Am I Falling For You?
Funeral Day..
The morning finally arrived I had zero sleep couldn’t stop thinking of my life and what would it be now that my baby is gone… . Despite all of the circumstances I got up put on this dress http://s4.thisnext.com/media/largest_dimension/Michael-Kors-Off-the-shoulder_0A449D68.jpg .
I didn’t put any make up on me I just headed out of the house, half an hour later I see the whole family inside the house including crystal. Which was a relief for me so we wouldn’t have to wait any longer I wanted to bury him immediately so his soul can finally rest in peace.
Deandre mom: “Hey Elizabeth good morning”
Me: “ Good morning is everyone ready to head to the funeral”
Deandre mom: “Yes everyone is ready lets head out”
As we all head out to the grave yard of Deandre I couldn’t stop thinking of all the memories that we shared our love was so strong that I was praying that we spend the rest of my life with this man because I believed I found my soul mate when you find your soul mate you fall in love and falling in love is the most amazing feeling in the world.
After a couple of hours the burial of my baby was done and we were all about ready to head back home.
Deandre Mom: “ Elizabeth thank you for everything for supporting my son when he was alive with his dreams and everything we wanted to accomplish in this life”.
Me: “Your son was my soul mate I know I will never find love like this I will always love him no matter what, he was an amazing son that is because he had the most down to earth family”.
Deandre Mom: “ Thank you for those kind words, stay in touch please I would love to hear news about you and your life”.
Me: “Will do, I love you and please take care of your life and health your daughter still needs her mother around”.
After we departed crystal and I talked over dinner at my place.
Crystal: “ Today was a very tough day for you I can imagine losing someone you love so quickly, you are a very strong person Liz. I couldn’t handle or deal with the situation like you did”
Me: “ It was very tough today but I know that now he can rest in peace with the angels above, he will be looking down at me watching my every step. We will be together soon enough I will wait”.
When I said that I teared up a little bit but then held back my tears because I knew that Dre wouldn’t want to see me cry, he hated when I cried so I will be strong for my baby.
Crystal: “ Re focus on your goals Liz, because in three days we start training for our job I will leave you now to relax and get some sleep I love you babe”.
Me: “ Thank you lovely will see you soon I love you more good night”.
I didn’t put any make up on me I just headed out of the house, half an hour later I see the whole family inside the house including crystal. Which was a relief for me so we wouldn’t have to wait any longer I wanted to bury him immediately so his soul can finally rest in peace.
Deandre mom: “Hey Elizabeth good morning”
Me: “ Good morning is everyone ready to head to the funeral”
Deandre mom: “Yes everyone is ready lets head out”
As we all head out to the grave yard of Deandre I couldn’t stop thinking of all the memories that we shared our love was so strong that I was praying that we spend the rest of my life with this man because I believed I found my soul mate when you find your soul mate you fall in love and falling in love is the most amazing feeling in the world.
After a couple of hours the burial of my baby was done and we were all about ready to head back home.
Deandre Mom: “ Elizabeth thank you for everything for supporting my son when he was alive with his dreams and everything we wanted to accomplish in this life”.
Me: “Your son was my soul mate I know I will never find love like this I will always love him no matter what, he was an amazing son that is because he had the most down to earth family”.
Deandre Mom: “ Thank you for those kind words, stay in touch please I would love to hear news about you and your life”.
Me: “Will do, I love you and please take care of your life and health your daughter still needs her mother around”.
After we departed crystal and I talked over dinner at my place.
Crystal: “ Today was a very tough day for you I can imagine losing someone you love so quickly, you are a very strong person Liz. I couldn’t handle or deal with the situation like you did”
Me: “ It was very tough today but I know that now he can rest in peace with the angels above, he will be looking down at me watching my every step. We will be together soon enough I will wait”.
When I said that I teared up a little bit but then held back my tears because I knew that Dre wouldn’t want to see me cry, he hated when I cried so I will be strong for my baby.
Crystal: “ Re focus on your goals Liz, because in three days we start training for our job I will leave you now to relax and get some sleep I love you babe”.
Me: “ Thank you lovely will see you soon I love you more good night”.
Thank you love I am glad you like it <3 :D
9/1/13