Kill Me

"No, he isn't that bad." He smiles as he turns around and walks away.

A few days later I finally begin to relax a little. Dean gets nicer to Calum, which is great since I'm not very beloved either. He tries as much as he can to make sure that Calum doesn't die.
Overall, I appreciate him doing this for me.
And I didn't see Dylan at all, so that's also a good thing.
"You know, I was thinking..." Calum begins suddenly.
"What?"
"Maybe... When we are out of here... we could like... live a normal life?"
"You want that?"
He nods his head.
"I really just wanna be with you, a normal relationship without the danger..."
"I would want that too." I smile.

Suddenly we hear the door open and freeze.
Dean wasn't home.
We are quiet as we hear someone coming downstairs.
"Well well well, look at that." Dylan smirks.
Fuck.
I'm taped to my chair since Emily was the last one here and she taped me back.
I can't move.
"Lana, sweetheart, what are you doing here?" He asks.
"Avoiding assholes like you." I spat.
I look at Calum and I see anger fill his eyes as he looks at Dylan.
"I was actually here for him -he points at Calum- but now, let's hurt him a little more."
A sick smirk forms on his lips as he walks to me.
"Don't you dare." I spat.
"I have no idea what you're talking about."
"Dean will kill you."
"Oh please, Dean is a weak puppy."
"Dylan, go away." I hear Calum.
"Awh, Cal is playing a badass." Dylan smirks.
"Don't you dare to touch her." Calums spats.
"So I can't do this?" He pokes my arm.
"Stop."
"Or this?" He lays his hand on my stomach.
"I swear, if you hurt her..."
"What about this?" He lays his hand on my breast.

I feel disgust, honestly just disgust.

"Dylan..." Calum growls.
"You can growl and grumble all you want, but you know that you can't do anything. I can do everything I want."
Calum looks to the ground.

-Calum's POV-
I see how a sick smirk forms onto his face.
That disgusting little bitch.
I look to the ground.
He's still right, I can't do anything. I can yell and scream, but no one would listen to me.
The only thing I can hope for is that Dean comes in.
I just wanted her to be safe, to have a normal life. To be happy...
And now?
Now I need to watch her getting raped by someone we hate, the last person she wanted to see.
A psychopath, totally crazy, is going to rape her and I can't do anything about it.

I'm her fucking boyfriend and I can't even protect her. I can't keep her safe.
I made it all worse... I don't deserve her.
Tears well up in my eyes.
He's gonna rape her, and all because of me...

-Lana's POV-
He's right, Calum can't do anything, how much he would want to.
"Hey Calum, -Calum looks up- Can't I do this either?" Dylan smashes his lips onto mine and I back away as far as I can.
After Dylan let go of me I see him grab his knife.
I see how Calum watches him closely. Dylan walks to me and smirks.
"Let's get those clothes off you."
"Don't you dare." I spat.
"What are you gonna do?" He smirks and he cuts my shirt open.
"I swear to god I'll kill you." Calum grumbles.
Dylan ignores him and slides on of his hands in my pants.
I struggle as much as I can to get him out of there, but it's not enough.
He roughly slides two fingers into me and it hurts.
I bite my lip as he moves his fingers in and out of me.
"Doesn't this feel good, sweetheart?" Dylan smirks
"No, it hurts."
"And Calum did it better." I add as I know it will piss him off.
"Such a pretty liar."
I can feel his other hand go up to my breasts and feel how he begin to play with one of my nipples.
I feel how he slowly slides my pants off and I begin to breathe faster.

Suddenly, I don't feel him anymore. I look up and see how he got yanked away by Dean.
I sigh in relief.
"What do you think you're doing?" He spats as he throws Dylan against the wall.
He doesn't give him time to answer and punches him hard in his face.
"Don't you fucking dare to ever come near her again."
"I won't! I won't! Stop!" I hear Dylan beg.

When Dean stops I see how bad Dylan's face is.
Am I a bad person for almost laughing?
"Go." Dean spats.
Dylan doesn't have to think and runs upstairs.
"Thank you." Calum is the first to speak.
I nod my head and look at Dean.
"Don't mention it." Dean walks to me and makes me free.
"Thanks." I sigh in relief again.
I put on my clothes again and ask Dean if he could grab a new shirt.
"Yeah, I'll be right back."
He walks away and I run to Calum.
I sit on his lap facing him and hug him.
"I want to comfort you so bad right now." He whispers as he lays his head on my shoulder.
"You're already doing that."
"I just wanna hug you."
"I know..."
Suddenly I hear tape being ripped.
"You have 10 seconds." I hear Dean whisper.
Calum quickly wraps his arms around me.
I smile and kiss him.
"It feels so good to finally touch you again." He mumbles as he goes with his hands over my back.

When I showered and put on some clean clothes I smile at Calum.
"You look beautiful." He smiles.
"Thank you." I smile back.
"I promise you Lana, we'll get out of here." ...

Notes

Okay, this time it's been really long, as in really fuckin long.


But I've been busy with school and I was on the camp again ano I didn't really know how to continue so...

Yeah, I can keep making those excuses, but I just really didn't feel like updating...

BUT HERE IT IS NOW.

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