Will it, Won't it?

"Look I'm sorry that I was out all night" he says and I just look at him
"Are you though Niall, are you?"
"Yes I mean it was just one night" is he stupid?
"ONE NIGHT NIALL? EVER SINCE WE GOT HOME YOU HAVE BEEN OUT?" I stand up and yell.
"Ok, ok" he says covering his ears with his hands
"Were you with Louis last night?" I ask him and he looks up at me.
"Yes of course" he responds "The whole night?" I then ask and he nods
I then grab my phone and shove it in his face and show him the messages of Louis and me.

To Louis:
Hey was Niall with you last night?

From Louis:
Hey love, yea he was but I left by 1am and he wast still there. But he did stay the night here.

"Why are you lying Niall? I whisper
"I'm not I ran into some other friends at the club and decided to stay." He replies
"OK SO HOW WAS YOUR CAB RIDE WITH YOUR LITTLE FRIEND?
"Huh?
"STOP PLAYING STUPID NIALL, FRIKEN OUT OF ALL PEOPLE JOSE MOURINHO DAUGHTER WHAT IS SHE LIKE TEN YEARS OLD" I yell at him
"Would you relax please she is eighteen years old for one, and second she was going to go home herself and I offered to take her because I owed her dad." He says to me
"Oh that's so sweet of you to do Niall she is one lucky girl" I say sarcastically
"Ok, fine your clearly not ready to have a mature conversation about this, I'm going to take a nap" oh hell no we are not done yet
"YEA WALK AWAY LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO" he then turns around
MY GOD WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?"
"I WANT AND NEED YOU TO BE HERE WITH ME AND OUR BABY ISN'T THAT IMPORTANT TO YOU"
"OF COURSE IT IS, I'M JUST GETTING ALL THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM BEFORE THEY COME AND EVERYTHING BEGINS" He yells I have never seen him so angry before, but then again I am pretty angry as well and it is like a tennis match every time one of us yells it's the ball going over the next.
"NIALL YOU CLEARLY DON'T REALISE THAT BEING A FATHER STARTS BEFORE THE BABY IS BORN, YOU SHOULD BE STAYING HOME WITH ME MAKING SURE I'M OK AND JUST BE HERE WITH ME AND I DON'T APPRECIATE YOU PUTTING INSTAGRAM PHOTOS OF YOU AND OTHER GIRLS ALL THE TIME"
"YOUR MAKING THIS A BIG DEAL WHEN IT'S NOT" I have no idea but that really gets me I go up to him and I slap him so hard and go back upstairs lock the door, and begin packing my stuff, it is so hard to put my things in the suitcase with tears making my eyes blurry.
Niall keeps banging on the door pleading with me to let him in but I won't, right now it's not just me, it's me and the baby I need to think about. I open the door and Niall falls behind I walk straight past him, I can see Mark is outside "Babe where are you going?" he steps in front of me
"OUT OF MY WAY" I yell at him but he doesn't move
"No tell me where you are going?" he asks me "NO NIALL MOVE" I try to move past him but he won't let me
"Niall please let me go" I whisper and steps aside and I make my way to the car with my suitcase and our child. Mark helps me into the car and starts driving but remains silent. Sitting in the car the rain is coming down typical London weather and the silent tears are coming down my face I place my hand on my stomach and cry even more, I know I have things I need to sort out for myself and this baby.

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