I know places.

My eyes are delirious everything around me is bright and hazy. "Lyla stay with us" My eyes flicker like lights, my breathing is fast but slow at the same time. "Ha--aaa--" I try and say his name but I have no energy, I need to know his ok.

"Out of the way." They yell. I don't know what is going on, all I know is I am weak and feel a bit wet, crap I'm bleeding I see spots of red. I then feel a mask go over my mouth and within seconds I am out like a light.




"Mum" I see her standing in a white dress. "Mum" I try again.

But nothing

"Lyla, sweetheart I am so proud of you, you have grown up to be an amazing talented woman." She says with her back to me, why can't she see me?

"Mum turn around." I say
"I can't sweetie" She speaks again.

I am left confused I just want one glance at her.


"why"


"It's your choice Lyla"


What feels like a short of amount of time my eyes slowly flicker open. "Lyla, it's me Lucy, are you ok honey?" She asks. I try and speak but my throat is numb and dry. "It's ok don't speak. You were shot we had to take you in we got most of the damage."

She says and now I remember, Jack pointing the gun to Harry and I stopped him.

"It's ok they got him now, your safe." I can breathe again. My eyes then fall back asleep.



Harry's POV:

"How isn't there any news" I yell out again, sitting in my bed useless, I should be there with her, she literally saved my life. When the gun went off I couldn't even get out of this stupid bed and help her, it makes me feel useless I can't even be there for her when it should be me holding her hand, promising her it will all be ok. Like she did for me when I was out of it, I remember her words vaguely when I was in a coma she said she would never fall in love again, and now to think I never will ever again as well. All of this has put things into perspective for me, make me realise I have no reason to be mad at her anymore.

I know what she did was hurtful but it was her job, she was making money just to keep her family a float. I always had that perspective of the paps. Even though their job is invasive but it's their job to make money and provide for their families.


"Liam please go check again"

"Alright mate."

I pray hard in my mind for her to be ok, I can't be or live without her.

"Louis help me in the chair please" I need to see her.

"Are you"
"Yes" I interrupt.




Then I hear someone come back in, "She's alright Haz she's been taken into her room." I breathe again. "Take me to her"
"Of course" Niall says.



I can't see her but I feel her presence in the room, Liam wheels me closer
"Here" He takes my hand and puts it in hers.

"We will give you some time" Louis pats my shoulder and I hear them leave.


The only sound I can hear machines

"Lyla I need you more than I need to see." I spill a few tears.
"I love you just the way you are faults and all. But you don't see me like you do. You shouldn't try hard to be perfect. Trust me perfect should try and be you." I hold her hand tightly.

"Baby your perfect." I whisper\sing.


"Harry mate." I hear Niall's voice. "Can you just leave me here, I want to be here when she wakes up." Even though I won't really know when her beautiful eyes come back to me.

"Of course, we will be back tomorrow." He says, "Thanks for everything guys I appreciate it."


I close my eyes and think back to when I first met her. My mum invited me for breakfast in St. Bart's little did I know that breakfast would change my life forever. I met her Lyla, the girl of my dreams. I still remember what she was wearing, her beautiful flawless face, the time we danced, the time we kissed, her secret places, I remember and see them all again.

"Please" I whisper, I open my eyes

I see that Lyla is still asleep, and I

Wait, what?




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