Love in a Photograph

"Just like old times huh?" Harry and I walk hand in hand walking home from the park.
"Yepp" I then decide to jump on his back and have a piggy back ride back home, advantages of being small.

"Let me get the key." I jump of his back and search my coat pocket for the house key. I open the door with a massive smile on my face.

"HAAPPPYYY BIRTHDAYYY"! The three boys stand in the entrance popping their party poppers. Harry runs in and hugs all three of them. I close the front door behind me and then the song twenty two comes on again, making Louis and Niall dance.

"WEWWW 22" Niall shouts out and continues to dance making me laugh.

"You did this" Harry looks over at his goofy friends dancing around our living room, I chuckle "I might have called them."
"Thank you Hayl's" He kisses my cheek.

"Ok boys what would you like for dinner." I ask them.

"MC DONALDS PLEASE" Niall calls out, I grab my keys from the stand and open the front door. "Wait I'll come with you." Harry comes up to me. "No Haz, enjoy the time with your friends." I say, "are you sure," his so cute. "Yes Harry it's fine."
"I'll go with you." Louis suggests. "Yea ok," I happily agree, "I have a few questions for her anyway." Louis smirks, "Ok please be careful" Harry says so protectively.


"He really loves you, you know" Louis speaks up, I take my eyes off the road for a second to look at him. "Yea I know."
"I don't think you realise Hayley." I turn to him again, not knowing what he means.
"Before he returned back to you, it's like he was dead man walking." I nod to indicate to Lou to continue.
"He would always come to my house and the other lads and I would worry every time there was a knock on our door, and" he remains silent for a moment. "And what Lou" I'm curious.
"For someone to say that he was dead." I break the car suddenly!
My eyes immediately tear up. "What, what, umm huh?" I ask
"Sorry, his parents, well I'm sure you know. But they never cared, never shared any interest , I guess it made him feel not worthy of anyone or anything. Like he wasn't worthy or able for someone to love him.

I am wasted with emotions, how can Harry feel like his not worthy of being loved, he is the most kind, gentle person I have ever met. Louis confessing this all to me makes me feel closer to Harry and the rest of the boys, When I wasn't there I know he had them to keep him sane.
"Well thank god he had you guys" I start the car again.



"WOW I'm full" Niall says lazily on the couch.
"Niall your never full" Liam says. "Yea well my stomach says differently" he lifts up his top to reveal his very pale stomach. Making us all laugh. I look at Louis he knows what I mean. "Lads, why don't we head to bed, I don't mean that in gay way." Louis speaks and defends himself.
"Lou it's only" Harry looks at his watch with his arms around me. "Ten in the night".
"Yea well, umm" Lou struggles. I turn my head to look at Harry, "I wanna take you somewhere"
"Well ok then".


I drive and finally reach our destination. I take Harry's hand and take him to the beach.
"Ok open your eyes"
"Wow"
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"You did all this" he looks in my eyes and caresses both my cheeks.
"Yea that's why Louis and I were running late."
I get on my toes and kiss him on his lips. "Come on let's go" I take his hand and lead him inside the hut which has a bed.

I turn to him as we both stand in the dark hut. I wrap my arms around him and kiss him. I then kiss sides of his neck to indicate what I want. He gently pulls away "Hayl's are you sure" he asks me genuinely. "Yes Harry I'm very, very sure and ready. Thinking back on Lou and I conversation earlier I want to make him feel loved, that he is worthy and I want to show and appreciate hI'm, and of course I am sure, I used to kind of think I was waiting before marriage but thing is I was just waiting for Harry.

Our noses touching, I use my nerves fingers to unbutton my top, and he takes off his jacket, and lifts up his t.shirt then brings his hands to my top taking it off. This moment here and now I have never felt as exposed but with Harry it feels so right and I am ready. We look deep into each others eyes, he then unzips my jeans zipper now leaving me ore venerable and exposed in only my bra and underwear. His pants are then thrown to the side, he takes my hand and leads me to the bed, we lay side by side and I can feel Harry's hands under them sliding off my underwear. My eyes blink and my heart rate increases. "Please tell me if I am hurting you." He looks in my eyes and kiss him and bring his neck down with my hands running through his hair. "Take me" I whisper.


He looks in my eyes once again, and I dig my fingernails in his back. He kisses me softly and I can feel him go in for the first time. The odd sensation, not so much pain but discomfort feels awkward as I squint my eyes and hold onto the sheets for some sort of relief. As he continues the pain subsides and becomes more pleasurable and enjoyable. My eyes are close, but I feel strong enough to open them, he continues to kiss me and keeps going. I moan with pleasure and Harry keeps going and moves kisses to neck now, as he keeps going I lift one leg up and bend, to indicate I want him even more. Harry then fasten his speed and goes in harder making me moan louder and squint a bit of left over pain. "Hayley" He looks in my eyes, "Keep going" I whisper "Please". He does as he is told.
The pain is completely and utterly gone and I enjoy this with Harry. Being this close and intimate with Harry is loving him on a whole new level, it is passionate as sin and with Harry makes it a million times better.

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