bad blood?

Maya POV

the next morning and i don't feel to go to school. instead i'm going to exercise the whole day. i know Riley is going to class as usually. i was always hearing my parents fithing. also when my dad would drink, he would hit me, Riley never git hurt because my mom would take her out or stay at her friends house. Then he stopped drinking and got a gang. he killed my mom one day and never felt sorry. I didn't ever hear her say that she loved me only to riley.

i went to change to my clothes and go downstairs. i went to the put music as loud as it could go i know that rileys here but thats the least of my neads. i put on heart attack. i love this song. she gives it a lot of emotion. I hear someone open the basement door and it's riley she sees me and leaves. that was weird. i'm going to start with arrows. It's my first shot it hits the bulls eye. I am really good at it i could just kill with this but we are modern family. so we use a gun. i shot the arrows for an hour. then i go to the bunching bag. i bunch it for as long as i can. i feel my numb hands. i looks down and see blood. i see my life all over. i see my dad hitting me and my parents yelling. i don't relise that im crying in till it hits the floor. i go out for a smoke and walk around to the lake. i have a piano there because, no one knows about this place. so i have some place for me. i could sing and no one sees me. i go up to the piano and start to play a melody. i start to sing the song and i see the memories come back. i'm crying while it, i always let everything in me. i get up and go to my room. i clean up my hands and wash my face. i go downstairs and put ices in my eyes to look like i haven't been crying. i get a message from amanda

From Amanda
Hey M do you want to go to a party at my cousins.

TO Amanda
Yeah sure is it the ones that are from mexico

From Amanda
yup you know it bae

To amanda
what time is it

From amanda
it's in 2 hours you know where it is

To Amanda
yup see you there

i go up to my room and get a shower. i am text the girl that im going to a party they all want to go exepet for ari. she has to go to her moms. I'm going to pickup the girls and the boys are going to follow us their. i get ready i decide to wear a black dress and heels and black leather jacket.
(mayas clothe and other)

i get to the party with the girl i walk out of my car and i here the music from all away from two blocks away. i see the boys car park. they seem like they don't know what to do. i just walk in and im greated by amandas cousin that lives by herself. "hey jackie" i say "hey how are you" she says "yell i've been bettter" i say "me to come in feel at home" she say i walk in and see the usaual i see family members dancing and laughing. i see the boys and girls shocked at all of this. it seems normal for me and zayn. i walk up and say hi to everyone and go get a drink.

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