Kill Me

"Because I'm your brother." He spats.

I just look at him for a long time.
"You're lying." I say finally.
"I'm not."
"But we have different surnames!"
"Because I told you so."
"But.... So my surname isn't my real name?"
"No... I didn't want you to get into trouble because you're wearing our name... With our parents fighting so much... About you... I didn't want them to hurt you.. So I took you away."
"To this?"
He nods his head.
"All I have done these years was trying to protect you.."
"But... Why would you send me to Calum then?"
"I just wanted to check if you were capable of seducing someone without falling yourself... apparently you're not."
"Dean.. if you're my brother than why would you do something like this to Calum? To the person that I love?"
"I don't trust him."
"But if you just got the time to know him...."
"No."
"But-"
"I said no."
I sigh.
"Go away. I don't want you here anymore." I mumble with my eyes on the ground.
He hesitates before walking upstairs.

I try to get some sleep in the uncomfortable chair. I close my eyes as I slowly drift away. Everything will be fine. I'll figure something out....

"Morning Sunshine!" I hear Emily.
"What now again?" I spat.
"Just wanna check up on you before we go to the place where we meet Calum." She smirks.
I roll my eyes.
"You ready?" She smiles as she makes me loose from the chair and places new tape so I can't go anywhere.
"Why are you even exchanging me? I need to come back anyway."
"Because Calum needs to think that you're safe with them."
I roll my eyes again.
She takes me upstairs and I blink against the light of the day.
"Gurl, you smell." She waves with her hand.
"Do I look like I care?" I spat.
"Apparently not."
Dean looks at me and nods.
"Let's go."
We go take the route through the forest, since no one comes there. We are with Dean, Emily, Alex, Erica and me.
Dean holds me as we walk.
"I can walk fine by myself thank you." I spat.
"I know, but do you really think that I'm gonna let you walk on your own?"
"Fair enough."

We wait in the forests until we see Calum walking at the parking lot. I see Dean texting someone before he comes out of the forest, pulling him with me.
I curse Calum in my mind for coming back. I scan the space as I try to figure a way free.
We stand about 5 metres from them and I'm still looking around, trying to find a way out.
"Lana, don't." I hear Calum say and I focus my eyes on him.
He apparently knew what I was doing.
"This is the only way." He says while he looks at Dean.
"Let her go."
"You come first."
"There's no way I'm trusting you."
"Same here."
I roll my eyes.
I wish I could say something but there's still tape on my mouth.
"I wanna know if she's okay." Calum crosses his arms.
"She's fine."
"Let me check her."
Dean sighs and seems to think.
"Fine." He eventually agrees, knowing that he would stand here til tomorrow if he disagreed.
He pushes me to Calum. I glare at him before turning to Calum. Tears are in my eyes.
"Sshh, baby, I'm gonna be okay." He tries to calm me as he takes the tape off my mouth.
"Calum, you're such an asshole." I say as I lay my head on his chest.
Tears slowly fall down my cheeks.
"It's gonna be okay.. we're gonna be alright... I'll see you again..."
"Calum.. don't say it like that.." I shake my head.
"Baby... I promise that I'll see you again..."
"Don't.. don't do this.."
"Just have a happy life Lana... I'll see you again..."
"Stop saying that!"
"I'm sorry.. so sorry for everything... I love you... and know that I'll always care for you.... I'll always be there.."
"Calum... don't.." tears are streaming down now.
"Be happy... for both of us..."
He places a kiss on my mouth and Dean coughs.
"You've seen she's okay. Now come with us."
Calum looks at me one more time before walking to Dean.
"Don't!" I yell as I turn around too.
I wanted to run to him, but Ashton grabs me.
"Calum. Don't!"
"Dean please.." I beg while tears begin to float.
They walks away with Calum.
"Come back." I cry.
I let myself fall onto the ground.
"Come back." I squeak.
"Lana... let's go.." Ashton mumbles.
I just shake my head and cry softly.
"C'mon, let's go home Lana..." Michael tries to convince me.
"No." I mumble.
"It's safer there.."
I sigh and look in the way that Dean is walking. I could just see them.
"Okay." I stand up and before I know I get yanked away by my hair.

I scream out in pain and look at the others who turn around.
I feel the cold of a gun pushing against the side of my neck.
"Take one step closer, and she'll be gone." I hear Dylan spat.
"Dylan." I hear Dean behind me.
He turns around, yanking me with him.
"What?" He spats.
"Let's go."
I look at Calum and he looks in pure
Horror.
"Dean, we had a deal." Calum spats.
"Lana and I too." He replies.
He looks back at me and I nod my head.
"Well, what was it?!"
"You'll live and will get released soon enough. She stays in our gang."
"What?!"
"I'm sorry." I squeak.
A tear drops again.
"Why would you do something like that?!"
"Because I can't let you die okay?! I just can't."
He sighs.
"I love you Lana, and I'm prepared to die for you.. if I just would've known that you were okay."
"Don't worry Calum. They were planning on releasing Dylan anyway. I never would've be save."
He looks at me.
"I love you." He says as he gets pushed forward by Dean.
"I love you too." I say before getting yanked away by Dylan.

We were both put in the basement.
"DEAN! YOU PROMISED ME THAT I COULD SHOWER!!" I yell.
He sighs and takes the tape off.
"Go ahead."
"You really doing that?"
"Yeah, you'll be back in three seconds anyway. Dylan is upstairs."
I sigh and sit back down.
"See?"
"What is Dylan going to do? This was not the deal. I want to be respected if you want me back."
"You will, you just need to give him some time.."
"I don't have time."
"Then you make time."
He sighs and stands up.
"Now, for you.. against the wall." He says to Calum as he pushes him up.
"What are you gonna do?" I ask immediately.
Calum does what he's told to and Dean grabs a knife.
"Just going to do something to my drawing skills."
"Don't."
Dean ignore me and rips Calum's shirt off.
"Let's make a drawing." Dean smirks.
He's sick.
Totally sick.
He puts the knife against Calum's back and cuts a round.
I see that Calum's in pain although he doesn't say anything.
"Since you're going to hell anyway, let's draw something that's useful." Dean smirks.
He is busy about fifteen minutes and tears are rolling down my cheeks as he makes the last cut.
"Let's show you girlfriend your new mark." He smirks as he pulls Calum up.
Blood is streaming out of the wound as he walks to me, backwards.
"Pretty, isn't it?" Dean says as he stops in front of me.
Although there's blood pouring out of the wounds, you can clearly see what it is: a Devils star, or something like that. You know the one with the 5 points that resembles hell and the devil? Well that's what on his back.

I look away as I can't longer see it.
"Well, I'll go make some food." Dean's says as he starts walking away.
"Wait! Let me take care of him!"
"No."
"He's loosing to much blood Dean. I need to take care of his wounds or he'll die. Please... I'm begging you."
He sighs and thinks.
"Fine. Go ahead."
He makes me free again and I run to Calum. I pull him up and place him with his back to me.
I grab the alcohol from the table and put it onto the wound.
When I do the deepest cut he groans a bit and I just lay my hand on his arm.
"It's going to be okay.." I whisper as I stitch them.
I bandage his total back.
"That won't last long." Calum mumbles.
"It's okay.. I'll make sure that they'll wait."
He turns his head to me.
I stand up and I let him sit normal again.
"We gotta get out Lana." He whispers.
"I know. We will. I'll figure something out." I pet his with covered in sweat hair and give him a light kiss.
"I love you." He mumbles.
"I love you too."
He closes his eyes and I smile softly seeing him fall asleep.
I give him a last kiss on his cheek before returning to my own chair.

After I few hours I hear Dean come in.
"Fuck off." I spat.
"I brought you guys some pizza." He holds it up.
"No thanks."
"Lana.. I'm really not doing this to hurt you or Calum.."
"Then why are you?!"
"Because I need to! The gang wants to see that boy dead. And I'm trying to take as much damage as I can away."
"Why would you do that now?!"
"Because I see how much you love him... and he loves you.. I may not be friends with him.. but if you love him, I respect that. Because all I want is you to be happy."
I look at him in shock.
"Don't look at me like that." He chuckles while he playfully pushes me.
"Why do you think that I put you here? If Dylan sees you he'll get totally crazy. And he's kinda scared of this room so..." Dean smiles.
I smile too and hug him.
"Thank you Dean." I close my eyes for a second.
"No problem sis." He smiles and I let go of him.
"Too soon?" He asks.
"Nah, just need to get used to it."
"There's a shower.." he points at a door.
"It's clean, maybe you could shower there?" He shrugs.
I smile and nod my head.
"I'll get you some towels and clean clothes."
He stands up and walks away.
I sigh in relief. Maybe we could actually be just brother and sister.

Notes

SO AGAIN ITS BEEN AGES.
BUT SCHOOL HAS STARTED AND I HAVE SOME PROBLEMS WITH MY SCHOOL (lmao, I'm not kidding, my dads about to sue them, literally.)
AND IM SORRRYYYYYYYYYY
I HOOE YOU'LL ALL HAVE A HEART SOMEWHERE LOCKED UP IN YOUR DARK SOULS AND WILL FORGIVE MEE.EEE.

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