I Can't Fall for him!

"THAT'S A WRAP" I yell out as we finish the filming for Demi's video.
"Great job Demi" I say and she comes up to me, "You did amazing lovely".
"Hey are you ok?" she ask me and I nod "Yea, all good, thanks again for letting me do this." I say. "Like I said I'm all for giving chances. I have had such an amazing time with Demi she is such a lovely girl, we exchange numbers and I make my way back to the hotel where Sophia is. I haven't spoken to Harry but I don't think I can right now, I put the room card in and see Sophia outside on the balcony and I sit next to her.

"When did we let boys dictate our happiness" she randomly says with her hand on her jaw , her elbow rested on the table. "Dunno" I murmur.
"Have you spoken to Liam?" I ask her and she just shakes her head, "you spoken to curly?" and I shake my head. "But we have to face them tomorrow" I say and she just nods.


"you ready" I ask Sophia as we start walking into the entrance of the arena. "Yea lets go" I put my hand around her arm and we walk. I have texted Louis to say we are here. I see him at the back entrance, "Ladies" he says as we walk in, "Sorry but were just having a final meeting so your gonna have to wait here and he walks away, I can see him open the door and immediately see Harry with some papers in his hand and being all serious and chatting then he notices Louis walk in and sees me, our eyes meet but then the door closes.

We don't see the boys before they go on stage, but we are watching them. Sophia and I are pretty silent we aren't really dancing and singing like usual just chatting about random stuff.
"THIS NEXT SONG IS FOR MY GORGEOUS GILR, SAMMY THIS IS FOR YOU" Harry announces to the crowd, a lot of cheers and a few boos - they can all get stuffed.


When I first saw you
From across the room
I could tell that you were curious (Oh, yeah)
Girl, I hope you’re sure
What you're looking for
‘Cause I’m not good at making promises

But if you like causing trouble up in hotel rooms
And if you like having secret little rendezvous
If you like to do the things you know that we shouldn’t do
Baby, I'm perfect
Baby, I'm perfect for you

If he honestly thinks a song is going to get me to forgive him he has another thing coming.

And if you like midnight driving with the windows down
And if you like going places we can’t even pronounce
If you like to do whatever you've been dreaming about

he looks straight at me

Baby, you’re perfect
Baby, you’re perfect
So let's start right now

Ok yes it is romantic but I am still hurt by what he said.

The show is now over and Sophia goes to meet Liam and I am still sitting down where I watched the concert. I see Harry freshly changed and smile a bit, he takes a seat next to me but from a distance "Sam I am really sorry for what I said" he breaks the silence.
"Harry you know how guilty I felt about not being there for my mum, and you, you say it to me is a constant reminder of all this guilt I feel inside of me." I say trying not to cry. "I know" he comes closer to me "You don't know how sorry I am, please baby" he grabs my hand and even though I'm annoyed I don't want to let it go, "please say something." he says looking at me, "Let's just go Harry I need to think about some things." I get up and leave, and he follows behind me, we make our way out and are flooded by Paps
"HARRY HOW WAS THE SHOW"
"HARRY ARE YOU AND THE BOYS GOING TO KEEP IN TOUCH WHEN YOU HAVE THE BREAK?"
"SAM WHY THE LONG FACE,ARE YOU AND HARRY HAVING PROBLEMS?"

Gosh these people are so annoying I am holding Harry's hand and we thank god make it to the car. I get in the front and buckle myself in, Harry runs his fingers through his hair and BAM punches the steering wheel "FUCKKKKKK" he yells making the horn beep. I just sit there, after a couple minutes he calms down and drive to the hotel.

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