He runs to me and grabs my arm.
"Demi, what did you do?....."

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I couldn't say anything. I see tears appearing in his eyes. He runs downstairs and grabs the bandages. When it's all done he asks
"Demi, why did you do this?"
I just point at my phone and he unlocks it and my Instagram plops in. He reads a few comments and then he says
"Demi, why? I always thought those things let you cold."
"I don't know Luke, I thought the same, but....." I sigh
"I really don't know." I begin to sob again.
"Sshh, it's okay baby, I'm right here, I'll always be."
"I don't wanna go to rehab Luke." I say softly.
"You don't need to."
"Really?"
"Yeah, of course. You're strong, I think that if you really want to, you can change."
"Thanks Luke."
"But it's your choice if we tell the others."
"but if we do tell them, the whole world will know."
"But that increases the chance that it will stop."
I sigh "Maybe, I just should tell my nearest people. No one else."
"I think we can try that."


So we walk downstairs and I tell the others. Harry and Mel are very supportive. Or understandable. I feel a lot better.

~a few days later~

So Luke went onto the next city and I'm missing him. Like a lot. I'm doing better and I didn't cut myself anymore. I have a lot of fun with writing songs and I'm doing pretty well. I get more fans and They're all very supportive. I'm sitting now at Marie's office waiting for her to tell me the news. It must be important 'cause it's 8am.

"Demi, I just got of the with a person from the MTV Europe Music Awards and he said that you have a good chance to get nominated, or even winning." She says as soon as she walks in.
"So soon?" I ask unbelievable.
"Apperently yes. The people in Europe seem to love you." She smiles.
"But that's amazing!" I say excited. Maybe I may sing on the MTV EMA.
"You still need to get nominated, but I think with 'Good girls' you have a good chance."
"This is going to be so amazing!!!!" I say.
"Okay, take it easy right there. You first need to get nominated." Marie laughs.
"That was all I wanted to say, you can go now." She says afterwards.
"Okay, bye marie."


When I'm home I scream that Harry and Melissa need to come down. Confused they come downstairs.
"I HAVE A CHANCE TO GET NOMINATED FOR THE MTV EMA!!!!" I scream excited.
"That's amazing!" Harry says while hugging me.
"Where's the champagne?"
"Harry, I first need to get nominated." I giggle.
"Congratulations baby!!!!" Mel screams when she hugs me also.
"Group hug!!!" Harry screams.
I laugh and we fall on the ground.

After we stand up I phone Luke.
"Guess who has a chance for getting nominated for the MTV EMA?" I smirk.
"No way! Really? That's amazing! I'm so proud of you!"
"Luke, you're sounding like my dad right now." I laugh.
"I'm so happy for you. You really deserve it."
"But. I didn't get nominated yet."
"You will, trust me."
"Thanks Luke."
"For what?"
"That you believe in me."
"I always did and always will do."
I smile
"I'm really thankful Luke. I trust you."
It was quiet at the other side of the line for a few moments.
"I love you, but I gotta go. Bye!" He says suddenly and then he hangs up the phone.
That was weird. I lifted my shoulder. He's just busy, I think.

the rest of the day I spend with doing nothing. The thing that Luke cut me off stays in my head, but I ignore it, I trust him. I just hope he doesn't take advantage from it....

Notes

IM BACK FROM VACACTION. And I'm sick :(
I was on vacation to Europapark (Germany) for a few days, so that's why I haven't uploaded. I'm sick again, that's why they're so short. And I'm also starting a new story with MissFangirl, so make sure you check it out. I dunno when next one will be out.


xxx