Can we do it all over, over, and over again?
Library showdown
I hit the dismiss button on my iPhone alarm and get out of bed and go straight for a shower.
I step out and blow dry my hair then get changed https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/5f/32/8a/5f328a02a73595683469c420536a974f.jpg
I put a little foundation on followed by some mascara and winged eyeliner. I pack my bag and get everything I need for the day.
I am riding in a very noisy car with Liam, Louis and Niall who arguing about some soccer game and how some goals were rigged. I lean my head against the window and dread the day ahead. The rain is coming down matching the mood I am currently in.
"SHUT UP LOUIS THAT PENALTY WAS UNFAIR YOU KNOW THAT!" Niall yells and I laugh.
"See you at lunch Evie" Liam yells out and locks the car door and I walk ahead of the boys. I gather my books for first period , I spot Matt in the corner of my eye I really need to talk to him about what exactly happened that night. I throw my books back in my locker and dread this conversation ahead. "Hey can we talk" I ask him playing with the straps of my back pack. "Sure".
"So I wanted to talk about the other night, I really am sorry I don't usually do stuff like that, like ever" I lightly chuckle and ramble on. "Evie, Evie stop" Matt puts his hands out he grabs my shoulder "it's ok, really" he assures me in a calming tone. I slowly breath out so relieved he is not making this a big deal. "Thanks I just umm" I ramble again if I was with Harry and I rambled he would steal a kiss and made me shut up straight away, gosh I miss his lips!
"Evie you know we didn't actually sleep together right." I blush with embarrassment. I know we didn't but I did things I never would have unless it was Harry. "Yea I know" I smile. "Well I'll see you around". he says and kisses me on the cheek and I blush, hmm Matt isn''t a bad guy maybe I should give him a chance? I touch my cheek where he just had his lips on and can't help but smile, then I see Harry standing there and still as a statue. I don't do anything ,just walk past him with tears threatening to leave my eyes.
I walk to class feeling sad, lonely, confused all at once I have no idea what to do my life is so messed up right now. I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket, and see a message from the last person I expected.
From Colin:
LIBRARY!
I immediately run to the library I search every area maybe he is just playing me. "COLIN" i yell out but nothing so I yell out again with more desperation in my voice. "well, well" I turn my head around and my hear stops he has a gun
A GUN
HELD AGAINST
OSCAR!
I try and not to react and try and stay calm the best I can. "Took you long enough sweetheart" he growls. Stay strong Evie for Oscar. I carefully slip my phone out of my back pocket and speed dial Harry's number. "EVIE" Oscar yell out I remain silent though I don't want to do that might piss Colin off. I can hear Harry on the other line calling out my name now I need him to know I am in here without being obvious. "Colin why are you doing this?" I say loudly enough so hopefully Harry can hear me on the other line. "Please let Oscar go, I mean out of all places the school library to bring a gun".
"You know Evie I don't like you all that much" really I hadn't noticed my sub conscious screams out. "Now that you have all of your parents money I think you should be generous and share some"
"If I don't" I cross my arms and get angry. "Well, this one here" he looks down at Oscar "will no longer be part of your life." I lunge towards Oscar but Colin lets him out of his grip and he smacks me down on the floor. "Oscar run!" I yell and try and get up but Colin kicks me to the ground.
"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN HERE?" The familiar voice of Harry yells and rushes by my side and helps me up. "Evie are you ok" he cups my face and caresses my cheek. I simply nod he grabs my hand and we are about to leave.
"NOT SO FAST CURLY" Colin has the gun pointed to Harry I bury my head on Harry's shoulder. "It will be ok" he whispers and he steps closer to Colin what the hell is he doing?
"Please don't hurt him" I try not to cry and plead with Colin. "Why wouldn't I hurt him Evie."
"I've seen you all those nights miserable, crying, tempting to hurt yourself all because of this young boy here broke your heart. The way you would sob each night and yell out how much you hate him for breaking your heart."
Ok how the hell does he know all of this. "I saw you gloat at that park and express your hatred for him." He confesses. I look to the ground not being able to look at Harry right now, everything that has been said is true. I struggle to look at Harry I look back up again and Colin now has Harry by his hair and the gun pointed to the side of his head which makes me shake.
I can't lose Harry, even though were not together and yes he broke my heart I can't let him take this bullet for me he has such a bright future ahead of him and maybe this is my fate right here right now. I then remember for some reason I have a knife in my back pocket I kind of carry it with me because I have been so scared lately. I slowly take it out of my back pocket without breaking any contact from Harry.
"GET READY TO SAY GOODBYE TO CURLY HERE" Colin yells out and presses the gun hard to his head. "Close your eyes" Harry mouths and shuts his eyes. "NO WAIT" I call out I then yell and charge towards Colin and stab him in his stomach , it doesn't have much effect but it's enough to leave him on the floor. I try and help Harry up I put his arm around me I then turn around and Colin is getting up and he is very angry. "Come on Harry his moving" we both run as fast as we can then the gun goes off!
"Go Harry, go" I call out as I am on the floor the bullet got me at the back of my thigh and the loss of blood is making me weary and everything is a blur in front of me. I touch my thigh and see the blood pouring out which is worse I hate seeing blood. "Come one Evie, I got you" Harry picks me up bridal style and then I pass out in his arms.
