After my blood turns in to alcohol

December 31

Emma's p.o.v

''Are you sure you're gonna go? Your accident was only three weeks ago'' my mum had been trying all day for us to decide not to go to Harry's cabin, and now we were literally on our way out she still tried. She wouldn't forbid us to go though, not when she and dad are fighting for custody over us. She thinks that if she's going to have a chance to win she has to let us do whatever we want to. For now, that's fine by me. ''Mum I'm fine, I promise'' Louis said and we both grabbed our bags as soon as we heard a car horn from outside. ''See you in two days, mum. Happy new year'' Louis said and gave her a kiss on the cheek ''happy new year mum'' I smiled and headed out the door.

‘’You own a ‘soccer mum’ car?’’ Louis laughed as Liam pulled up on our driveway in a SUV with like eight seats, ‘’it’s my mum’s, shut up. She wanted me to tell you, if you brake you pay. Just saying’’ Liam said with a laugh. Louis jumped in the front and I climbed in behind them. Next stop were picking up Harry, who was already standing outside his house with a bag. The boys said hi to Harry as he slid in next to me ‘’hey’’ I smiled as he buckled his seatbelt ‘’hi’’ he smiled back. ‘’Who are we picking up next?’’ I asked Liam ‘’Katie and Niall, they’re at Niall’s place’’ of course they are, I thought, rolling my eyes. ''Does she have to come? Maybe you can run over her with the car or something?'' I said half joking and heard Harry let out a chuckle. ''Be nice, Baby Tommo'' Liam smiled and winked at me in the rear view mirror.

‘’Can we move in the back? I really don’t feel like sitting next to Katie’’ I said to Harry and he gave me a nod. As soon as the car stopped we jumped further back in the car and Kiall, as their new ship name were, jumped in the middle of the car. ‘’Oi, Baby Tommo’’ Niall greeted me with a nod and I smiled at him. ‘’Are we stopping for food?’’ Niall yelled, I swear this boy and food. ‘’We’re stopping for snacks in a few minutes, we’re barbecuing when we get to the cabin’’ Liam yelled back.

‘’Here’’ Harry said and reached out his hand to help me out of the car as we had stopped at a gas station, I took his hand and jumped out before following him inside. ‘’What do you fancy?’’ Harry asked as I scanned through the candy shelves inside the shop. 'You' I wanted to answer that question with but I definitely couldn't do that. ‘’I have no idea, whatever I choose I’ll just regret it when we get back to the car’’ I sighed and Harry just laughed at me. ‘’Hey’’ Katie suddenly stood next to me, I gave her a quick look before turning back to the candy. ‘’I don’t want this trip to be awkward or anything and..’’ she didn’t finish her sentence and I almost snorted ‘’don’t worry, we’re not friends anymore so don’t bother’’ I gave her a fake smile before grabbing some candy and went over to Louis. I could really be a bitch when I wanted to. ‘’Here’’ I gave Louis everything I had in my hands ‘’oh I’m paying?’’ he raised his eyebrows making me laugh ‘’you’re my big brother, duh. No but mum gave you money, didn't she?’’ I said and he smiled ‘’of course, just messing with you’’ I rolled my eyes at his comment.

‘’So what did you get?’’ I asked Harry as we sat back in the car, ‘’maltesers, nerds and mars bars’’ he showed me everything ‘’damn’’ I whined ‘’you want what I bought, right?’’ he looked at me amused as I nodded. ‘’Good thing I’m a nice guy then, we can share’’ he smirked ‘’you’re the best’’ I said and gave him an impulsive hug. We were sitting eating our candy while sharing an earbud, showing each other our favorite songs as Liam drove. ‘’You already know this one but I really love it. I don’t think I will ever be tired of it’’ I said as ‘How to save a life’ started to play. I quietly sang along to the chorus much to Harry’s enjoyment, because he wasn’t late with commenting. ‘’You sing really good’’ he poked my my waist ‘’oh stop it’’ I started to blush. ‘’Here, this is my ‘won’t ever be tired of song’. I think you’ll like it’’ he said and ‘Smells like teen spirit’ by Nirvana started to play ‘’I love this song’’ I said and once again started sing along with the chorus, but this time Harry sang with me.

‘’Hey are you guys in the back gonna keep your music to yourselves or do you wanna put in the aux cord?’’ Louis yelled making Harry and I burst in to laugh. ‘’I guess, Liam do you wanna switch places? Emma and I can sit in the front for a while’’ Harry suggested but Louis immediately protested ‘’Emma is not driving’’ ‘’oh, I meant that I was gonna drive. She’ll just be sitting in the passenger seat, she’s good company’’ Harry laughed. ‘’Yeah okay, I’m pulling over’’ Liam said. It was a quick switch and soon Harry was driving and I was plugging my phone in the aux cord. I looked in the back and saw that Katie was sleeping so I turned to volume up and she woke up in a jump. ‘’You’re mean, I like it’’ Harry smirked at me. I put up my feet on the dashboard in front of me, leaned back and sang my heart out with Harry.

It was about an hour left of the trip when Harry and I switched places with Niall and Katie. Niall was going to drive the last hour and a half. I on the other hand, planned to get some sleep. When I felt myself drift off I was leaning against the car door, however, when I was woken up almost two hours later I was leaning against Harry’s shoulder. ‘’We’re here, we’re here, we’re here’’ Louis yelled as the loud fucking idiot he is. ‘’Your shoulder is comfy’’ I yawned and Harry let out a chuckle. We got in to the house, and yes it was a house not a small cabin, and the boys immediately started discussing the room situations. ‘’Harry and Niall, me and Lou, Katie and Baby Tommo?’’ Liam suggested ‘’no, not happening’’ I crossed my arms. ‘’Em, I’m not letting you sleep in the same rooms as the boys and I’m not sharing a room with you either’’ Louis said and looked at me with a ‘please don’t be a pain’ - look. ‘’Lou’s having plans for the New Year’s night’’ Liam smirked. I looked at him with a disgusted look when Harry spoke up, ‘’Niall will sleep with Katie, if that’s okay with Katie. Emma and I’ll take the room..’’ ‘’watch it’’ Louis warned ‘’the room Gemma and I have when we’re here. Let me show you, it’s two different rooms it only shares bathroom’’ Harry said and walked up the stairs with everyone following. ‘’I can live with this’’ Lou finally said after seeing the rooms. Everyone walked in to their rooms but I grabbed Louis before he walked off ‘’how about next time you don’t embarrass me in front of everyone? I can take care of myself you know’’ I said before walking away, this time it was Louis who grabbed me ‘’you’re my little sister. It’s my job, get used to it’’.


''Styles where ya at?'' I heard someone yell from downstairs and a second later Harry popped his head in my room, ''my friends are here, come say hi'' he said and I followed him downstairs only to see four, very hot boys, standing there. They attacked Harry with hugs but soon they all turned to me. ''Hi, I'm Emma'' I said with a smile. They introduced themselves as Michael, who had green hair, Luke who had a lip ring, Ashton who wore a bandana on his head and Calum who wore a huge and adorable grin. Everyone else soon came downstairs and said hi before some of them went out to the backyard to start the barbecue. ''So how do you know Harry?'' I turned my head to see the guy with the lip ring talk to me, I can't believe I already forgot his name. ''Well, Louis is my brother and Harry was over at our house all the time'' I said with a shrug, ''oh so you're a year younger?'' ''I am'' ''cool, do you want a drink or something'' he asked and nodded towards some beers and I gave him a nod.

''Are you finished yet? People have started to arrive'' Louis said after bursting in my room without knocking ''do you know how to knock?'' I said and took a string of my hair to curl it ''I'll be down when I'm ready'' ''fine'' Louis said and closed the door. I turned of my curling iron and took one last look in the mirror. I guess I looked fine. I wanted to look better than fine though. I headed down stairs and there were already about twenty people in Harry's living room. ''Drink?'' I turned to see Harry with two drinks in his hands, I offered him a smile and took one drink out of his hands.

''Maybe we should head back to the others?'' Harry said. We had been standing on a balcony upstairs for a while just drinking and talking. ''I guess, it's almost midnight'' I answered him. Non of us moved though, we were just standing there looking at the moon. We heard them all from the backyard. I guess it was time. ‘’Seven’’ people screamed and I turned to Harry to count with him. ‘’Six’’ Harry took a step towards me ‘’five’’ ‘’you know I do remember that night’’ he said and my eyes widened. ''Four''. My eyes widened, I knew exactly what he talked about. The night I kissed him, I guess we both said we didn’t remember when we really did. ‘’three’’ ‘’I liked it’’ he put his hands on my waist, ‘’two’’ ‘’I wanna do it again’’ ‘’one’’ and with that I put my hands around his neck, went on my tippy toes to reach his mouth and pressed my lips against his. I could taste the vodka on his tongue, I could feel his arms holding me tighter, I could hear the fireworks. But they were far of in distance. All that mattered was right here, and right now. I could go on forever, but unfortunately I needed to breathe. We stood there for a while just holding and smiling at each other. ‘’I’ve wanted to do that since the night you first kissed me’’ he said and leaned his forehead on mine ‘’then do it again’’ I smiled and he grabbed my face and our lips collided once again. This time the kisses weren’t as soft, they were more rough, intensive. They wanted more.

I started walking backwards in to the room and soon I fell down on a bed with Harry over me. He was sure to not put his weight on me but I could feel his hardness against me as our make out session got steamier as the seconds passed. ‘’No’’ he suddenly said and pulled away I sat up on my knees and looked at him confused before pulling my shirt over my head ‘’I want to’’ I dragged him back to me and once again our lips were pressed against each other. But before I knew it he pulled back again and stood up from the bed, ‘’I can’t, Emma’’ he said while breathing heavily. I sat up again and just stared at him ‘’you can fuck random girls like it’s nothing but when it comes to me, who you know, you can’t?’’ I said angrily, I didn’t mean to sound mad, but I felt humiliated to just have been rejected. ‘’That’s the thing, I’m not gonna sleep with you. I know you, you mean too much to me’’ he threw me my shirt back ‘’I’m going downstairs’’ he said before leaving. I couldn’t help it when the tears fell. ‘’No fuck this, fuck him. I’m gonna have fun it’s fucking New Year’s Eve’’ I told myself and wiped away my tears. I fixed my makeup before heading down stairs.

Everyone had come back inside and the music was flowing. Louis was in a corner snogging some girl and I just rolled my eyes at him. ‘’Do you want a drink?’’ I turned around to see Luke, if I remembered his name right, ‘’yeah, sure’’ I smiled and followed him. He poured us drink and we stood for awhile talking about everything and nothing. If I wasn’t drunk before, I sure was now. We were dancing for a while and I could see Harry eyeing me as he was sitting on a couch with someone. Luke was saying something in my ear and when I didn’t hear him he took a step closer and put his hands on around my waist, ‘’you’re so beautiful’’ he yelled in my ear and I just smiled at him. The clock was almost 2am and I was starting to feel sick from the alcohol I had been drinking all night. I should probably call it a night. ‘’I’m gonna go’’ I yelled to Luke and took a step back, I tripped over my own feet but Luke was quick to catch me. ‘’I need to get to bed’’ I suddenly slurred, I really shouldn’t have drank those last shots. My head was really spinning and I couldn’t think straight. Next thing I know Luke is helping me up the stairs and in to the bathroom I was sharing with Harry. We really got there in time because I soon started vomiting up all the alcohol. When I was done I wiped my mouth and laid down on the floor, I heard Luke flushing the toilet before crouching down to me. ‘’Let me help you to your bed’’ he said and pushed a few hairs from my face but I just shook my head. ‘’Okay’’ he said and I felt him putting something over my now shivering body, probably his blazer. I mentally thanked him for being a good guy before drifting off.


Harry’s p.o.v

I felt my heart sink when I saw Emma heading upstairs with Luke. So I drank. And I drank, and I drank. I stumbled in to my room around 4.30 am, the party was no way near over but I was done. I couldn’t wait to get to bed. I opened the bathroom to go wash my face but gasped when I saw Emma laying on the floor by the toilet. I rushed over to her and checked her pulse. Thankfully she was breathing. Luke must have left her here, at least he gave her his blazer. I moved my hands under her body before lifting her up. I opened the door to her room and put her down on the bed, I pulled the covers on her body and stroke some hair away from her face. “Sleep tight, beautiful girl” I whispered and placed a kiss on her forehead.

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