Love in a Photograph

"Sit still Styles." I say to him and I stare at his face as I draw him.
"Yes boss." I chuckle and put my pen back on the page and keep illustrating.

"Hayleyyy" I hear my dad call out. I roll my eyes. "I'll be back" I put my stuff down. "Wait he grabs my arm. "Can I see it" He looks at the paper face down. I nod my head and he picks it up. http://data.whicdn.com/images/52132842/large.png

"Hayl's promise me you will make this career one day." He examines the photo then puts the paper down taking my hands. "Well I don't really know what I wanna do yet" I shrug my shoulders and speak the truth.



"Yea dad." I leave Harry in the studio while I talk with my dad, them in the same room isn't good just yet. "Mum and I are going away for a few days, so it's you and Harry here. Please make sure there is a house to come back to." He chuckles on the last part.
"Of course there will be dad." I laugh
"Ok, well I have to pick mum up from work now, so I'll see you in a few days." I hug him and follow him out the front. I wave goodbye and go back inside.

"You can come out now". I say knowing Harry was listening to the whole conversation. He pokes his head out. He comes closer to me and wraps his long arms around my tiny waist. "So were alone for a few days"
I automatically feel nervous because I'm smart enough to know what people do when there home alone, and I haven't done that before he knows that, but I know he won't push it I know.

He lifts me up from his arms. He then kisses me on the lips, "Hayl's I know, I' not going to pressure you ok" he looks in my eyes. I just nod and hug him, as I look over my shoulder I have a disappointed and confusing look on my face.

"How about a drive." He caresses my cheek and I smile and nod.

Only a five minute drive we stop the car and find a nice overlook on a cliff and parked safely. Harry opens the boot of the rover and we sit together and just admire the view and each others company. My head rests on his chest, "beautiful isn't it" I say referring to the view, "yea you are beautiful." Harry says and I move my head aside indicating a kiss on my cheek from him.

Harry and I are being in the house alone is a scary thing for me. I do want to please him in that way, but I'm not ready, well I don't think I am. Who knows maybe I am. I trust Harry more than anyone, maybe it's time to be more confident and just go with things, instead of questioning everything.

I bite down my lower lip I then trace my index finger on his lips and smile at him and reciprocates. My lips I bring to his and kiss him slowly, then passionately. I kiss both his cheeks and then back to his lips. I then take my jacket off (I think this is how it goes) I then kiss him passionately again, but this time as an indicator that I want him. "Hayley, Hayley" He tries to get my attention but I keep kissing him this time at his neck.

"Hayley, love stop." He grabs both my hands. "Is something wrong?" I ask him to go in for another kiss but he moves away. Leaving me confused, I look deep in his eyes trying to show no emotion through them. "Hayley" he moves closer to me on the edge of the boot of the car. "I just don't think our, your first time should be in the boot of a car." He smirks but I don't find this amusing at all. I am so beyond embarrassed my attempt to be intimate and close with Harry has completely backfired badly. I feel like I need to cry, but I can't let him know that. "I, umm think I should walk home." I jump out, take my jacket and walk off. I hear him call my name but I keep walking.

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