Can we do it all over, over, and over again?
First boy to make me feel something.
Harry's POV:
I am sitting outside my house on the step with both hands buried on my face. Evie has just gone for a walk. I am such a stuff up I keep hurting her but I have to do this it's for the best .
"Hey" she comes running up the driveway with a smile on her face. Sh grabs the water bottle on the side of me and takes a sip and sits next to me. I take a deep breath and close my eyes.
"Evie it's not working." I say. "Oh is something broken, I'm sure I can----" she is about to stand up but I gently out her back down.
"We need to break up" I say trying not to cry.
"Excuse me?" is all she says.
"Evie you said it yourself things have been weird." I say not meaning at all.
"But last night" she says, "was a mistake" no it wasn't it was the perfect way to say goodbye.
"NO HARRY I"M NOT LETTING YOU SHUT ME OUT" she yells, I didn't want to get angry but it's the only way she will get the message. "EVIE" I yell back "No it's not working, I am surprised we lasted this long. I need you to go" We both stand up she grabs my hands, "NO harry please" she begs fuck I hate myself right now. I let go of her hands.
"EVIE NO I DON"T WANT TO BE WITH YOU". she steps back and I can see some tears coming. "You don't" she whispers. She wipes away her tears.
"FINE HAVE IT YOUR WAY THEN, I HATE YOU HARRY AND I WISH NOTHING BUT BAD THINGS ON YOU"
"EVIE DON'T BE LIKE THAT" I take her arm buts she yanks it away.
"I can't believe I did trust you and now" she buries her hands on her face and cries.
"Says the one who slept with me pretty much straight away." why did I just say that.
Then her hand comes up to my cheek and she slaps me, I deserve that.
"I hate you" she says and runs away.
I have never ever cried over a girl before. But Evie she is my first and only love. But I always screw up her and Oscar don't deserve this unpredictable life and mood swings I have. It has been a couple of hours and I get my phone and call Lucas apparently he has a job for me.
Evie's POV:
I have been up in Sophia's room crying doing nothing else just crying. I can't believe it I honestly feel like I cannot breathe and everything around me is just hazy. Harry doesn't love me he thinks I am slut. But despite him thinking those things I still love him and care for him. He doesn't want me I thought we would be forever I know it's cliche but I thought we were different. I have no one else sure I have all my friends but they never know what I have been through like Harry he was my rock my safety net and now his gone. The boys have said that we can stay here which I am grateful for, but tomorrow at school is really going to suck. But the best medicine for all of this is my music. I will focus on that I know it will help me through this crapy time.
The boys have got everything from Harry's place to here I guess this is really happening. I am up in my room and playing my guitar and automatically feel some kind of peace. I won't let this get me down at all, there a bigger things happening in the world right now so I am not going to sit here and complain over something so trivial. I won't waste my time and energy who doesn't want me. But at the same time I gave Harry everything he was my first everything, first kiss, first time, first boy to make me feel something.
I am sitting outside my house on the step with both hands buried on my face. Evie has just gone for a walk. I am such a stuff up I keep hurting her but I have to do this it's for the best .
"Hey" she comes running up the driveway with a smile on her face. Sh grabs the water bottle on the side of me and takes a sip and sits next to me. I take a deep breath and close my eyes.
"Evie it's not working." I say. "Oh is something broken, I'm sure I can----" she is about to stand up but I gently out her back down.
"We need to break up" I say trying not to cry.
"Excuse me?" is all she says.
"Evie you said it yourself things have been weird." I say not meaning at all.
"But last night" she says, "was a mistake" no it wasn't it was the perfect way to say goodbye.
"NO HARRY I"M NOT LETTING YOU SHUT ME OUT" she yells, I didn't want to get angry but it's the only way she will get the message. "EVIE" I yell back "No it's not working, I am surprised we lasted this long. I need you to go" We both stand up she grabs my hands, "NO harry please" she begs fuck I hate myself right now. I let go of her hands.
"EVIE NO I DON"T WANT TO BE WITH YOU". she steps back and I can see some tears coming. "You don't" she whispers. She wipes away her tears.
"FINE HAVE IT YOUR WAY THEN, I HATE YOU HARRY AND I WISH NOTHING BUT BAD THINGS ON YOU"
"EVIE DON'T BE LIKE THAT" I take her arm buts she yanks it away.
"I can't believe I did trust you and now" she buries her hands on her face and cries.
"Says the one who slept with me pretty much straight away." why did I just say that.
Then her hand comes up to my cheek and she slaps me, I deserve that.
"I hate you" she says and runs away.
I have never ever cried over a girl before. But Evie she is my first and only love. But I always screw up her and Oscar don't deserve this unpredictable life and mood swings I have. It has been a couple of hours and I get my phone and call Lucas apparently he has a job for me.
Evie's POV:
I have been up in Sophia's room crying doing nothing else just crying. I can't believe it I honestly feel like I cannot breathe and everything around me is just hazy. Harry doesn't love me he thinks I am slut. But despite him thinking those things I still love him and care for him. He doesn't want me I thought we would be forever I know it's cliche but I thought we were different. I have no one else sure I have all my friends but they never know what I have been through like Harry he was my rock my safety net and now his gone. The boys have said that we can stay here which I am grateful for, but tomorrow at school is really going to suck. But the best medicine for all of this is my music. I will focus on that I know it will help me through this crapy time.
The boys have got everything from Harry's place to here I guess this is really happening. I am up in my room and playing my guitar and automatically feel some kind of peace. I won't let this get me down at all, there a bigger things happening in the world right now so I am not going to sit here and complain over something so trivial. I won't waste my time and energy who doesn't want me. But at the same time I gave Harry everything he was my first everything, first kiss, first time, first boy to make me feel something.
