Can we do it all over, over, and over again?
Trust
"Happy Birthday to you Happy birthday to you!" We all sing and climb onto Oscar's bed. He crawls out under the covers and gets out of bed like a ninja.
"Look Oz, we have cake" Niall comes in holding the cake, how he didn't mange to drop it was beyond me. He places it on his bed. "Wow this cake is so cool, thanks Evie" He hugs me.
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"Hey I helped too." Niall says, "Niall you licked the spoon at the end" I say and everyone laughs.
"Ok buddy do you want to see what I got you?" Harry says and Oscar nods and Harry disappears out of the room to get his gift. A few minutes later Harry comes in with this giant thing oh my god.
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"Harry don't you think his a bit old for that" Liam says.
"OH MY GOD THIS THING IS AWESOME, CAN I HAVE A TURN AFTER YOU OSCAR?" Louis yells out and we all burst out laughing. "You were saying about being to old" I say to Liam.
"Can I take it for a ride Evie?" Oscar looks at me while still on it. "Yes please be carful though." I say and he smiles and Harry helps him out of the room. "I'm Coming too" Louis yells out running out of the room "ME TOO" Niall then leaves.
We are outside the front of Harry's house I am sitting in the middle with El and Soph either side of me. The boys are with Oscar playing with his toy each of the boys have had a turn I am so surprised that thing didn't break.
"Ok Oscar we have to get ready now" I call out and we all go inside and get changed.
I am all dressed
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(no glasses)
and applying a little make up on my face, then Harry comes up and wraps his arms around my waist and kisses the side of my neck. "Love you" he rests his chin on my shoulder. I turn around and wrap my arms around his neck "Love you too." I smile and kiss him on the lips.
These past few weeks things have been a little weird since that night he found me at the park. I believe him about nothing happening between him and Maddy, but something has been off I don't know what I just want things to go back to normal. "Ok lets go" we walk out of the room and everyone is downstairs waiting .
"WOW THIS PLACE IS SO COOL" Oscar yells out we are at an amusement park. "Hey Oscar how about that ride" Harry points to swings that take you around, Oscar looks at me and I nod. "Ok race you" Harry and Oscar take off running. The boys have also gone to join them and El went with Lou as well, I swear those too are exactly the same which is cute.
"Hey is everything ok with you and curly?" Sophia asks me
"Um no not really. I mean I think it is but doesn't seem so" I say truthfully.
"I'm sure things will go back to normal" she replies
I smile weakly "I hope so, I really hope so" I whisper the last part.
"Ok Ferris Wheel anyone" Niall suggests I stand up and walk beside Harry and take his arm.
Liam and Soph were paired, the El and Lou leaving Niall by himself. "It's ok Niall, I'm here" Oscar stands besides him. "Thanks" Niall says weakly and we are all in awe.
"Actually I'll go with Oscar and you can go with Niall" Harry lets go of my arm and stands next to Oscar. Leaving me standing alone, then Niall quickly stands beside me "ok lets go" I say.
The wheel has gone around once and Niall and I make small talk. He tells me he notes the awkwardness between Harry and I. We get off the wheel and start walking and I vent to Niall
"It's not that I don't trust him, I just I don't know" I sigh . Then I feel Harry brush past me, shit he heard. We make our way to the others but Harry keeps walking don't know where though.
"Hey is Haz ok?" Louis asks, "yea, just tired" I lie.
"Evie I'm tired" Oscar starts rubbing his eyes, I look t my watch crap we have been for six hours. We all get in the car Oscar and I ride with El and Louis while Sop, Liam and Niall in the other car. We pull up at Harry's I open the door and see Harry with a bottle of vodka in his hand, I push everyone back outside "Hey Oscar the guys are going to take you for Ice cream is that ok" I ask him, "Yep" he replies I ruffle his hair. "Yea ice cream" Louis hi fives him.
'good luck' Sophia mouths and I stand behind the kitchen door debating whether I should go in. "You can come in" I hear Harry say and I do. I sit opposite me, I snatch the bottle out of his hands and pour it down the sink. "Hey that's mine" he raised his voice. He comes up and spins me around and has me against the wall. "Harry stop" I whisper and afraid of him right now. He moves back and I have room to breathe.
"what's going on Harry?" I ask him hoping he will be honest. "Oh you know my girlfriend kind of only trust me." He whispers.
"Harry I didn't mean it like that" I say
"OH SHUT UP EVIE DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF RIGHT NOW" He yells.
Harry has never ever spoken to me like this before and I am sad and afraid.
"You either trust me or you don't." he says a bit calmer.
"OH come on Harry, your not going to deny things have been weird lately?" I question him.
He takes a deep breathe. "I thought I was secure in this relationship but you apparently have some trust issues." he says. "You know Evie I don't know how much more I can. I have invited you and Oscar to live here and given you everything I possibly can, but it just seem to be never good enough for you." he says with his hand running through his hair. He honestly thinks I am not grateful fro everything he has done.
I go up to him and cup his cheeks. "Harry please never ever think I am not grateful for what you have done for Oscar and myself" I say and he looks at me. "You literally saved us I would still be living in hell if you didn't let us in. I will never ever be able to repay you for everything you have done. You make me so happy and worthy of being something." I kiss him on his lips and he kisses back. He breaks the kiss and lifts me up and sits me on the kitchen counter with his legs in the middle of mine, I begin to unbutton his shirt and he lifts my top off me and we continue to kiss. "Maybe Oscar should stay with the lads tonight" he whispers "yea" I pant I tilt my head back and he kisses my neck down to my stomach and I moan. He then carries me to the bedroom.
