"Ok I'll see you later gran, please call me when you land" I hug her tight as we say goodbye at the airport. "Look after yourself Lyla."


I wait for her to get on the plane and now I walk to my car as I walk away from her gate I see a group of people walking in my direction. I don't think of it and continue to walk to my car. I search my handbag and try and find my report papers I need to do but ca't find them, I must have left them back home so I make my way back.

I get home and now searching for the papers I need to work on. After looking for ten minutes I give up I mush have left them at work. I sit on the couch and turn the tv on, and return to the kitchen to make myself some tea, the tv is on in the background. I grab a mug, a green tea bag and wait for the kettle to boil. My phone vibrates on the counter and it's private must be work.

"Hello"
"Hello" I try again and all I can hear is sniffling I think.
"Hello who is it?" I raise my voice a bit, "Lyla"
"Umm yes speaking."
"Who is this" I ask getting frustrated. "It's me Anne." Anne why is she calling me, and why is she sad?

"Anne is everything ok" I ask worriedly. "Have you heard" her voice cracks.
"Heard what."
"Turn channel five on" I rush to the remote and change the channel.

I then drop the remote on the floor. "What is he, what happened?" I stutter.
"I don't have time to explain are you on duty?"
"I'm on my way now?" I hang up the phone grab my bag and run out the door and speed to the hospital.

I run through the double doors and head to the trauma floor. I run frantically not knowing what is going on my heart rate increases. I see him a group of doctors and nurses bringing him from emergency on a gurney. I watched as the take him to a room and my body is frozen, everything is numb. I can't see to find Anne anywhere so I burst into the room.

"Stats are dropping" One yells
"We need to get him to the OR now." Another one says, but then is beings to flatline, oh god no this is isn't happening.

"Charge" They yell as I slouch in the corner all hazy and not believing what is happening.

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'Charge again"
"We are losing him"

The hell they are. I gather myself!

"MOVE" I yell and barge through. I climb on the bed and my knees bent between Harry's now lifeless body. I get in CPR mode and perform.

"Come on Harry" I say as if it's just us in the room. "You don't get to give up" I keep going. "COME ON" A tear spills from my eye.

"Stats are coming back now." I wave of relief washes over me. "Good job Lyla". They help me down "we need to get him to the OR now."

They start to wheel him away. "Wait" I call out
I walk over to him "please don't leave me" I whisper , "I love you" I back away and let them go and save his life.

I leave the room and sit on the chair, still not believing what is happening. On the news Harry on his way from the airport a car crash and looking at him before he was unrecognisable almost his in bad shape. His injuries are very concerning and I know there are internal problems, his unresponsive and he just arrested. God why does Harry have to go through this, he is nothing but a kind hearted, a beautiful soul he does not deserve any of this. I see a dark haired women with puffy eyes and wet cheeks.

"LYLA, how is he, whats' going on" She pants. "Where is he?"
"They took him in for surgery."
"Surgery why? Where is he, I need to see him," She shouts making other people look. I stand up and try and calm her.

"Anne you need to relax, please"
"I need to see my baby please" I take her arm and sit her down. "Anne they will come when they have news."
"Your right I'm sorry, I'm sorry" she cries. "Hey he is going to be ok" I take her hand. I try and assure her and myself.


Anne's head rests on my shoulder and I try to keep my emotions silent so she won't notice. My pager then goes off I jump a little so does Anne. It's the Nuero department , I turn it off. "I'll be back." I think she is too tired to answer me so Anne just tilts her head back on the wall.

I rush to the Nuero level and see the whole team. "You paged" I try and act professional, but I am so personal to this case.

"Yes Lyla you must be close with Style's family." One says, "Umm yeah you could say." I reply
"Well we have a intensive update on his case, complications include Nuero possible permanent damage and cardio issues." I listen again as a professional but I don't think I can go on and listen, but I have to be strong for Harry and for Anne.

We sit at the nurse station and I listen carefully.




After gathering all that information Harry how did this happen? They had to put him in coma and they don't know when he will wake. Possible permanent brain damage when he wakes they will no more after some tests. Irregular heart beats again has to be monitored, so I asked them to move him to the cardio ICU which they are now.

I find Anne and she sees me the mess that I am. She walks over to me and I hug her immediately. "Is he ok" She wipes her cheek and I shake my head. So the dreadful part now is I have to tell her.

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"You can speak to him you know." I step in the ICU and again not let my personal relationship get in the way of my job but at the same time I want him to know I am here and not going anywhere. "Can he hear me.?" She sniffles holding her sons hand. "Yea I know he can, I'm just going to do some obs but go ahead."

I proceed with my job and check his temperature, his blood pressure, the only noise is the beeping machines, and Anne's desperate pleas for her son to wake up. She removes her buried head and reveal her red puffy eyes, "when will he wake" she asks moving a curl from his forehead.

"It's hard to say" I say the truth closing his folder, putting it on the table, bring the chair closer sitting beside her. "I can't lose him." She breaks down so I embrace her.

"Shhh it's ok, his going to be ok, I promise you." I rub her back and my tears start. "I'm going to get a coffee" she stands and leaves.

I then move to her chair where she was sitting and take his hand. "Harry" I sniffle.
"I am so sorry, you have to be ok, please keep fighting. I need you to know how grateful and thankful I am for you. You are the most beautiful, kind, sweet innocent man I have ever met. Please wake up harry, please baby." I kiss his hand I then hear the door open and see Anne, I get up from her chair.

"No it's fine" She sits on the other chair. "Anne I am so sorry that this is happened." I wipe my tear with my sleeve. "It's not your fault sweetheart." She smiles weakly. I stand up, "you don't have to go".

"No I need to do some work." I leave the room.

"Oh hey" I spot Louis. "Can I go in?" He asks weakly. "Yea" I open the door for him.

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