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Lesbian ♤ Tomlinson

f.i.v.e

.Blake Caulfield,

Jack had came over to hang out in my room out unexpectedly and me,not having anything better to do,just let him stay.

I would say me and Jack are kinda-of like best friends forever.I tell him all of my stuff and he tells me all of his stuff.If you've seen how we acted around each other you would think we're dating,but we're obviously not.I'd consider him my only best friend since the 4th grade,if I'm honest.

"Sooooo.Tell me what's up with this Louis guy you've told me about.Are you finally going to turn straight for him?"He gasped and I hit his arm.

"No dude.Louis is just a friend.I have Violette,don't get fooled"I put my legs on Jack's lap.

"You don't find him at least a bit attractive?"He looks up from his phone,to look at me.

I furrow my eyebrows."I don't know.I'm lesbian.I don't like boys"

He laughs and shakes his head."You always use that excuse.Just because you're not into boys that does not mean you get an opinion"

"But I understand why he wants you so bad"He continues then kicks his lips.

I look at him in a puzzled way."Why you say that?"

"Because,"he lightly pushes my feet off his lap and hovers around me with his hands supporting his weight."I mean just look at you Blake.Everything about you is so...Genuine,sexy,and beautiful"

He abruptly kisses me and I don't reject,but I also don't kiss back until a couple of seconds later.The kiss was full of fervor and want,but I didn't want to do this with Jack.

When reality finally hit me,I broke the kiss between us and I stand up."I think you should go"I sigh and dash my fingers through my hair.

"Y-You k-kissed back"He was trying to hide that huge smile across his face,it was just impossible.

"Yes and that was a misconception"I started pacing back and forth.God I feel like such a whore.

"Then why did you kissed me back?"That huge smile turned into an angry frown.I'm going to be honest,I was terrified of Jack when he got mad.He was standing 5'11 and I was standing 5'1,and God knows what he'll do to me.

"Because I didn't wanted to ruin it for you.I don't like you like that Jack.I don't know why I never stopped you,I was dumb.My intentions weren't to lead you on.I just"

"You just what?!Fuck Blake.Why are you like this??!!"He raises his hands up in anger.

What the hell?

"You're acting as if that was something I could control!I DO NOT LIKE YOU THAT WAY,I do not like you that way.I don't know why I'm a lesbian,again,I don't control it,I just like what I like.I don't want you to feel bad about yourself.You're a good person an-"

"I have liked you for the longest and you never took the fucking hint.Dammit Blake!I have liked you long before you even liked girls.Why else would I still have fucking stayed with you when you were supposedly caught doing who knows what with Michael Rodriguez in 9th grade!I was your only friend,and you know that!"Without thinking I slap him and I feel a small tear coming down to my cheek.

"Why did you brought that up...?I've told you a billion times,I told Michael to stop.I never enjoyed it.I was never the same after that."I took a brief pause."My parents didn't talked to me for 2 years straight.I thought we had left that in the past"

His eyes instantly turned from and anger look to a look full of sadness and grief.

"Blake...I'm really sorry.I didn't meant to say that.I was just furious,you kn-"He tried to hug me but I refused without a doubt.

"You knew how touchy and delicate was this subject.And the whole school saw me as a whore.But I knew deep inside that I hated every moment when that boy Michael touched my body.I hate myself for being weak"I tried my hardest not to cry in front of him but it seemed absurd.

Without any other word,he sighs then walks out,shutting the door behind him.

I sit back in the couch and wipe my tears.I reach for my phone in my back pocket and do something that surprises me and is probably going to surprise him as well.




To daddyyyy


I need of you.Really wish you were here right now by my side.



Notes

Comments

Yay diversity!

But great! We always ship male band members in fan fiction but never have lesbians or bi chicks!

@Call_Me_Godot
lol!that's crazy asf

lela lela
3/11/16

This is crazy because I actually had a Harry concept involving a lesbian, Christofer Drew Ingle, and the lesbian's girlfriend (only it would've been horrifically dark lol)

@briannamelton
thanks Brianna.And sure I'll read it,any time!-J.D

lela lela
3/10/16