All I ever wanted

Harry's p.o.v

We were back in London in our house, my beautiful fiance and I. It feels weird to say fiance, but I love it. Lucy would start Uni in a couple of days and One Direction was officially on break. Liam and Niall were in LA working on some solo projects and Louis and I were here in London. I hadn't really figured out what I wanted to do on our break, but for now I just wanted to be with my friends and family and enjoy doing nothing. ''Hey, what are you doing today?'' I asked Lucy when I walked in to the kitchen. She was making scrambled eggs wearing one of my shirts. ''You look so good in my clothes it drives me crazy'' I said making her giggle, ''aw poor baby. Well, right now I'm making my fiance breakfast and then I'm headed to El's. We're doing baby shopping. Why, what are you up to?'' she took out two plates of the cabinet and put the eggs on there before placing the plates on the kitchen island. ''I'm probably seeing Ed in the studio'' I said and dug in on my scrambled eggs. ''Hm?'' she said and took a sip of her water ''are you collabing on something?'', I shrugged ''don't know yet. If it happens it happens''. She nodded ''what's Liam's plans during the break?'' ''all I know is he's doing some recordings in LA at the moment'' ''sounds cool. I spoke to Sophia yesterday and she's flying out to LA tomorrow'' Lucy said with a smirk. ''She's seeing Liam?'' I asked ''she wouldn't tell me, but I bet she is. I really hope they get back together'' ''yeah, me too''. ''So...I heard Zayn's coming out with his first single in a couple of weeks'' she said making me snap my head up with a frown, ''don't talk to me about Zayn''. ''why?'' ''because I don't care'' ''he was your friend, Harry'' ''I don't care'' I stood up and put my plate in the dishwasher before leaving the kitchen. I walked out of the house and headed for my car but stopped halfway with a sigh. I walked back down inside and in to the kitchen. Lucy looked up from her phone when I walked over to her. I placed my arms around her and trapped her in a hug while breathing in her cinnamon cent. ''I'm sorry, babe. I love you'' I said, ''I love you too, Harry. I only want the best for you, you know that'' she said and I let her go. I nodded slowly. ''I'm leaving for Ed's now. I'll probably meet up with Lou later, maybe I'll see you at their place. Call me'' I gave her a kiss goodbye and headed outside.

Lucy's p.o.v

''Hi, oh looking good hot mama'' I said looking at Eleanor's pregnant look, ''look at yourself, girl. Is that the new Givenchy bag?'' ''it is indeed'' I smiled and showed it off. We usually wasn't this compliment-y with each other but hey, it's fashion and we both love it. I drove us to a store called Pure Baby, pretty much Target but just for babies. ''I need to tell you something before we go inside'' El said and grabbed my hand just as I was to open the car door. ''Is something wrong?'' I asked, ''maybe. You need to be completely honest when I ask you this okay?'' she said and I had never heard her sound so serious, it kind of scared me. ''Of course, El'' I said and she took a deep breath ''do you think I look fat?'' she looked at me with a frown. ''Eleanor - '' I said and almost let out a laugh ''you're seven months pregnant'' ''but do I look fat?'' she whined ''your baby is healthy and is growing, that's a good thing'' I said hoping she would drop it. ''Okay'' she sighed, ''he or she will be amazing'' I smiled and squeezed her hand. ''She'' Eleanor smiled and looked up on me ''wha..you? NO'' I screamed of excitement and clapped my hands while Eleanor laughed at my reaction. ''It's a girl?'' I smiled as tears fell down my face ''why are you crying? You're making me cry'' El said and wiped away some tears ''I'm just so happy for you'' I said and laughed through a sniffle ''ugh tears needs to stop now, we're shopping for your little girl'' I said and wiped away my tears.

''What about this?'' Eleanor said and held up what I think was a breastpump against her breasts ''why do you need a breastpump? Aren't you gonna breastfeed?'' I asked, ''I read that not all mums can breastfeed so I wanna be prepared if that's the case'' she shrugged. ''Then it goes in the shopping cart'' I said and grabbed it from her to put it in the cart. ''Are you sure Louis doesn't wanna do this?'' I asked as we walked further in the store, ''are you kidding? He does nothing else than buys shit for this baby, I need other company than him'' she threw her head back laughing, I snickered at her. ''Oh my god El, we need to go to Marie Chantal after this'' I said grabbing her arm, ''what the baby clothing store?'' ''yes! Did you know Kim Kardashian shops there for North?'' I asked, truth is watching Keeping up with the Kardashian's was my guilty pleasure. She wrinkled her nose, Eleanor wasn't too fond of Kim K. ''Come on, have you seen North's clothes? They're adorable'' I showed her a picture on my phone ''she is cute'' El admitted. ''Fine we'll go, but I wanna look at some more stuff here first'' she said and skipped away.

We got back to Eleanor and Louis' place by dinner time with my car full of baby supplies. We kind of went overboard with the shopping. I started unloading the car while El stood beside me and watched. ''You sure you don't want any help?'' she asked when I took all shopping bags in my hands, refusing to go another round. ''You're not supposed to carry heavy stuff'' I chuckled ''hm'' she said and opened her front door. ''Lou? You home?'' she shouted, I put down all bags on the floor with a sigh. How can baby supplies be so heavy? ''Harry mentioned earlier he would meet up with Lou after he was done in the studio with Ed'' I said and followed her in to the kitchen. ''Is he gonna collaborate with Ed?'' she asked opening the fridge and took out two water bottles, ''no idea. Are the boys allowed to do like full solo projects?'' I asked and received one of the bottles from Eleanor. ''I guess. They're not in a contract anymore so they're pretty much free. Finally free from Modest'' ''ugh, I get severe headaches just thinking about Modest. So glad they're not with them anymore'' I said and opened my bottle before taking a sip. We sat down at their kitchen table ''so this morning I brought up Zayn to Harry'' I said, ''oh you mentioned the Z word? I wouldn't dare doing that here. How did he react?'' she asked with a frown. ''He told me not to ever mention Zayn to him, walked away but then came back and apologized. Honestly I'm over them being so immature about the whole thing. He wanted to leave, he did, fine. Let it go'', Eleanor nodded ''I agree, but I feel like we don't know the whole story. I think a lot more happened than what they told us'' ''yeah, but I wonder what''. We got interrupted by our favorite boys slamming the front door open. Always so violent. ''How we doing sunshine, we good?'' Louis walked in and gave me a kiss on the cheek before turning to El. ''Hi Lucy, hi El'' Harry came in after Louis and sat down next to me '' oh I don't get a kiss now?'' I asked, Harry raised his eyebrows leaned in for a kiss but I turned my head away. ''I shouldn't have to ask for it'' I said and turned to El and Lou who looked at us in confusion.

Harry's p.o.v

She's not seriously mad I didn't kiss her? I looked at Louis who just shrugged. ''The baby needs food, do you guys want take out?'' Eleanor said and stood up switching everyone's attention to her. ''I heard it's a girl, congratulations'' I smiled, ''thank you Harry'' Eleanor said and grinned from ear to ear. ''So chinese?'' Louis said and started dialing on his phone. ''Oh I almost forgot, Lucy I need to show you the baby crib we bought yesterday'' Eleanor said and dragged Lucy out of the kitchen. ''What the bloody hell was that about?'' Louis said ''I have no idea, we we're fine this morning'' ''girls'' Louis sighed. ''Girls'' I agreed.

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