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Shame
Harry's POV:
"Hey Lyla, it's umm me again. I just want to know your ok" I leave the billionth message on her voicemail. I don't get it the other week we were perfect. We were together and I said I love her. If this was months ago it probably would not have been bothered or admit my love. But Lyla she's different, I don't even know how to explain my feelings for her they are as deep as they can get.
I grab my car keys and head off.
After a long car journey with my head spinning with endless scenarios. I pull up at the underground car park and of course there are paps.
They all scream out my name, like seriously this is a hospital they have no respect. I make it safely to the elevator and press level three- cardio ward. Hmm maybe she has just been really busy at work. My face is covered with the massive bouquets of flowers.
The elevator finally reaches my floor and I step out and the lurks being. I don't get some people just because I'm me doesn't mean I don't have a normal life and visit people in hospitals. It is almost like the media and outside world think we and the rest of the boys are so narrow minded.
I approach the nurse station. "Umm hi excuse me" I address the lady in the navy blue scrubs.
"Hey can I help you?"
I move the bouquet of flowers on the bench. "Is Lyla Smith working now by any chance?" I ask with a smile.
"Sorry hon, no one on this level by Lyla Smith" She shrugs her shoulders. "Umm are you sure?" I ask again. "Yea, sorry."
"Well can I leave these here, anyway." She takes the flowers, "Yea I guess"
She grabs a folder from the desk and walks away.
I have the right hospital I know that, and when Lyla and I spoke last she said they finally moved her to cardio.
I'm sure there is a simple explanation.
I pick up the flowers and make my way to level five where Louis and Freddie are there, I can't wait to see my Godson again.
I find his room and knock lightly. The door opens and I see my best mate and hug him. "Uncle Haz is here."
"Hey love" I go over to Brianna and kiss her on the cheek. "How you feeling?" I sit on the chair. "Good, get to go home in a couple days which I'm glad." She flashes me a smile.
"Freddie, your uncle is here" I stand up and take my godson from Louis arms where he was cradling him. I sit back down slowly on the chair and look at his sleepy eyes and admire this beautiful boy.
"hey did you get a hold of Lyla." Louis ask me, yea he knows everything. "Umm no the lady said there was no one by that name working here" I whisper, while still admiring the joy in my arms.
"Umm Haz" Louis points to the tv.
Lyla's POV:
"Hey Lyla, it's umm me again. I just want to know your ok." He leaves me another message I have not answered. I throw my phone on the bed and make myself fall backwards. I let out a deep breath, something I have been struggling to do lately.
I feel such shame and have no remorse for myself. How did he fall in love with me? But I am in love with him to. I swore and promised myself that I would not fell anything for him and it was all for business in a sense. But my heart gives in every time and does what the heart knows best and to love and feel.
I stretch my arm out on the bed and I close my eyes, and bring my thumb to my lips and think back to the greatest moment. His body against mine, and mine against his. The way he rocked my body and made me feel special and loved as we made love. But my deep thoughts are interrupted at a knock on my door.
"LYLA" My gran, yea she's been grumpy lately. I lift my head and body up and meet her on the couch.
"Yes Gran" I sit next to her. "What is this" She points to the tv.
This just in Harry Styles and girlfriend Kendall Jenner have been getting intimate over text messages. Guess this hot couple can't keep it to themselves. As the Victoria Secret model sends these brand sexy new images to his phone! And I guess she wants the world to know that she is his.!!!
"I knew that boy was trouble when he walked in!" Gran says and switches the tv off.
I cover my mouth with my hand and run to my room.
"What have I done" I pant up and down my room.
I lean both my palms against my desk and breathe heavily.
I grab my phone and speed dial Jack.
"JACK HOW COULD YOU" I yell before giving him time to answer the phone.
"LYLA BE QUIET"
"YOU PROMISED NOT TO EXPOSE HARRY!"
"WELL THE PEOPLE NEED TO KNOW THE JUICY BITS OF THE SCANDAL!"
"LYLA, YOU MIGHT WANNA SEE THIS" Gran screams out. "YOU KNOW LYLA YOU----" I hang up on him.
I get to the tv and she turns the volume up.
"I have no idea where these photos came from, but I promise I have never seen them before. There must be some confusion Kendall and I are not dating, not that it is anyone's business. But this is my private life, and for the record my heart already belongs to someone else."
Wait why is at hospital, with a a cut lip.? My heart is racing because of his kind heart felt words.
"Maybe I judged him to quickly." Nan speaks up.
"I gotta go gran" call me I race out the front door.
"Hey Lyla, it's umm me again. I just want to know your ok" I leave the billionth message on her voicemail. I don't get it the other week we were perfect. We were together and I said I love her. If this was months ago it probably would not have been bothered or admit my love. But Lyla she's different, I don't even know how to explain my feelings for her they are as deep as they can get.
I grab my car keys and head off.
After a long car journey with my head spinning with endless scenarios. I pull up at the underground car park and of course there are paps.
They all scream out my name, like seriously this is a hospital they have no respect. I make it safely to the elevator and press level three- cardio ward. Hmm maybe she has just been really busy at work. My face is covered with the massive bouquets of flowers.
The elevator finally reaches my floor and I step out and the lurks being. I don't get some people just because I'm me doesn't mean I don't have a normal life and visit people in hospitals. It is almost like the media and outside world think we and the rest of the boys are so narrow minded.
I approach the nurse station. "Umm hi excuse me" I address the lady in the navy blue scrubs.
"Hey can I help you?"
I move the bouquet of flowers on the bench. "Is Lyla Smith working now by any chance?" I ask with a smile.
"Sorry hon, no one on this level by Lyla Smith" She shrugs her shoulders. "Umm are you sure?" I ask again. "Yea, sorry."
"Well can I leave these here, anyway." She takes the flowers, "Yea I guess"
She grabs a folder from the desk and walks away.
I have the right hospital I know that, and when Lyla and I spoke last she said they finally moved her to cardio.
I'm sure there is a simple explanation.
I pick up the flowers and make my way to level five where Louis and Freddie are there, I can't wait to see my Godson again.
I find his room and knock lightly. The door opens and I see my best mate and hug him. "Uncle Haz is here."
"Hey love" I go over to Brianna and kiss her on the cheek. "How you feeling?" I sit on the chair. "Good, get to go home in a couple days which I'm glad." She flashes me a smile.
"Freddie, your uncle is here" I stand up and take my godson from Louis arms where he was cradling him. I sit back down slowly on the chair and look at his sleepy eyes and admire this beautiful boy.
"hey did you get a hold of Lyla." Louis ask me, yea he knows everything. "Umm no the lady said there was no one by that name working here" I whisper, while still admiring the joy in my arms.
"Umm Haz" Louis points to the tv.
Lyla's POV:
"Hey Lyla, it's umm me again. I just want to know your ok." He leaves me another message I have not answered. I throw my phone on the bed and make myself fall backwards. I let out a deep breath, something I have been struggling to do lately.
I feel such shame and have no remorse for myself. How did he fall in love with me? But I am in love with him to. I swore and promised myself that I would not fell anything for him and it was all for business in a sense. But my heart gives in every time and does what the heart knows best and to love and feel.
I stretch my arm out on the bed and I close my eyes, and bring my thumb to my lips and think back to the greatest moment. His body against mine, and mine against his. The way he rocked my body and made me feel special and loved as we made love. But my deep thoughts are interrupted at a knock on my door.
"LYLA" My gran, yea she's been grumpy lately. I lift my head and body up and meet her on the couch.
"Yes Gran" I sit next to her. "What is this" She points to the tv.
This just in Harry Styles and girlfriend Kendall Jenner have been getting intimate over text messages. Guess this hot couple can't keep it to themselves. As the Victoria Secret model sends these brand sexy new images to his phone! And I guess she wants the world to know that she is his.!!!
"I knew that boy was trouble when he walked in!" Gran says and switches the tv off.
I cover my mouth with my hand and run to my room.
"What have I done" I pant up and down my room.
I lean both my palms against my desk and breathe heavily.
I grab my phone and speed dial Jack.
"JACK HOW COULD YOU" I yell before giving him time to answer the phone.
"LYLA BE QUIET"
"YOU PROMISED NOT TO EXPOSE HARRY!"
"WELL THE PEOPLE NEED TO KNOW THE JUICY BITS OF THE SCANDAL!"
"LYLA, YOU MIGHT WANNA SEE THIS" Gran screams out. "YOU KNOW LYLA YOU----" I hang up on him.
I get to the tv and she turns the volume up.
"I have no idea where these photos came from, but I promise I have never seen them before. There must be some confusion Kendall and I are not dating, not that it is anyone's business. But this is my private life, and for the record my heart already belongs to someone else."
Wait why is at hospital, with a a cut lip.? My heart is racing because of his kind heart felt words.
"Maybe I judged him to quickly." Nan speaks up.
"I gotta go gran" call me I race out the front door.
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4/19/16