The Spring Semester [On Hold Indefinitely]

At first I was a bit apprehensive to responding to his kiss, but it didn't take much to reciprocate. His taste was better than I ever imagined. My hands quickly find his hair and I couldn't help but take a fistful of it and bring him closer to me if that was even possible. His hands were firmly on my hips digging his fingers into them. His kiss was very passionate but sweet at the same time.

He brings his hands to my backside and just as he was about to run his hands down my ass, we hear the door slam loudly. We break apart our kiss and notice the lights were back on. I couldn't look at him in the eyes. What had I done? I can't kiss my friend.

"Um," is all I manage to say as I look at my feet. I have no other words. What am I supposed to say? 'thanks for the kiss, that was really hot'?
"Do you want another cuppa?" he offers and I nod my head. He seems so unaffected by this.

We emerge from his bedroom, to see Scott is home early. He's sprawled on the couch channel surfing. He turns our way and gives us a playful smirk.
"Hey lovebirds." he jokes. If only he knew...
"We were looking for a torch, the lights had gone out." Harry informs him, I'm sure he didn't want him to get the wrong idea.
"Sure." is all Scott says before diverting his eyes back to the tv.
Harry walks to the stove to set the tea kettle on high while I lean over the island watching him. When he notices my watchful eyes, he winks and I'm pretty sure I turn the darkest shade of red. Not wanting to make this further awkward, I decide to join Scott on the living room. I haven't had a chance to get to know Scott. I only know what Harry has told me over time but he's hardly home when I'm here.

"So, Scott, what is it you study?" I ask as I rest my elbows on my knees and my chin on my hands.
"Business. Taking over my dad's business in a few years." he responds setting down the remote and leaning towards me with his elbows on his knees.
"What does he do?" I wonder noticing Harry taking the seat next to me and setting down our cups of tea on the coffee table.
"He owns a home cleaning business. He has about 5 shops around the state." a smug smile forms on his face. I hold back a laugh at the irony of him inheriting a cleaning business with his room looking like that.
"That's great." I add, hoping to end the conversation. Scott, for some reason, made me a bit uncomfortable. I hardly knew him but he looked like the type to easily deceive.

I lean back on the couch with my cup of tea and divert my eyes to whatever Scott is watching. For a while I had forgotten about the kiss Harry and I shared. Once it came back to my mind I started to feel my body warm up. The sweet taste of his pink lips, his curly hair fisted in my hands, his big hands on my hips...

"I have to go." I suddenly get up and both Scott and Harry look up to me confused.
"I'll take you." Harry offered but I needed to get away from him.
"No, no, I'll just walk. It stopped raining." I make my way to the door and put on my shoes. Harry followed behind me with his hands on his back pockets. I begin to open the door when Harry stops me.
"Wait... Take my jacket. It must be freezing." he offered taking it from the coat stand. I nodded my hand and he proceeded to help me put it on.
"Bye Harry." was all I said as I opened the door and walked through it. Why am I such a fool? I should have never kissed him... But wait, didn't he kiss me?

Back at my dorm room, I noticed Jules wasn't in our room. It was perfect because I needed time to lay on my bed and daydream of what happened this afternoon. I would be fooling myself if I said I didn't enjoy it. Harry caught my eye from the moment he walked into class and I almost died choking on my falafel. We have come a long way since then, though. We developed a friendship and I would hate to ruin that. Even if every time I closed my eyes I could feel his lips on mine and his strong arms around me. I snuggled into his jacket that I was still wearing. It smelled just like him and I pictured him laying next to me.

STOP IT, DANI.

Notes

My lovely yesterday wearing the star shirt again. *dreamy eyes*