Pity Party

His back muscles take more shape every time he flexes. I moan at the sight of him, with my mouth wide open. He puts his shorts on and shirt as well with his knee high footy socks. He bends over so I can see his bum and I moan again as I stare at him more. He gets up, walks up behind me and whispers into my ear "daddy will get his dolly real soon" he grinds into me multiple times. He is so amazing. He stops his movements before we hear David say "Okay guys I'm ready for football practice." He grabs his cleats and tosses them on the chair. "Okay mate, grab your snack and water bottle, you will be needing all of your energy." Harry says as he kisses my lips softly.
"My eyes! Stop doing that in front of me!" David screams and to that I giggle and kiss him two more times. "You will have to get used to it boii" I laugh as I grab him into a big hug and let him run off to the back yard. "You will be needing all your energy baby doll." Harry says and winks at me as he walks out. My breath hitches as I whip up my fruit snack. What's that supposed to mean? Fùck he is going to get back at me. Fùck fùck fùck! No that's what you're going to say when he puts his di- I shut my mental conscious up.
Damn it, I'm fùcked. Literally. As I was about to take a bite of my fruit the doorbell rings. That must be James I say and walk to the door. Hope Harry won't burst. I open the door and see James there with his cello on his back. "Hey cupcake." He smiles as he walks in. "Hello James." I close the door and told him to take his shoes off at the door. Gemma, why does he keep calling me that? Why? You only called me that. It's crazy tho, how I barely remember so little about you. We were so close yet I can barely remember your name.
I know him Melanie, remember please remember, help me Mel.
"What was that James?" I say and look at him weirdly. "I didn't say anything Mel, are you okay?" He says as he comes up and hugs me briefly. I swore I heard Gemma say something but maybe I'm going crazy, well more than I already am.

"Uh yeah, I'm fine, just a little light headed I guess. Here go put your cello up stairs and meet me in the kitchen. "Okay, uh which is your room and where is the kitchen." He chuckles and points to the massive house. "Oh uh yeah, you got to go up these stairs take the hall take a left and you'll see another staircase take them take a left and you will see 3 doors mine is the one that has unicorn glitter sticker with my name on it." I tell him the directions like it was an amusement park.
"Of course I will remember that and the kitchen?" He chuckles out. "Okay this is easy just take this hall and turn into the living room and head down to the other hall and take a right then a left another right then go through straight and a left and a right then you be there. I say and point. He looks at me with a okay I'm going to get lost face. "I'm joking James just take this hall and a left. And you will see me." I laugh and walk to the kitchen telling him to go up.
JAMES POV
I finally found Melanie's bedroom I took a right instead of a left. She has a gigantic house. As I walk in I hear laughing. I put my instrument down and walked to the window. Harry and I'm guessing her brother were playing soccer in the back. I wonder why Harry don't mind me being here. We haven't talked to each other since the incident.
I was walking out but before I did, something caught my eye. I look to her clean sparkly desk and see a purple picture frame with Melanie, Harry, Niall, Lilly, and Gemma in a picture at the Galveston beach. I felt happy as I looked at Gemma smiling and her being happy. Then my heart sank I wish I wasn't so stupid. I wish she was still here. "I miss you Gemma" I push the picture to my lips. The memory flashed before my eyes and tears start falling down my cheeks.
*FLASHBACK*
"Babe, are we going to the movies, mini golfing or with the boys to play video games" Gemma said as she kissed my lips passionately. I'm going to miss her so much. Why does this have to happen? "I have to tell you something Gem." I look at her with slight tears in my eyes. "What's wrong James? She hugs me tightly and I start crying more.
She will hate me forever, but maybe if I explain she'll understand. "I think we should break up" she pulls away fast and looks at me. She starts looking to the ground. There was a long silent before she spoke. "I knew it was to good to be true, after two years with you. After everything we've been through you're just leaving? Just like everyone else in my life." She starts crying hard. I start walking closer to her."Babe I'm so sorry, I lov-" she cuts me off.
"Don't fùckn touch me, don't call me babe, and don't fùckn say you love me because it all was a lie." She screams and pushes me. I stumble back. "Babe everything was real, just hear me out. A girl threatened me if I didn't break up with you, she would go after Hannah. Hannah is barely getting into high school, I need her safe, so please let me explain it all. I still want to be with you. I fùcking love you. We just have to stay quiet for a little." I say and try and hold her.
"Your a fucking liar, you just used me for sex, and now you're bringing your little sister into this. Your beyond low. Just tell me the truth, you hate me because I'm ugly and fat. I actually thought someone loved me for once, but thank you for showing me the true colors. Forever goodbye James" She starts running off. Tears spilled out of my eyes. She thinks she is ugly and fat, she is fùcking beautiful. I need to explain everything to her.
"Gemma wait, It is for Hannah, please let me explain!" I yell out but she runs faster. That was the last time I saw her. Crying and broken hearted. I was planning on going over the next day to explain everything but there was no use. The police called me stating she took her life and that's when I hit rock bottom. Her parents really took it hard, wanted to sue me. Harry hated me and wanted to kill me but honestly it didn't matter. I hated myself already. I just wanted Hannah safe, I never meant for Gemma to feel so low. I couldn't handle it all.
So I changed to dark clothes, self harm, isolated myself from the outside world and not talking to anyone. Started thinking suicide was the best answer for my problems I even stopped eating for months, it was all my fault. Hannah had the happy life, I had the sad one, and Gemma was gone. If I just explained myself faster. Gemma would still be alive. She was my light, my world, my everything. I swore revenge on the girl that made me do that to her. She will pay for what she did to my Gemma. She will rue the day, I promise it.
*END FLASHBACK*
"If you just listened Gemma, you would still be here in my arms and you would have been my wife." I sniffle and head to the kitchen. Mel tried asking me if I was okay and I just kept saying I was. Honestly all I wanted to do was cut myself and just die right here right now.
MELANIE POV
I knew something was wrong with James but he kept saying no he was fine. So I stopped prying at him for now. "So he doesn't mind me here Mel" James says as he plays a couple of strings to Crystalize. "Well, he doesn't know you're here exactly." I say under my breath. "What Melanie, why didn't you tell him!?" He panics and chokes on air. "He told me to stay away from you, but I can tell you're a good person." I slightly smile and offer him a bottle water from my mini fridge. He takes it and takes a sip.
"Melanie if he find us in here alone and the door closed he will think we you know-" I cut him off. "James not to be rude or anything but I wouldn't do that, with a person I met yesterday. I'll just open the door and everything will be fine." I open the door and see David and Harry walking up the stairs. Okay well there practice was really fast only an hour? "Give me a minute James." He nods and I walk out to the boys. "What the hell? Y'all look like you got rained on" I start laughing at the two boys who are drenched.
"We did." They both chuckle out. "It started raining as I was going to shoot the winning point." David says confidentiality. "You wish, I could have had that. Harry crosses his arms like a four year old. "Okay well you guys get cleaned up and I'll tell James to leave so I can make dinner." I say and tried to sprint for my room. David walked off fast but Harry didn't. Fuck! He grabbed my wrist and yanked me back. I yelped in pain.
"What the fuck is James doing here Melanie, I told you to stay away." He growled at me and I started crying, not because he yelled at me but because there was blood all over on my sleeve. My cuts busted. I started getting woozy. What's going on Mel? It's just blood. You've seen it before. Melanie pull yourself together. "Melanie answer me now!" He shouted.
"H-Harry" I pointed to my arm. "Melanie what the hell are you pointing at!?" That's when he gasped, "you grabbed my wrist to hard." I wobble to the bathroom and looked for the safe aid kit. I found it and pulled up my sleeve. Harry's hand left an imprint, that will most likely leave a huge bruise tomorrow. Melanie you can do this. Breath in, breath out, breath in, breath out. I continue to do my breathing and wrap my arm up with medical bandages.
"Baby I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you." He says and squeezes me firmly. "It's fine Harry, it's my fault. I didn't tell you James was here to finish our music project." I say and hug Harry. "I'll tell him to leave so I can make dinner." I get up and walk to my room but my room was empty. I go over to my bed and a note was left.
I heard Harry yell, I'm sorry I caused you trouble. We can stop our partner project and go back to not talking, Sorry for the the mess I made between you guys :(
James Malik
P.S. thanks for trying to be my friend, it means a lot to me

Fuck! Now he won't even talk to me! Fuck I hate my life! Kill me now!! I pace around the room. "Babe, I'm sorry." Harry comes over and grabs my waist. "It's fine Harry." My anxiety attack suddenly starts fading. "Babe, please say you forgive me." He kisses my cheek. "I forgive you Harold." I say and walk to my closet. Harry starts walking towards the bed to sit but I stopped him before he could. "Get out of your wet clothes before getting on my bed." I say and mentally stable myself for how dirty it sounded.
"Even after we fight, my baby doll wants some of this." He humps the air and walks out to take his shower. I laugh more than I thought I would. Harry is something else but I love him. I quickly change to blue pajama bottoms and a pink long sleeve. I lay down on my bed and let loose. Five minutes pass and I am just laying down wondering in my thoughts. Well what am I going to make for dinner because I'm sure my parents won't be back til midnight. "David?" I yell out, he immediately runs into my room and jumps on top of me.
"You little bitch, you squished me" I laughed and pulled him over so he was laying next to me. "Hey not my fault, you called me" he nudges my arm. "I want to know what I should make for dinner." I say and look up at the ceiling. "you could make homemade pizza for me." He says and pleads that I do so. "Harry will be leaving and that will take me forever" I say. "That means you should start now." He kicks me off the bed and sprints for the hall.
"David I'm going to kill you, you little twat." I run as fast as I can into the hall but bump into Harry and take him down. "Whoops. Sorry" I laugh and try and pick myself up but Harry pulls me down. "You're a fùckn tease Melanie." He rids his hips into me. "Not now Harold. David will catch us." I rid my hips into him and get up. He quickly gets up and pins me to the wall. "Fine but when lights our out, your mine." He kisses me and David runs out. "Seriously! Stoooop!" He groans out. "Sorry mate, you just choose horrible times to pop up." Harry says and laughs. "Sorry David, I'll get our pizza started." I laugh out and head to the kitchen.

Notes

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