"What a day" I collapse on my bed, followed by Harry, moving a stuffed toy. He pops up his elbow so his head rest on his hand facing me.

"How you doing?"
"Honestly." My eyes flicker " I have no idea".
"Sorry I didn't tell you about my mum Harry" He shuffles closer to me and caresses my cheek "It's ok Lyla, from now on you can tell me anything" I wish my subconscious screams!

I flash him a smile. "I'm gonna pee" He jumps off the bed.

I then see his phone light up and the sticky nose that I, I look at it. Really I think to myself, Kendall sending him a bikini body selfie, I roll my eyes at the fact that these girls in the industry have been titled influential. I then think maybe I can use this for Jack and he might let this whole Harry thing go. I look at the door to see if his coming, which he isn't, I grab his phone and lucky no password on it and send the photo or should I say multiple photos to my phone. I then delete the evidence on Harry's phone that they ever existed.


He comes back in the room seconds after I sent the photos to Jack. "I was thinking I could take you and your nan to dinner?"
"I don't think she would be in the mood?" I half smile. "Ok well are you?" He grabs my hands and lifts me up from the bed.

He slowly releases my hand but I'm quick to grab his hands. I get on my knees on the bed and place my hands on his shoulders. "Harry thank you you so much for being here." I press my forehead against his. I really need some comforting right now.



"Lyla I don't want to take advantage of you." Harry breaks our heated kiss.
"Harry your not" I whisper I press my lips against his.

We are standing beside my bed. I put my hands back around his neck, and whisper begging him almost "I want you."
I know this is beyond wrong to do this, but I need someone to take my fears and pain away.

He slowly unzips my dress, I am leaning against his front. He places delicate kiss all along my back making me moan slightly.

He thens spins me back around, my bare body up against his soon not to be clothed body. I begin to unbutton his shirt, once there done I grab the hem of his shirt and he lifts his arms and I take it off and throw it to the floor. He then begins kissing my collarbone and all the way down my left arm. I reach for his zipper of his black jeans and help him slide out of his jeans, pushing them down to his ankles.



He carefully lifts me up and lays me back flat on my bed. I feel him crawl up to me fro the end of the bed, and cringe with excitement for what is about to happen.

He slowly comes up to my lips and places a delicate kiss on them making me smile. No one here and now has loved me like this before. I tilt my head to the right as he begins attacking my neck with sweet gentle yet rough kisses.

I pop both my legs up and grab onto the sheet and cringe my fingers. I can feel his hot breath against my bare skin, his kisses start from my belly button and he moves down to my aching core.

He then grabs one of my thighs and holds it firmly to grant him better access.
His first thrust into me is paradise. I moan with much pleasure.

He let's go of my thigh and his palm comes to my hand which is reached over being my head on my pillow. He holds it tightly like he is never going to let go of me.

He kisses my neck travelling down to the valley of my boobs and letting a little tongue out which I giggle at.. "Lyla" He says my name, I immediately open my eyes.

He lets go of my hand which is in his. "Lyla, am I" I cut him off by wrapping my hands around his neck and tug at his curls. I nod as I staring in his eyes. He keeps going much rougher and faster and my pleasurable emotions take over as I beg him for more, which he gladly accepts.


"Ahhhh" I whisper and he pulls out and rests his head on my belly. I look up at the ceiling while I play with his curls and enjoy this raw moment with Harry.

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We continue to lay in silence, Harry resting on the left side of the bed now and I lay on my tummy as he draws circular patterns around my back. "So what now" He kisses my upper back.
I let out a sigh and rest my palms on the bed and move myself up bit so my head is now resting on the headboard. "Don't really know" I smirk crossing my arms looking at him.

"Lyla," He tucks a piece of hair behind my ear, and places a kiss behind my ear lobe. "I look in his beautiful, pure, innocent eyes.

And my heart stops










"Lyla, I love you".




See this is what I was afraid of!

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