Lyla's POV:

I hear his familiar voice and his kind, generous words I love how he thinks I am perfect, he feels all those things I wish I could feel for myself but you know us girls and insecurities.

My eyes flutter open and I see his beautiful familiar face, but something seems different.

"Lyla your awake" My heart rate increases. "Wait how do you know I'm awake" I ask excitedly, "Well I guess the universe was waiting for me to see again at the perfect time, and the first things I see is your beautiful eyes." He takes my hand, he slowly stands up and I move my body a little still a bit sore I am but this moment I don't care.

"I thought I would never see your beautiful face ever again" He leans down and pecks my lips.
"you can see" I start to cry "hey, hey no more crying everything is ok." He says kissing my cheek.

This moment I am ok, Harry is ok and has his sight back everything is good and perfect now.

I wince a little in pain, "Ahh" I try and move again "Hey don't move" He climbs in next to me. We look into each others eyes. "I missed your innocent eyes" He whispers sending shivers down my spine.

"Harry I am so sorry," He is about to tell me to stop but I continue "Please let me finish" He does. "I would not be here for you if it wasn't for you, you have given me a second chance at life I have always wanted. I will never ever be able to repay you." I let a tear spill but he wipes away.
"Lyla you give me everything just by breathing." He warms my heart.

"So now" He shuffles closer but I put my hand on his chest. "Harry you know I love you don't you"
"I love you to Lyla,"

I take a deep breath "but right now I can't be what you need. I know it sounds harsh but I do want to be with you, but I haven't dealt with things." I start to cry now.

"Whatever it is Lyla I want to be with you and deal with it together."

I cry "You don't understand Harry, every time I saw and see your face now for me is so hard."
"Why baby" He caresses my cheek I struggle to speak. "Because every time I look in your beautiful innocent eyes, I see a piece of you missing, I see the damaged I caused in your heart." I confess I never knew I felt this way until now.

"Lyla, I have forgiven you, it's all in the past." He tries to convince me.
"No Harry, if I was capable of doing what I did, who knows how far I could go next time." I confess.
"There won't be a next time Lyla, you and I both know that." He stokes my cheek, making me distracted.
"We don't know that Harry, I mean if anything these last few months has proven life is so unpredictable. Jack taking things way to far is proof enough how much some one can between us. I wouldn't forgive myself if something like this happened to you."

"I'm sorry it's how I feel."

He remains silent.

The what I feel next is excruciating, he removes himself out of my embrace and I watch and let him walk out the door yet again, but this fault I did have control.

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