After my blood turns in to alcohol

Emma's p.o.v

It was the next day. Louis hadn't woken up and the doctor's didn't find anything wrong on the Xray. In other words they had no idea why he didn't wake up. Our parents came yesterday too and as myself had slept in this room. I was still sitting in the chair like I was yesterday.

Mum and dad had went to get some coffee when Louis started to groan from the bed. I snapped my head up and saw he was waking up. Thank you god. He opened his eyes and looked at me for a second before giving me a mischievous smile making me punch his arm. “Ouch why did you do that for?” He groaned, “you're a fucking idiot, Lou” I said and started sobbing once again. He immediately frowned and opened his arms, I buried my face in his chest as he hugged me. “Careful with my ribs” he chuckled, “move” I said and he made room for me on the bed. I laid down beside him with my head on his arm and his other arm holding me while I cried. “You really scared me” I sniffled “I’m sorry” he whispered. “Why did you delete all contacts in your phone except mine and refused to tell the doctors who you were?” I asked when I had calmed down ‘’you needed to know. I didn’t tell them who I was because I knew they were gonna call mum and dad’’ he said ‘’well obviously, Louis you crashed the fucking car’’ ‘’that's right I crashed the car, Emma. They're gonna kill me”.
“We're just happy you're alive, buddy” we turned to see mum and dad standing by the door. Mum rushed over to the other side of the bed to hug and kiss Louis while dad gave me a hug.


My parents had forced me to go home and get some sleep while they stayed with Louis. As soon as I stepped inside the house I felt lonely. I quickly dialed Harry's number. ''Hey, can you come over?'' I asked when he picked up, ''are you at home?'' ''yeah'' ''I'll be there in five''. Five minutes later there was a knock on the front door and I ran to open it. ''Hey'' Harry stepped inside and gave me a hug. ''Thanks for coming, I didn't feel like being alone'' ''of course'' he smiled. ''Do you wanna watch a movie or something?'' I asked when he took off hhuis jacket and shoes. ''Only if I get to pick'' he said with a wink, ''what, you don't trust my taste in movies?'' I raised my eyebrows. ''nope'' he simply said with a smirk and made his way in the living room. I followed him and sat down on the couch with my arms crossed as he browsed through Netflix on the TV. ''How are you so sure I will like your taste then?'' I sassed he let out a chuckle and I saw him press on One Tree Hill. My favorite tv-series. ''I was just thinking after a long night and day you would need an episode or two of your favorite show'' he said and sat down next to me. If I wasn't sure before that I liked him, I am now. I like him very much.

I paused Netflix when my phone rang. It was past 10pm so it could only be my parents. ''Hey dad'' I answered the phone, ''hi Princess. Mum and I decided to stay the night at the hospital if that's okay?''
''Uhm...I don't wanna be alone in the house tonight. Do you have to stay? Or I can come back to the hospital''
''Louis is not feeling so good right now, he needs us. We don't want you to be here right now when he's not well. Can't you ask a friend to come over?''
''I guess...see you tomorrow'' and with that I hung up. I looked over at Harry who had heard then conversation, ''I can stay, if you want'' he offered. ''You don't have to, I don't want to be trouble'' ''Emma, you're not trouble. I'll call my mum now'' he said and grabbed his phone. All I wanted was for him to stay but I couldn't help to feel like a burden. What if he doesn't even want to be here and he feels like he has too. ''Harry you really don't have to'' I blurted out, suddenly feeling the panic feeling in my stomach. ''You don't want me to stay?'' I was surprised by the sadness of his voice. ''I do'' I whispered, ''I just don't want you to feel obligated and hate me for forcing you to stay'' he raised his eyebrows in disbelief ''I want to stay''.

I dragged a mattress in my room where Harry was waiting. I wanted to sleep with him, no beside him, but that might be inappropriate. And it would be too obvious that I liked him, as if I'm not too obvious anyways. We both laid down on our separate beds and a comfortable silence spread in the room. I hadn't realized before, maybe it was just now that it sunk in, I was falling so hard for Harry. I see him when I close my eyes. I'm so scared because I can't do anything about it. He's my brother's best friend. Even if he wasn't, why would he like me? I'm not pretty, I don't have a perfect body and I'm not funny. I wouldn't choose me either.
If he only knew how broken I am.


''I just don't get why they're not letting me come to the hospital. Do you think he got worse?'' I asked Harry. We were sitting in the kitchen eating pancakes for breakfast. ''I hope not. Maybe they just want to spare you from seeing him in a hospital bed'' ''maybe...so why hasn't Niall and Liam been to visit Lou? You guys are supposed to be best friends'' Harry looked at me with a surprised expression ''they haven't visited?'' ''no'' I shook my head. Harry took up his phone and dialed what I guess was Niall or Liam's number. ''Hey it's me. Quick question, why is it that neither you or Niall has visited Lou on the hospital? I don't give a fuck Liam, Louis is in the fucking hospital get your asses over there and be real fucking friends for once'' I just stared at him when he had hung up. ''Real friends for once?'' he let out a sigh ''they haven't been there recently. Niall's busy with Katie and I don't even know what Liam is doing. Sometimes I feel like they take me...and Lou for that matter for granted. Like they can do or say whatever and we'll stay because we're best friends. I don't know I'm just tired of their attitudes lately'' he shrugged. I didn't know what to answer so I just nodded. ''How's things with you and Katie by the way? You think you've solved things before we're leaving for my dad's cabin?'' ''there's nothing to solve, we're not friends anymore''.


My parents had left the hospital and were on their way home to shower and stuff. I had told my mum that I was going to study with Harry but really he was just going to drop me off at the hospital. ''Thanks for driving me here, and for staying last night'' I said and leaned in for a hug before jumping out of his car. ''Any time'' he winked as I closed the door. It took me awhile until I found Louis room but I finally found it. ''Hey Sissyline'' Louis grinned when I walked inside the room. I smiled at his old nickname of me. Emmeline and sister combined, stupid, I know. ''How are you?'' I walked over to him and gave him a hug before sitting down beside him on the bed. ''I'm good'' he smiled and looked away, ''the truth, please'' I said and nudged his arm. ''Kinda feels like I've been run over by a train to be honest'' ''I'm sorry'' I said. I hated seeing him like this. In pain. ''Anyway what's up with you? You seem...sad'' he met my eyes with a frown ''you're in the hospital, of course I'm sad'' I forced a laugh. He knew something was wrong even before I did. ''Em, I'm just scared things are getting bad ag..'' ''it's not. I promise. It's just..I don't know I miss Katie. I miss having friends. It's like I'm alone'' I blurted out. He couldn't think things were getting bad again, things can't get bad again. ''Well you have me'' he gave me a weak smile, ''I had you before'' ''yeah, and you still have me''.

Notes

Sorry for taking so long, I hate this chapter.