The New Boy
Chapter 37
Harry's POV
I woke up with shooting pain going threw out my body. I groaned loudly and moved away from Kate quickly. She quickly jumped up and looked at me.
"Baby what's wrong?" She asked and moved closer to me. I winced from the pain shooting everywhere.
"I'm fine." I mumbled trying hard not to have her worry about me.
"Somethings wrong. I'm gonna call 911." She cried.
"Please don't cry." I begged and groaned again. She got up and grabbed her phone.
"Yes, hi please, my fiancé has cancer and he woke up and he's in a lot of pain and I don't know what's going on." She said threw sobs. She gave him our address before running back over to me.
"Please don't die. I can't handle another loss please." She whispered and put her hands on my face.
"I promise." I said and leaned into her touch. Her touch could cure me. It felt like all the pain was gone, sadly it only lasted for a couple seconds when she got up.
"I'm gonna go get Caitlin ready. If you need me just call for me. Okay? Please don't give up." She said again. I know she can't deal with another loss. She was extremely close to her parents and Niall but they both died. Then the closest thing to family she had after that was Louis but he's died too. I have to stay alive for her. I know that she would completely shut down and hide away from everyone if I did. I have to stay alive, for her. I can't help but think about my life before her. When there was no point to life. When I would drink and do drugs just to try to forget my problems. When I would try to kill myself at least once a year if not five. Someone always seemed to stop me like Marcel or my mom. Some of my friends even. They're not really friends just people that I hung out with. They didn't know shit about me. I didn't let anyone get close to me but with her it was different. I felt I could say anything without judgement. That's the main thing I love about her, she's so caring and loving to everyone, unless you hurt anyone she loves then she will kill you literally, but she makes everyone feel so comfortable.
I was pulled out of my thoughts by a loud knock on the door. I would answer it but if I tried to move the pain only multiplied. A bunch of men came in. I hate the fact that I look like such a wimp and that all these guys have to carry me and treat me like a fucking baby. One guy stayed back and started asking her questions about me. I know I have a jelousy problem but he's looking at her like a kid looks at candy. I want to punch him and yell at him to back the fuck off but I can't. Fuck I want to so bad. Two men lifted me up and put me on one of those stretcher things. I don't like other people touching me, besides Kate of course. They started pushing me towards the door. I moved my hand to grab onto Kate's, no mater how much it hurt I needed to. I don't know why exactly, I can't help but think it might be the last because of my....sickness. I don't like to think about it much, the whole cancer thing. It scares me.
"Come with me." My voice cracked. "Please." I sounded fucking pathetic but I don't care right now. I need her with me.
"Yeah of course." She tried her best to give me a smile. My grip got tighter on her wrist as the pain increased tremendously. We got onto the ambulane. She carried the car seat with Caitlin in it. I let out a loud grunt.
"Please." She whispered in my ear. I slightly nodded. My body felt like a thousand pounds. I was getting to the point where I could barely move. She ran her soft small hands down my arm and to my hand.. My eyelids became heavy and my blinking slowed. I felt like I was just going to fall asleep.
"Harry please keep your eyes open. Look at me." She cried. I moved my eyes to meet hers. They were red and full of tears. I want to tell her not to worry about me, that I'll be fine. I can't find the strength to move my mouth. I also have a small voice in the back of my mind that's telling me that I won't be fine. She puts one hand on my cheek and gently kisses my lips. I use what little strength I have left to kiss her back. She pulls back after a minute and I catch one last glance before my eyes close.
"I love you. Don't leave me." She whispered. I wish I could say it back but it was too late. All my energy and strength has disappeared and now I'm unconscious in an ambulance with my fiancé who I love so much and our kid whom I also love and I have Kate worried so much when she already has so much shit to put up with everyday and I just added more shit for her to worry about. I'm sorry Kate.
I woke up with shooting pain going threw out my body. I groaned loudly and moved away from Kate quickly. She quickly jumped up and looked at me.
"Baby what's wrong?" She asked and moved closer to me. I winced from the pain shooting everywhere.
"I'm fine." I mumbled trying hard not to have her worry about me.
"Somethings wrong. I'm gonna call 911." She cried.
"Please don't cry." I begged and groaned again. She got up and grabbed her phone.
"Yes, hi please, my fiancé has cancer and he woke up and he's in a lot of pain and I don't know what's going on." She said threw sobs. She gave him our address before running back over to me.
"Please don't die. I can't handle another loss please." She whispered and put her hands on my face.
"I promise." I said and leaned into her touch. Her touch could cure me. It felt like all the pain was gone, sadly it only lasted for a couple seconds when she got up.
"I'm gonna go get Caitlin ready. If you need me just call for me. Okay? Please don't give up." She said again. I know she can't deal with another loss. She was extremely close to her parents and Niall but they both died. Then the closest thing to family she had after that was Louis but he's died too. I have to stay alive for her. I know that she would completely shut down and hide away from everyone if I did. I have to stay alive, for her. I can't help but think about my life before her. When there was no point to life. When I would drink and do drugs just to try to forget my problems. When I would try to kill myself at least once a year if not five. Someone always seemed to stop me like Marcel or my mom. Some of my friends even. They're not really friends just people that I hung out with. They didn't know shit about me. I didn't let anyone get close to me but with her it was different. I felt I could say anything without judgement. That's the main thing I love about her, she's so caring and loving to everyone, unless you hurt anyone she loves then she will kill you literally, but she makes everyone feel so comfortable.
I was pulled out of my thoughts by a loud knock on the door. I would answer it but if I tried to move the pain only multiplied. A bunch of men came in. I hate the fact that I look like such a wimp and that all these guys have to carry me and treat me like a fucking baby. One guy stayed back and started asking her questions about me. I know I have a jelousy problem but he's looking at her like a kid looks at candy. I want to punch him and yell at him to back the fuck off but I can't. Fuck I want to so bad. Two men lifted me up and put me on one of those stretcher things. I don't like other people touching me, besides Kate of course. They started pushing me towards the door. I moved my hand to grab onto Kate's, no mater how much it hurt I needed to. I don't know why exactly, I can't help but think it might be the last because of my....sickness. I don't like to think about it much, the whole cancer thing. It scares me.
"Come with me." My voice cracked. "Please." I sounded fucking pathetic but I don't care right now. I need her with me.
"Yeah of course." She tried her best to give me a smile. My grip got tighter on her wrist as the pain increased tremendously. We got onto the ambulane. She carried the car seat with Caitlin in it. I let out a loud grunt.
"Please." She whispered in my ear. I slightly nodded. My body felt like a thousand pounds. I was getting to the point where I could barely move. She ran her soft small hands down my arm and to my hand.. My eyelids became heavy and my blinking slowed. I felt like I was just going to fall asleep.
"Harry please keep your eyes open. Look at me." She cried. I moved my eyes to meet hers. They were red and full of tears. I want to tell her not to worry about me, that I'll be fine. I can't find the strength to move my mouth. I also have a small voice in the back of my mind that's telling me that I won't be fine. She puts one hand on my cheek and gently kisses my lips. I use what little strength I have left to kiss her back. She pulls back after a minute and I catch one last glance before my eyes close.
"I love you. Don't leave me." She whispered. I wish I could say it back but it was too late. All my energy and strength has disappeared and now I'm unconscious in an ambulance with my fiancé who I love so much and our kid whom I also love and I have Kate worried so much when she already has so much shit to put up with everyday and I just added more shit for her to worry about. I'm sorry Kate.
Notes
Sorry I know it's been a while and I know I say sorry a lot but I've been so busy
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11/18/16