Louisa's POV:

"Hey do you want a drink?" I ask Harry I haven't stopped smiling since our moment. I reach the fridge and grab a juice and hand it to him and we take a seat at the table.

'So" we say in sync.I laugh little. "That shouldn't have really happened." My heart a sinks a little. "Well I mean, I have to speak to Jess first, until then we should probably keep our distance." He stands up. "Yea ok" I say, he is right though.

"I'm gonna go, try find Jess so we can sort it out." A smile creeps inside me again.

"I'll walk you to the bus stop." I stand up and walk him.

We sit at the stop in silence, I take a glance at him but he is looking at me, then looks away when he notices me.

I rub my sweaty palms on my jeans, what the hell is wrong with me? I then glance at him again and see him looking again so I smile.

I make a dangerous move and scoot a little closer to him. I see him looking at me, then he moves closer to me his left hand comes to my cheek and we kiss again.
It's longer, slower and perfect.

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Harry's POV:

I decide to text Jess to meet me at the pier. I always thought I saw Louisa as a friend but when I kissed her everything changed. She is definitely changing my life in ways I don't recognise for the better. I see Jess walking.

"Hey. I'm really sorry how I have been treating you." She sincerely apologises which is shocking.
"I just it's been tough." She steps closer to me and grabs my hands. "I promise I won't treat you like crap anymore, and I will out us first." She kisses my lips which I allow.

Crap I can't end this now. But she also can't find out about Lou and I.

"It's ok, go back to the hospital, I'll call you tomorrow." I hug her.


This part I am dreading the most. I approach Lou's house and she answers with a smile on her pretty face. "HEY" She greets me, man this sucks.
"Hey." I sound less enthusiastic than her.

"Look I spoke to Jess. I'm sorry I can't we can't start anything." I see her slouch down and I know she is sad, her smile has vanished.

"i'm sorry." I decide to leave if I would have stayed than I would have done more than I regret.


Louisa's POV:

Harry leaves my place and he has taken my heart with him. I know what we did to Jess was wrong but I honestly thought that he would speak to her, leave her and come running back to me and we would live happily ever after, call me cliche.

I got to my room in tears and slide down my wall.

After my tears subside a little I crawl into bed with my music, I put my headphones in and listen to Demi's Stone Cold. I am happy that he is happy, but I'm not convinced he is happy with Jess.




"Lou it's Jake can I come in." It is the next morning and I am exhausted from all the crying.
"I'm not feeling to well, I'm gonna skip today sorry."

"Ok well call me if you need anything."

I'm glad my Hannah is at work now no one can here me wailing. I don't even know why this is bothering me so much, maybe my feelings for Harry were much deeper than I once thought.

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