Liam and I spent the next couple of weeks together before he had to go back to work, and I had to go back to school. Things with the boys are actually low key for once...sort of. They have some time off in between going to the studio to finish recording their fourth album. I got A's and B's on all of my finals and my new classes are going well. I am really annoying college. Of course it's hard sometimes since the majority of my friends are single, and party all the time, but I've gotten used to it. aside from my gay best friend back home, Reza, and my gay best friend here Dominic. I don't really talk to many guys. Well I do, but it's never flirty. Not to sound conceited, but guys try to pick me up all the time. I don't hesitate when rejecting them, but I can't help but wonder what if? I wouldn't trade what Liam and I have for the world because he's perfect and we're perfect but I don't know. Sometimes, I can't help but have my doubts. I wonder if he's constantly being faithful. Ever since what happened that night at the bar I've been paranoid, but can you blame me? My boyfriend just so happens to be one of the biggest super stars on the planet, and girls are always throwing themselves at him. It makes me so outrageously jealous. I know he's all mine, but sometimes it doesn't seem like it. Speak of the devil, he just texted me
*Hey beautiful how is your day going?* I look like an idiot smiling from ear to ear in the middle of the library right now. It's the little things like this that make me fall more in more in love with him.