Great, now he thinks that I'm cheating on him. God, can this get any worse?

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I just stare at the tv and then I put my hands over my face. This can't be happening.
"Demi, it's okay. Luke will never think you're cheating on him until he asked it you first." Mel says. Harry nods his head in agreement.
I sigh.
"What if he does think I'm cheating on him and doesn't call me?" I ask.
"Then you call him." Mel says.
"What if he doesn't pick up?"
"Then you'll buy the first plane ticket to Spain to convince him that you didn't cheat on him."
I sigh again. I look to the tv screen again and then I see Luke backstage. I hope so much he's going to call me. Or at least say that he wants to speak to me first. I see him sigh and shaking his head.
"I really don't know what to say on that." He says into the camera.
"I think we go to the break and you'll see how he totally reacts after it." The interviewer says.
"I can't watch this." I say standing up and walking away.
"Demi wait! Just phone him! Who cares what others think?" Mel screams after me.
I stand still. I turn around and grab my phone while walking back to the couch. I phone Luke and wait until he answers, it took him like 2 seconds to answer.
"Demi?" He asks.
"Luke, please don't believe anything from that crap!" I say.
"Demi, who is that guy?"
"That's Theo. That picture was taken when I was running and I fell and Theo caught me. Theo is just a friend nothing more, I swear."
I hear him sigh.
"Okay, anything else I need to know?"
"depends."
"On what?"
"If they have other pictures that you'd see in the wrong way."
"Just tell me everything that happened."
"Well, after Theo caught me, we ran together to my house. And after that he drank something with us, just water, and then he went home. And today he met Spike at the beach. Oh, and someone was hitting on me so I kicked him in his balls, but I don't know if they have pictures from that." I say, smiling at the end.
"That's my girl. Okay, thanks for letting me know, babe. I love you." I hear him laugh a little.
"I love you too and what ever they gonna say, please talk to me first and give me a chance to explain." I say.
"I will, but I gotta go back now. I'll call you later. Bye!"
"Bye baby."
I hang up the phone and look to Mel.
"And?"
"He believed me." I say and I sigh in relief.
At that moment the tv show begins. We all sit down and watch.
"So Luke, did you talk to her?"
Luke nods his head. "Yes I did."
"And what did she say?"
"She had her explanations and reasons, but I think we'll keep those for ourselves."
"Okay, well, that's your choice of course. Thanks you guys for being here tonight. And thank you all for watching!"

"Demi, you might wanna check the reactions on your Instagram....." Mel says.
I look at my Instagram and click on my last picture. All kind of horrible reactions were written. Things like 'You bitch, how dare you to cheat on him. You don't deserve him. Even a frog is a better girlfriend.' And 'I hope you burn in hell, you little piece of shit.'.
I run upstairs to my room. Harry wants to come after me but I hear Mel saying
"Maybe we should leave her alone for a minute. She'll come when she's ready to talk."
I shut the door from my bedroom and begin to sob a little.
It's all happening again, everything that happened years ago. What did I do to deserve this? I'm literally crying right now. It's all happening again.

I walk to my bathroom and look in my stuff for something that I didn't used in years.
When I find it I put in on my arm and cut I my arm.
I just want to do one. But the pain feels to good so I make it 3.
After that I put the blade back and I begin to cry. I push a towel against my wounds.
When I know sure they're dry I put on another sweatshirt to cover my wounds and go to my bedroom.

After almost 5 years clean, 3 cuts.....

Notes

Sorry this is such a short one, hope u like it tho..