Before You Came | L.T.
Funeral Part 1
"Every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out the less I love you
Baby we don't stand a chance it's sad, but it's true
I'm way to0 good at goodbyes."
~Too Good at Goodbyes
By Sam Smith
Anna's POV
Today is the funeral and Louis has been locked away in our room. I don't blame him, we lost our only child, but I don't think nursing a empty alcohol bottle is going to help anyone. I tried reasoning with him, but it would only result in one of us getting hurt, most of the time it would be me. I slowly get up from my spot on our couch and make my way to our locked bedroom door. "Louis, babe, get up and get ready." I hesitantly say, afraid of his actions today. I heard nothing until I heard glass shatter, possibly our vanity mirror.
"Louis, open the goddamn door!" I knock violently on the wood, "Louis open it! Or God so help me!" I knock and knock until the door opens and Louis violently grabs my wrist. His face is so close to mine that I can practically smell the vodka on him.
"Knock on the door one more time. I dare you." he said in a scary, low tone. He lets go of my wrist and shoves me to ground. "I'm not going to the damn funeral. I don't want to be reminded that our child was killed by your blood." he practically spat at me.
I know he's drunk, but I'm not going to pretend that hurt. I get up and face Louis, "You know it's not my fault that Adrian killed her." I walk closer to him, "And I'm not going to pretend that whatever you're doing is okay. I don't care if you're hurt! Because guess what, I'm hurt too! Do you see me getting drunk off my ass?! DO you?! ANSWER ME, YOU FUCKING BASTARD!"
That must've been the last straw for Louis because he slapped me across the face with as much force as possible. I stumbled back and reach for my cheek. Louis grabbed my hair and forced me to look at him. "Don't ever talk to me that way ever again! You bitch." He spat in my face, let go of hair and punched me square in the jaw. I fell to the ground and protected my head with my hands.
He kicked me in the gut repeatedly until I had to beg him for mercy. When he was done with me, he looked at my crumpled body and laughed. I heard footsteps retreat back into the room and when I heard the door close and lock, I got up from my position on the floor. I brought my knees into my chest and cried my heart out. That was the first time Louis ever got so violent. I was prepared for a slap across the ace, but I was not prepared for that beating.
After what seemed like hours, I get the courage to call up Harry. Amanda was on a trip with her family, I told her not to come down for the funeral. After a long conversation with Harry, I hung up and waited outside to get picked up. I sat there thinking about what just happened and what I should do .Like I said, this never happened before. I must've not noticed Harry's car because I heard a car honk. I looked up and saw Harry waiting. I prepared myself for a long car ride.
And every time you leave me the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out the less I love you
Baby we don't stand a chance it's sad, but it's true
I'm way to0 good at goodbyes."
~Too Good at Goodbyes
By Sam Smith
Anna's POV
Today is the funeral and Louis has been locked away in our room. I don't blame him, we lost our only child, but I don't think nursing a empty alcohol bottle is going to help anyone. I tried reasoning with him, but it would only result in one of us getting hurt, most of the time it would be me. I slowly get up from my spot on our couch and make my way to our locked bedroom door. "Louis, babe, get up and get ready." I hesitantly say, afraid of his actions today. I heard nothing until I heard glass shatter, possibly our vanity mirror.
"Louis, open the goddamn door!" I knock violently on the wood, "Louis open it! Or God so help me!" I knock and knock until the door opens and Louis violently grabs my wrist. His face is so close to mine that I can practically smell the vodka on him.
"Knock on the door one more time. I dare you." he said in a scary, low tone. He lets go of my wrist and shoves me to ground. "I'm not going to the damn funeral. I don't want to be reminded that our child was killed by your blood." he practically spat at me.
I know he's drunk, but I'm not going to pretend that hurt. I get up and face Louis, "You know it's not my fault that Adrian killed her." I walk closer to him, "And I'm not going to pretend that whatever you're doing is okay. I don't care if you're hurt! Because guess what, I'm hurt too! Do you see me getting drunk off my ass?! DO you?! ANSWER ME, YOU FUCKING BASTARD!"
That must've been the last straw for Louis because he slapped me across the face with as much force as possible. I stumbled back and reach for my cheek. Louis grabbed my hair and forced me to look at him. "Don't ever talk to me that way ever again! You bitch." He spat in my face, let go of hair and punched me square in the jaw. I fell to the ground and protected my head with my hands.
He kicked me in the gut repeatedly until I had to beg him for mercy. When he was done with me, he looked at my crumpled body and laughed. I heard footsteps retreat back into the room and when I heard the door close and lock, I got up from my position on the floor. I brought my knees into my chest and cried my heart out. That was the first time Louis ever got so violent. I was prepared for a slap across the ace, but I was not prepared for that beating.
After what seemed like hours, I get the courage to call up Harry. Amanda was on a trip with her family, I told her not to come down for the funeral. After a long conversation with Harry, I hung up and waited outside to get picked up. I sat there thinking about what just happened and what I should do .Like I said, this never happened before. I must've not noticed Harry's car because I heard a car honk. I looked up and saw Harry waiting. I prepared myself for a long car ride.
Notes
Hey guys! I'm back, I got a laptop for Christmas, so I'm going to try and update more often. This chapter was more of a filler chapter and so will the next one, but I hope you enjoy! :)
~Amanda
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Don't worry me too. xD
3/19/17