"Hayley tell Harry to get ready, were leaving for London in ten minutes." Dad knocks on my bedroom door, Harry hiding in the bathroom. I hate this, Harry and I sneaking around especially when we live together.
"Lucky I'm all ready, ready." Harry comes out of the bathroom. "London huh?" I wrap my arms around his neck, "maybe we can visit the boys." I peck on his soft pink lips. "Sure I'll give Lou a call now," Harry pecks my lips and leaves my room.

I am really happy that I have met and become confident around the boys, I'd like to think of them as close friends, something I have never ever had. I quickly get changed https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/90/41/d5/9041d52830067b79651008ca2b6a24b3.jpg
and put a little make up on. I then hear a knock on the door. Harry comes in, "Hey we might head out with the boys later, so pack some more clothes." He says and leaves. So I follow his advice, I go to my closet and pack some of my nicer clothes. I must admit since I've been with Harry my dress standards have definitely improved, I like to think I have more 'Style' and what girl doesn't want to look good for their man.


Dinner is quite the norm general chit chat with my parents and Harry holding my hand under the table. Harry and I are now driving to Lou's house it took some convincing with my dad, what can I say I'm his little girl and he still likes to treat me like one.

"Hayl's good to see ya." Loui's answers the door giving me a hug. "So umm when can I change?" I ask. "Just down the hall to the left" Niall points out. I flash a smile and make my way to the bathroom, I look in the mirror and see my makeup is still on, so I just add some more powder. I open my bag and get my top and shorts out. http://ak1.polyvoreimg.com/cgi/img-set/cid/139550959/id/NkLBFhll5BGkjgmk2__Y_w/size/y.jpg
If I get cold, Harry will be a true gentleman and give me his jacket.

I return to the lounge, "So where we going?" I ask.
"CLUBBING" Louis shouts out, and I gulp down, oh dear god. No not clubbing, I hate it. Well I've never been but I know I'll hate it, sweaty horny people, I know I'll stick out like a sore thumb. Being short in this situation sucks, I don't want to go in a small place especially being as claustrophobic that I am . I see Harry looking at me across the room being curious that I am I shake my head indicating I don't want to go. He whispers in Liam's ear and he looks at me, probably thinking I'm a freak. I don't want to go clubbing, I don't want to go out and be judged, besides I'm more of a fancy restaurant kind of a girl that constitutes as a night out for me.

"You ok?" Harry stands next to me rubbing my back, "no I don't want to go, can't we just go to a pub or something." I honestly tell him. "Why, whats's wrong" His face to face. "I just don't want to go to a club." I shrug my shoulders. "Come on Hayl's one night, won't hurt." He pushes my buttons. "No Harry, please." I whisper\ shout.

"Everything ok here, love birds?" Niall interrupts what could have been an argument.
"You know what" I try to avoid watery eyes. "I think I'm gonna catch a cab home." I walk to the bathroom to gather my bags.



"Hayley, what's going on?" I see Harry through the bathroom mirror. I continue to change in my clothes from before not bothering to recognise his presence. He grabs my hands "Hayley please tell me what's wrong?" He pleas. I sniffle "go with your friends Harry I'll be fine." I say in the best way possible.
"Is that what you want."?
"Yes." I look in his eyes. "You don't get to see them everyday, it's fine go" I look to the door.

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I lay alone in my bed, wondering what Harry is doing, yes I let him go out to a nightclub, I should win girlfriend of the year, most girls have their men on leashes and don't let them go anywhere. Then why am I feeling so lonely and sad, I mean of course I trust Harry more than anything, it's other girls that are taller, slimmer, prettier than me that I don't trust.

As continues tears fall from my eyes I hear a knock on the door. "come in" I quickly wipe my eyes. "I sit on the edge of the bed.


"Harry?" I smile.

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