.
”Just makin’ sure everything is perfect with my princess” he smiled proudly.
“Well everything is perfect, Ni” I said and pressed a quick kiss to his lips “but I’m exhausted so good night, babe” I continued and already switched off the light and started to turn around so we could spoon when his hands turned me back again.
“Wha-”
I was cut off by his lips. He gave me a long wet, passioned kiss and when I pulled away he bit my bottom lip a bit before letting go of it.
His kiss was full of passion, full of love. Just the way I liked them.
”What was that f-“
“That was a good night’s kiss” he groaned “unlike the one you gave” he continued.
“Mm it was a good one” i mumbled. Then i turned in his grip and became the little spoon. He tucked us a little better under the cover and brought his right hand over my waist, to my stomach, protecting me.
He was the perfect big spoon. Our legs played with each other a little and his fingers grazing my skin.
His heavy breathing on my neck when he spoke “good night (y/n) ” and kissed my neck. “And thank you once more for an absolutely perfect night, in every single way.”
I blushed like crazy at his words, good thing he couldn’t see me. “You are so welcommed. Good night, Ni.”Then I closed my eyes.
“I love you” was the last thing I heard him mumbling to my ear.
He shufled a bit to get a better position and then his breathing started to drift me to sleep.
“I love you too” I whispered.
I don’ even know if he was still awake or not, but I didn’t care. I was going to tell him again in the morning.
I did feel as if he smiled against my skin, though.
His hand pulled me a bit closer to him as his grip on me thightened. It was making sure I didn’t go anywhere, although it didn’t have to. I wasn’t going amywhere.
These are amazing!!!
9/25/16