Love in a Photograph

Back at home I have just finished yet another drawing this time of Harry. God I probably seem like a stalker now. I pack my notepad and pencils away and place them inside my side bed table and lock it away, so no one sees. I lay down and go over the events that happened. Not much has happened but I realised I miss Harry, my friend a lot, I hope I get to see him again soon. I take the bed cover off me and go to my desk and unlock the draw and pick up a photo frame and it's of Harry and I when we were young. It was taken the day before he left at the park and I am on a swing and Harry is in a hoodie that he always wore.
http://www.publicdomainpictures.net/pictures/50000/nahled/baby-boy-and-girl-black-and-white.jpg
I smile and reminisce about the gold old days and everything was so simple, It was always Harry and I against the world.

I am taking a walk on this brisk England day. The clouds overtake the sky and there is not one shad of blue, only grey. I am sitting at the park where Harry and I used to come to. Sitting here alone on my notepad drawing. I see a young boy and girl playing around and I smile and think of Harry and I.

All of this is happening so fast, one minute Harry left, then years passed with silence and now out of the blue he has come back into my life. Maybe it won't last long, he will probably just vent to my dad and then things will go back to normal, he will go back to family and continue to live his life without any contact from me, so it is important for me not to get to attached. I can't lose something I never really had again. I always had a crush on Harry growing up, but we were young and it was 'young love'
Our life turned out in separate directions , him with everything under his belt. The looks, the charm every girl probably wants him and every guy wants to be him. While I am here stuck not knowing what to do or how to do it. But things are like this for a reason and maybe I don't know what that reason is I'll just let it be and whatever is meant to happen will happen.

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