Harry's POV:

How is this happening I am at my place in LA and everything from my health point of view is going smoothly. But it's not right being here without her, I know she's doing well all healed and recovered which is great.

"Hey little man." I pick up my godson Freddie. "Lad some advice please wait a very long time to fall in love. " He lightly chuckles and I smile at him.

"How's my little lad" Louis comes in. "I'm good" I sarcastically reply handing him his son.

"Were gonna head out. We will come by tomorrow." HE says
"Bye little one" I take Freddie's little hand and they let themselves out.


I wake up and think of her, I go for a walk and think of her and I go to sleep thinking of her. She is everywhere. I don't care what happens we will be together. It's like she said no matter who we meet it will never be the way we love and feel about each other.

I hate the feeling when she said goodbye but I pulled away, but I want to spend every single day, every minute with her.

It's a lovely evening out so I decide to go for a walk to get my mind off her.


I walk down tis familiar path and take in the air and appreciate for what life is and how grateful I am. It is so easy to forget what really matters in this life especially in my line of profession. But with Lyla she always made me never forget what is to be humble and grateful. She is my hero.


Lyla's POV:

I sit here at the lighthouse with my notebook and write to him, like I have been everyday.

I go back to the day I let him out of my embrace, It was December 2nd.

Harry,

I let you go and now I don't know why must be and my selfish ways. These days I haven't been sleeping I go over in my head the night I said goodbye. Now I sit here at our place and I swallow my pride standing in front of this view saying sorry yet again for that night. Turns out freedom without you is basically still being trapped.

I go back to December our heartbreaking moment I love you and let you go. They say when you love someone you would do anything to make them happy, me letting you go I thought was the right thing. If I could back to that night I would turn around and change my mind, and hold you and never let you go.

I miss your smile, your kind words, your innocent eyes. The time we cried together and if I was with you again I would love you even more.
It's not that I have lost you, I realise what I have lost is a perfect man who forgave and forgot about my mistakes and didn't let those mistakes define me. You assured me that my mistakes are just apart of me, it's not all of me it's just apart of me.

I love you more than life itself and I vow this to myself as I sit here and reminisce on our memories I will always be with you and never ever love anyone ever again until my dying day.

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"I knew i would find you here" I recognise his voice. I put my pen and notebook down I lift my dangling legs and stand up. I turn around and all is confirmed., I smile.


"Lyla no joking around, I love and need you" He takes my hands.
"If you make another mistake, then I make that mistake with you, because we are a team. Love and only love you." He removes his hands from me and I see him moving a ring around on his middle finger.

I look up at him and he tucks a piece of hair behind my ear.

"This isn't a proposal. Just yet. But Lyla I promise you that whatever life throws at us I will be there like I know you love me. We have already been through so much defying the odds and we are both still standing. I promise I will love you until our dying day. I promise to hold you when you cry, to catch you if you fall. I promise the best life I can give you."

I am speechless at this beautiful man in front of my eyes, I don't know what to say. He slides the finger on my middle finger anyway and I smile and let out a tear.

"Ha--rr--"
I struggle to articulate.
"Lyla" He moves my chin up so I look in his green eyes.

If I can't speak then maybe I have no words.

I put my hand behind his neck and get on my toes and we brush our noses against each others and we kiss. His kiss I've missed, we kiss like it is our last kiss on earth.


"I love you" I say finally speak again.

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