
I Can't Fall for him!
Me and my regrets
Harry's POV:
Sam and I are sitting on the bed close yet so far, she said she needs time to think but I think I will just do it. I love this girl so much I love her so much it hurts. Her career is about to take off and she doesn't need any distractions especially from me.
"Sam I, I think we should break up." I say with a pain in my chest.
"wHAT NO HARRY" she yells back.
"Sam you know we haven't been working, I surprised we have lasted this long" I say I can't even look at her right now .
Sam's POV:
Is this really happening, no it can't be. Harry he loves me why is he doing this? Every doubt, every bad though he has had I have been there standing next to him. I feel like some one has sucked all the oxygen out of the world and not I cannot breathe. I don't know what I am going to do without him, he is my rock my everything but apparently I am not enough, every self conscious feeling I have about myself is being all confirmed. I am not worthy to be loved, I'm not pretty, or skinny I am nothing. "Sam please don't make this any harder" he says and opens the door so I can leave. Wow this is really happening. I wipe my tears away and walk closer to the door "fine" I whisper under my breath I pick my bag up and head out the door.
Harry's POV:
I hate myself, but I have to let her go, she deserves a better life one where she is not constantly followed, where she doesn't fear for her safety. I love her so much, wait hang on what the hell have I just done? I open the door and run down the stairs hoping to catch her. I finally reach the ground level and can see her coming out of the lift and I bolt to her. "Sam wait no, I didn't mean it I love you, don't go" I say between my breaths. Her eyes look up and down at me then she raises her hand and slaps me, very hard I might add, I bite my lip. "I hate you" and with that she walks away, leaving me alone with my regrets as I watch the best thing in my life walk away knowing it's all my fault.
Sam and I are sitting on the bed close yet so far, she said she needs time to think but I think I will just do it. I love this girl so much I love her so much it hurts. Her career is about to take off and she doesn't need any distractions especially from me.
"Sam I, I think we should break up." I say with a pain in my chest.
"wHAT NO HARRY" she yells back.
"Sam you know we haven't been working, I surprised we have lasted this long" I say I can't even look at her right now .
Sam's POV:
Is this really happening, no it can't be. Harry he loves me why is he doing this? Every doubt, every bad though he has had I have been there standing next to him. I feel like some one has sucked all the oxygen out of the world and not I cannot breathe. I don't know what I am going to do without him, he is my rock my everything but apparently I am not enough, every self conscious feeling I have about myself is being all confirmed. I am not worthy to be loved, I'm not pretty, or skinny I am nothing. "Sam please don't make this any harder" he says and opens the door so I can leave. Wow this is really happening. I wipe my tears away and walk closer to the door "fine" I whisper under my breath I pick my bag up and head out the door.
Harry's POV:
I hate myself, but I have to let her go, she deserves a better life one where she is not constantly followed, where she doesn't fear for her safety. I love her so much, wait hang on what the hell have I just done? I open the door and run down the stairs hoping to catch her. I finally reach the ground level and can see her coming out of the lift and I bolt to her. "Sam wait no, I didn't mean it I love you, don't go" I say between my breaths. Her eyes look up and down at me then she raises her hand and slaps me, very hard I might add, I bite my lip. "I hate you" and with that she walks away, leaving me alone with my regrets as I watch the best thing in my life walk away knowing it's all my fault.
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11/4/15