Not gonna happen

Zayn’s POV
“If it is meant to be then it’ll happen” Perrie tried to comfort me. I’ll admit, her voice was soothing. I like hanging out with her, it is comfortable and familiar and…and I sound like a love sick puppy or some shit. But at the moment I just want to hear Jessie’s voice. I told her in a voice mail to call me since she isn’t answering and I am hoping that the reason behind that is her phone is broken but Hayley was talking to her yesterday so I know that she is avoiding me.
“Yeah! Your right. Well I should probably get going. Thanks Perrie” I sniffed. Okay, yes I had been crying but I really miss Jessie. I think my man card should be officially revoked. I don’t even know why she is avoiding me. Yes, I ditched her to hang with Perrie but I don’t like Perrie. I know this will sound like an excuse but Perrie’s dog died.
After we broke up, I bought her that dog because she wasn’t doing so well and was kind of lonely. She and the dog that I named Winkle (Winkle. Get it? Perrie and Winkle. Well, I thought it was funny) became really close, but Winkle was hit by a car and since I bought the dog I wanted to come say goodbye. I really liked Winkle. That is why I left Jessie, but looking back now I shouldn’t have lied. I should have told her the truth but I got so caught up in the moment.
“Love, you can’t drive in this state. Let me take you home” Perrie cooed, running a hand through my hair. I smiled
“Thanks”
“Your welcome” she chirped, getting up and grabbing her car keys and jacket.
“Let’s go” she smiled, holding the door open for me.

I got out to the car, thanking Perrie once again before shutting the door. I turned around once she drove away and saw Jessie sitting on my front porch.
“Jessie” I smiled, running over to give her a hug but she put her hand up in front of her, hitting my chest and making me stop.

Jessie’s POV
“Why were you with that skank again?” I yelled. I am thinking that he is cheating more and more by the minute.
“Again? What do you mean, again” he asked acting all confused.
“I saw your fucking phone Zayn. I am not stupid! You went to see her” I spat
“Why don’t we go inside?” He offered, looking at the neighbours who were looking at us but I didn’t give a damn
“No fucking way am I going in that house ever again” I shouted. “You are always with her”
“Because she is my fucking friend Jess. When are you going to stop playing the stupid bitchy jealous girlfriend role that you do so well and see that?” Zayn yelled back at me, getting all up in my face.
“Well, how about when you stop being the fucking cheating, lying, man-whore turd that I used to call my boyfriend!!” his angry, intimidating stare dropped.
“Used?” he asked just above a whisper. I swear if I wasn’t standing next to him, I wouldn’t have been able to hear him.
“Yes! Used! That’s what I said, isn’t it? I wouldn’t remember because I’m too busy rehearsing my lines for my part as the stupid bitchy jealous girlfriend!” I mimicked him.
“So were over?” his voice cracked and he was on the verge of tears.
“Yes Zayn, were over. But have fun with Perrie”

Hayley’s POV
Cassie is leaving for NYC in exactly two days. I am excited and at the same time devastated, we have been friends for so long. And yeah I got the guys but they won’t go with me to get my nails done or my hair done or listen to my girly problems then eat ice-cream with me while watching Brad Pitt movies. And yeah I got Micky (Michelle) and Jess but it’s not the same.
I heard my phone ring and answered it without looking at the caller ID
*Phone conversation*
Me – Hello
Louis – Hey Hails look I am really sorry for what happened the other day
Me – Who is this?
Louis - It’s Louis
Me – Louis Vuitton?
Louis – No
Me – Louis Armstrong?
Louis – No!
Me – Louis Walsh?
Louis – NO!
Me – Then I don’t care
*end of phone conversation*
I know that it was rude to hang up on him but if he wants me to forgive him for calling me names and all that shit he’s gotta do better than a stinking phone apology.
I heard my phone ring again
“I swear Louis is that’s you-“ I stopped when I saw Jessie’s name flash across the screen.
“Hello?”
“Zayn and I broke up” Jessie was crying and sobbing hysterically. This lead to the longest and quite frankly the hardest conversation I have ever had.

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