Save Me.
Don't Let Me Go
(A/N: this is where the Point of views will change.)
Hannah's POV
When we got back to the apartment we were gathered in the living room and not by choice. Harry wanted to have a small meeting, just the six of us. "I know what this is about." I spoke softly.
"What's this about?" Niall's stuffed face spat.
"You want me to quit cutting." I looked up and Harry. "I've tried Harry it's not easy. It's harmless." I spoke.
"Are you fucking kidding me!" Harry yelled.
"Calm." Liam spoke.
"Calm? How can I be calm? Do you know how many kids have died due to cutting?" Harry yelled.
"I want to die." I whispered.
"What was that?" Harry put his hand up to his ear.
"I said I want to die!" I yelled shooting up from my seat making Zayn and Niall flinch. "I wanted to die a year ago and I still wanna die now!" Harry's eyes pierced into mine. "This has become more than an addiction to me Harry." I sat back down. "I can't just stop." He swollowed.
"Maybe we can get you some help?" Louis spoke softly.
"Yeah maybe we can put you in reh-." I cut Zayn off.
"Don't." I shook my head. "Don't say reahab." I looked down. "I'm not crazy, I'm not insane." Liam sighed.
"And we never said you were Hannah." Liam spoke.
"Just please." Niall's Irish voice spoke. "Think about it?" I nodded.
"I will." I stood up and walked to my room not wanting to be bothered any longer.
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Harry's POV
I debated wheter or not to go into Hannah's room and talk to her. I knew I'd pissed her off but I can't handle another scar on her sensitive skin. It frightented me, that I could lose her so quickly. I ran my hand through my messy curls before getting up from the couch and moving towards her door. My heart pounded a bit faster as I approched it. I softly knocked my knuckles on the door. "Come in." I heard her soft voice. I twisted the doorknob and walked in not closing the door behind me. "Oh, hey Harry." She looked down to her arms.
"Did you do it again?" I looked down at my feet.
"No." She sighed. "I thought about it but I didn't do it." I nodded and sat at the edge of her bed.
"I care about you, that's why I'm doing this." She sat next to me and laid her head on my shoulder.
"I know harry." I put my arm around her waist and pulled her onto my lap.
"I care about you too much, I can't loose you." I looked her in the eyes the sadness reflecting off of mine. "I know the boys care about you too, but not as much as I ever will." She furrowed her eyebrows.
"What do you mean?" I sighed and rubbed my hand over my face.
"I like you Hannah, I like you like you." She sighed and looked down.
"How can you possibly like someone so dysfunctional?" I put my finger at the bottom of her chin lifting her head up.
"Who said dysfunctional couldn't be perfect?" She gave me a weak smile and looked me in the eyes.
"I like you like you too." Her giggles filling my ears. She'd hardly ever laughed around me. She was always stuck around Zayn and Liam.
"Do you?" I flashed a grin.
"No, I was just lying to make you feel better." My grin faded and she laughed. "Are you really that naive Harry?" I smiled and laid back on the bed making her be on top. Her eyes widened and I chuckled deeply.
"Don't be scared." I teased.
"There's only one thing I'm scared of." She whispered.
"Love?" She shook her head.
"Being alone." She looked me in the eyes.
"I am to." I admitted. She rolled over to my side and laid her head on the pillow that lay there. "But you know what?" Her eyes traveled up to mine. "You're never going to be alone." I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her close to me. "Not when you have me." I kissed her forehead and got up. "Get some rest, we're traveling back to London tomorrow." I walked over to the door. As my hand gripped the doorknob I heard Hannah's sweet voice.
"Harry." I turned around. "Stay tonight?" I smiled and looked back at the door. I pushed it lightly and walked over to her bed. I climbed onto her bed and got under the sheets and pulled her close to me. Her face resting at the crook of my neck. "Don't let me go Harry." She whispered out. I smiled and kissed her forhead lightly.
"Never."
Hannah's POV
When we got back to the apartment we were gathered in the living room and not by choice. Harry wanted to have a small meeting, just the six of us. "I know what this is about." I spoke softly.
"What's this about?" Niall's stuffed face spat.
"You want me to quit cutting." I looked up and Harry. "I've tried Harry it's not easy. It's harmless." I spoke.
"Are you fucking kidding me!" Harry yelled.
"Calm." Liam spoke.
"Calm? How can I be calm? Do you know how many kids have died due to cutting?" Harry yelled.
"I want to die." I whispered.
"What was that?" Harry put his hand up to his ear.
"I said I want to die!" I yelled shooting up from my seat making Zayn and Niall flinch. "I wanted to die a year ago and I still wanna die now!" Harry's eyes pierced into mine. "This has become more than an addiction to me Harry." I sat back down. "I can't just stop." He swollowed.
"Maybe we can get you some help?" Louis spoke softly.
"Yeah maybe we can put you in reh-." I cut Zayn off.
"Don't." I shook my head. "Don't say reahab." I looked down. "I'm not crazy, I'm not insane." Liam sighed.
"And we never said you were Hannah." Liam spoke.
"Just please." Niall's Irish voice spoke. "Think about it?" I nodded.
"I will." I stood up and walked to my room not wanting to be bothered any longer.
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Harry's POV
I debated wheter or not to go into Hannah's room and talk to her. I knew I'd pissed her off but I can't handle another scar on her sensitive skin. It frightented me, that I could lose her so quickly. I ran my hand through my messy curls before getting up from the couch and moving towards her door. My heart pounded a bit faster as I approched it. I softly knocked my knuckles on the door. "Come in." I heard her soft voice. I twisted the doorknob and walked in not closing the door behind me. "Oh, hey Harry." She looked down to her arms.
"Did you do it again?" I looked down at my feet.
"No." She sighed. "I thought about it but I didn't do it." I nodded and sat at the edge of her bed.
"I care about you, that's why I'm doing this." She sat next to me and laid her head on my shoulder.
"I know harry." I put my arm around her waist and pulled her onto my lap.
"I care about you too much, I can't loose you." I looked her in the eyes the sadness reflecting off of mine. "I know the boys care about you too, but not as much as I ever will." She furrowed her eyebrows.
"What do you mean?" I sighed and rubbed my hand over my face.
"I like you Hannah, I like you like you." She sighed and looked down.
"How can you possibly like someone so dysfunctional?" I put my finger at the bottom of her chin lifting her head up.
"Who said dysfunctional couldn't be perfect?" She gave me a weak smile and looked me in the eyes.
"I like you like you too." Her giggles filling my ears. She'd hardly ever laughed around me. She was always stuck around Zayn and Liam.
"Do you?" I flashed a grin.
"No, I was just lying to make you feel better." My grin faded and she laughed. "Are you really that naive Harry?" I smiled and laid back on the bed making her be on top. Her eyes widened and I chuckled deeply.
"Don't be scared." I teased.
"There's only one thing I'm scared of." She whispered.
"Love?" She shook her head.
"Being alone." She looked me in the eyes.
"I am to." I admitted. She rolled over to my side and laid her head on the pillow that lay there. "But you know what?" Her eyes traveled up to mine. "You're never going to be alone." I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her close to me. "Not when you have me." I kissed her forehead and got up. "Get some rest, we're traveling back to London tomorrow." I walked over to the door. As my hand gripped the doorknob I heard Hannah's sweet voice.
"Harry." I turned around. "Stay tonight?" I smiled and looked back at the door. I pushed it lightly and walked over to her bed. I climbed onto her bed and got under the sheets and pulled her close to me. Her face resting at the crook of my neck. "Don't let me go Harry." She whispered out. I smiled and kissed her forhead lightly.
"Never."
10/28/13