His body and my body against each other as we make love, all the pain and events are non existent right now. He is looking deep in my eyes and makes my pain vanish, he is on top of me where I lay underneath him, bare and venerable. My breathing slightly increases he brings his hand to my cheek where it happened. He place a sweet delicate reassuring kiss on it, to remind me that it does not define me .

This moment with Harry being intimate, differs from our other moments like this. This time is he more gentle and taking account his every moment and looking at me to make sure if I'm ok. My hands wrapped around is neck and my hands roam his hair.

"Hayley." he pants, "are you ok?" he asks again. I grip tighter around his neck to indicate I am ok and he goes faster. My head tilts to the left and I close my eyes as he begins kissing me there and thrusts slowly and gently.

I don't want anything or anyone else, not when I've already had the best.
He collapses next to me and wraps a protective arm around me as we lay there in silence after our love making. This time I felt with him safety, security. It was the best unknown feeling I have ever experience. "Get some sleep baby." He kisses the side of my head. He caresses my cheek again. I grab a hold his crucifix necklace "you won't leave me?" My venerable self speaks. "That will never, ever happened again Hayley. I'm sorry if you ever felt the need to doubt me. But I promise it's against the world."
"Harry, I never should of" I can't continue as my eyes give up and start to water. I turn my head as I can't face him, not after I made him think or feel about him.

"Hey." He turns me to face him, he moves some hair from my face. "I love you, you know that" I nod. "Let's just move on ok, I love you and you love me and we are here now. We move forward and await a blissful future that is waiting for us."

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We are all at the breakfast table and in all fits of laughter. I never knew living with all boys would be so fun and not gross at all I gotta say. "That's El" Louis gets up and hurries to the door.

I see Louis holding hands with a beautiful girl. She is about 5,7 with shoulder length brown ombre hair, she is gorgeous and a bit intimidating with her height and all. She hugs and kisses everyone hello including Harry. "And this is my girl Hayley." Harry wraps his arm around my waist. "Nice to meet you". Usually I hate meeting new people, but this now feels natural somehow like I've known her and the boys my whole life.
"WOW your gorgeous, nice to meet you sweetie" she brings me in for a hug.

"So were all gonna get ready to head out." Liam speaks up. "Where we gonna go" Niall speaks with food in his mouth, Louis shrugs his shoulders, "Where ever the takes us" he says
"YES I love unplanned days" Niall shouts out and I giggle, "you love birds in" Louis ask as he leans his head again El's. I touch my cheek and turn to Harry. "We don't have to" He brings my hand down from my cheek and kisses it.

"Are you kidding" El speaks and I turn around with Harrys hand still in mine. "I can help you, please I don't want to be the only girl, and I wanna know you a bit better" Her eyes light up and Louis nods his head rapidly up and down.

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El helps me get changed http://ak1.polyvoreimg.com/cgi/img-set/cid/158287731/id/7M4J4PT35BGPH2NfJx98cQ/size/y.jpg

"You have amazing, flawless skin" she compliments me, She brushes my cheek being not as forceful than the other side
"Thanks"

"There ya go." She hands me the mirror and I can't believe it, I look actually nice and my pain is concealed https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/72/91/fc/7291fcf8144b811ce2f4c59ef2a4bac0.jpg

"GIRLS HURRY UP!" I hear Niall call out. "Let's go" El takes my hand, I feel like I have made a new best friend.

"Shut it Horan, you can't rush true beauty" El says and takes Louis arm and he pecks her cheek, they are beyond cute.

I go and sandy by Harry and take his hand, he brings my hand up and kisses it, "You look amazing" he whispers in my ear.
I blush and look down and back at him and smile.

"Ok lets's roll." Niall forces us out the door. "Whose driving?" Liam questions.
"ME" Louis rattles the car keys, "OH GOD!" Liam responds and I laugh.

I laugh because I have never ever had any of this before, a strong sense of family. People who aren't even blood related to me and have know for an hour (EL) and only a short few months (the boys) and someone on my hand Harry.

I can't wait to share many more amazing, happy memories with everyone in the future.

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