"Lyla, Lyla honey" My gran tries to call my name but I run straight in my room slamming the door. I throw my hand bag and slide down the door and cry, and cry. Kissing him was a beautiful mistake, I promised myself I wouldn't get to attached but that's gone out the window. Kissing him was an amazing feeling that I can't describe.

I dropped him home and he pecked my lips goodbye, I am falling for Harry Styles who would have known. Now I can't tell him the truth it will kill me and kill him. I need to get out of this I don't care how I just need to.

I wipe my tears away and open up my computer and open a blank email to Jack.

Within seconds he replies.

Lyla, you know what and who are at stake. But it's your decision, just reminding you I know all kinds of people.

I climb into bed and set my alarm for the next five hours I get to sleep.

From Harry:
Goodnight Beautiful xxxx

I see a text from Harry and smile. "I'm sorry" I whisper

I have only had two hours of sleep but I am woken up by the sound of coughing. I run out of my bed and see my helpless grandfather coughing. I grab the bucket that is side of his bed. "It's ok" I squeeze next to him on the bed,

"Lyla, what's going on" I see her pop her head in, looking exhausted like every other night. "It's ok nan I've got him, go back to sleep"

He then lets out a heartbreaking whispering sound. "It's ok, I've got you" I rub his back as he continue to cough up blood. I turn my head so he doesn't see my sad emotion as a few tears trickle down my face. I sniffle and hand him a tissue and help clean his lips. "All better." I smile to him and his head falls slowly on the pillow.

I clean him up a bit more and fix the blanket so his comfortable. "Lyla" He tries to speak "I'm sorry" His eyes begin to water. "Sorry I'm such a burden." I put the bucket on the floor and crawl in next to him. "You are not a burden, you hear me, stop saying that" I rest my head carefully on his shoulder as lay next to him. " Hearing him say these untruthful words pains me like no other. He can't help how he is now and I won't let him think any of these dark thoughts. So I make a final decision.

I'm so sorry Harry, if only you knew the truth, which I am to afraid to admit to you. My subconscious yells at me.

I look down and see my granddad has fallen asleep, poor thing must be exhausted from all that coughing. I carefully get out of bed and place a kiss on his forehead. I get out of his room and find my gran on the couch with a cup of tea, she turns to face then back at the wall. I go and sit by her and wrap my arm around her shoulder.

"When is all this going to stop Lyla?" She cries out to me, my lips start to rebel but I show no emotion, I need to be strong for her. "When will he stop suffering"? She looks at the bedroom door. "I don't know gran, I don't know" I rest my head on her shoulder.

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I get ready for my night with Harry at the concert http://ak2.polyvoreimg.com/cgi/img-set/cid/109840822/id/TsuXiCV64xG8y7nG6xSULw/size/y.jpg

I feel bad for leaving gran but I need my escape as well. I take one more look in the mirror and satisfied with how I look. I send a quick message to Jack.

Coldplay concert with Harry tonight!


"You look amazing" Harry aims for my lips, but I turn my head and he kisses my cheek. He looks at me startled a bit, so then I peck his lips and he smiles. "Come on there on soon" He takes my hand and we go in the stadium with an amazing view, I can literally smell the sweat from each member.


Harry has his arms around my waist as he stands behind me, and we sway to the beautiful melody and lyrics to Hymn for the weekend.

Oh, angel sent from up above
You know you make my world light up

He sing softly as he rest his head on top of mine. I look down on the floor and smile at this amazing moment.

When I was down, when I was hurt
You came to lift me up

He kisses the side of my neck, he then removes himself from behind me and takes my hand and twirls me into him.

Life is a drink, and love's a drug
Oh, now I think I must be miles up
When I was a river, dried up
You came to rain a flood

He then kisses me, at first I hesitate but I kiss back.
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We then take a seat and he rests his head on my shoulder. My mind still ventures at home I hope my grandparents are ok, but I need to enjoy this moment with Harry. I look up at him and ca't help but smile.

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Fix you is the song they are preforming now, one of my favourites.

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace

I get a bit emotional, as I look at Harry whose eyes are fixated on the stage mouthing the words along.

Tears stream down your face and I
Tears stream down your face

Now tears are streaming down my face. I see Harry look at me as he smile has disappeared "Lyla you ok" he places both his hands on either side of my face. "Yea I am" I quickly wipe away my tears.

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

But these lyrics are what pain me most.

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