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What the fuck?...

she just left me there, standing and yelling out to her, I got a few weird looks from my neighbors, but breakfast was already made and she just left me there, after everything we had done...

it was so odd, I hardly ever cook, hardly ever even for Gigi.

But I saw this girl there, lying fast asleep, she looked so peaceful, her hair was in her face, her nose twitched every once in a while and the row of freckles she had on her nose and cheeks just seemed so cute, she was pure beauty.
I just felt the need to do something for her, to satisfy her.
Of course, I had done it the night before but not satisfy in that way, at least not for now.

But she was gone now and I was, once again, left alone. Gigi still wouldn't be back for another week. Shit.



*3 weeks later*

I was asleep at the time it happened, Gigi was fast asleep, right next to me, her naked body was warm against mine; my phone rang and I carefully pried myself out of Gigi's arms to go answer it in the living room while she was still asleep, so that I wouldn't wake her.

The time that call came in I didn't know who it was, I didn't recognize the number; I answered "who is this?"
"Sarah" I heard the voice on the other line; Sarah, I had almost forgotten about her, a smile crept up my face as I remembered the night we spent together "yes love, what is it?" I asked "we need to talk" her voice sounded flat, so serious and choked up.

I had only known the girl for a few hours, what was there to talk about?

"the other night when we..when he has sex..did you use protection?" I was quiet for a while as I remembered that night more clearly, I had been so caught up in the moment with her that I didn't even think about protection.

"fuck" I sighed, I was panicking inside and I don't know how the hell I was keeping it together "no, I didn't.." I said, I heard her suck in her breath "we need to talk" she said
"I'm pregnant" I was quiet for a moment, I was afraid she was going to say that, those word they just echoed throug my brain.

I didn't want to be some deadbeat dad, I had to man-up about this, I had to help this girl, at least pay for everything I'm putting her through... "We'll meet up, but we can't do it here...my girlfriend is her and she doesn't know I slept with someone else" she sounded disappointed and angry when she muttered 'fine' she gave me her adress and I told her I'd see her the next day.
Fuck. What the fuck was I going to do with a child?

I was going to go back upstairs when I saw Gigi, sitting on the stairs, tears filled her eyes as she got up and said "what do you mean you slept with someone else?' She said,
"Gigi, I-" she cut me off and started pounding my chest and screaming at me, telling me I was an unfaithful disgusting bastard and that she hated me so much, so many hateful things came from her.

They hurt me, but probably not as much as I had hurt her.

I tried exain to her "I was feeling lonely and stupid, I just needed to feel something" I said "oh so you had to go and feel up some slut?!" She screamed at me; she was crying hard, she went upstairs to gather her things while I begged her not to go and to let me explain.

I probably made things worse because when the words 'I got a girl pregnant' came out of my mouth she slapped me, hard, I felt a burning sensation in my cheek, it stung, she spat out one more time that she hated me.

I hate me too, Gigi, so much...

Notes

Thanks to my co-author who is helping me so much with this story, I'm very thankful for her and thank you to everyone who is reading this story, I hope you like it ☺️

M.L.